Chapter 12: It Is Me
Let's go back! I'm not the same thing in someone else's ward, and the owner of this ward is going to sleep, so I can't bother with it, even though it's my only relative now!
My heart is cold to the limit, and the only thing I look forward to is the dawn, and I always feel that as long as the day is bright, all the darkness will dissipate......
Are you really waiting for dawn? Or are you waiting for Dr. Ma after dawn? I've been looking forward to him? Do you like him? I don't dare to like a person, because there will be disappointment when there is hope, just like my grandmother just now, full of expectations, full of cold hearts!
I hung my head and walked out of the ward, my grandmother was not completely asleep, she must have known that I was gone, but she didn't react at all, I knew that I was just a dream to her, she just felt like she was dreaming, hehe, how ridiculous! The world of psychopaths, I don't understand!
I walked slowly in the corridor, feeling that my whole body had no strength, I was already desperate, and even felt that if I died like this, then die, no one cared about me anyway, there was one more me in this world, one less me, it didn't matter at all, or...... No one even found out......
But every time I thought of this, Dr. Ma's smile would pop into my mind, and I shook my head and immediately shook it off! He doesn't know if he's been married or not, how can he have such an idea!
"Sister! What are you doing? Not here! "As I passed by a hospital room, suddenly a head came out of the window and looked at me with a look of fear.
Oh...... I recognize it! It's Han Tian! Saw him during the day!
"Don't trust Dr. Ma! Don't believe it! He seemed to be so anxious that he was about to cry, and his eyes were about to pop out.
"Well, I know, I won't believe him, don't worry!" I just treated him perfunctorily, I never wanted to have any more contact with psychopaths, their thinking was always strange, and I would be tired to enter their world! It's better to be perfunctory at the beginning, what the other party says, that's what it is! Why argue with someone with a brain problem!
I was in his unbelieving eyes. Walk slowly away, and don't let him see the back of my injured head, lest he make a fuss and irritate his nerves or something. Then I'm guilty!
Finally left his gaze, but fortunately he didn't chase him! It seems that he believed my words, and I'm really glad that I didn't take him seriously, otherwise he would have been with me endlessly!
When I arrived at the nurse's desk, I saw a cup of hot tea slowly steaming. But the nurse's desk is still empty!
Strange! Hasn't this cup of tea cooled yet? I'll have an hour in it, so I won't even have a cup of tea for a long time! But...... Is it possible that the nurse was still there, poured another cup of tea, and then walked away again?
Hehe, what am I doing in charge of others, this should be the matter of the hospital leaders, why should I worry about this, isn't it better to have no one! That way I can leave without a hitch.
As the elevator went up one floor at a time, I seemed to hear a noise that was gradually becoming clearer, and it was already the middle of the night. Who's yelling there? And it seems that there is more than one person listening to the voice. The further up it goes, the clearer it becomes, it seems to be several women, and the conversation doesn't seem very pleasant, it sounds like an argument about something.
When I stopped on the 11th floor and opened the elevator door, I suddenly heard a shouting sound from inside, and I curiously stepped out of the elevator and walked towards the nurse's desk...... In addition to the nurse trainee, there were two more girls in white coats, who had been arguing with the nurse trainee......
"She's coming, she's coming!" The nurse trainee suddenly saw me. Immediately rushed over and pulled me to the nurse's table, my whole body was soft, like a rag doll, and she dragged me away at will.
The three of them stared at me. Full of resentment, one by one, like a dead father and mother, surrounded me in the middle, this atmosphere is not right, very wrong, it feels like being targeted by three hungry wolves in the wilderness.
"Where did it hurt?" The fatter female doctor glared at me. The whole person is full of anger.
"Back!" The nurse trainee rolled her eyes at me, then grabbed me by the collar, and I was turned 180 degrees with the back of my head facing them.
I don't know if it's because of the excessive blood loss, dizzy, the world is spinning, and they are fiddling with it like meat on a cutting board, and I have no resistance.
I could only hear the sound of a tin box behind me, and I don't know what they were doing, but after a while, one of them stuck a piece of something to my wound and tied it around with gauze to prevent it from falling.
It only took half a minute before and after the two of them walked behind me carrying a small iron box of medicine.
"Well, doctor......" I suddenly remembered something: "That...... Doesn't the wound need to be disinfected or something? "I touched the back of my head, a piece of gauze had stuck to the wound, and when I moved a little, it hurt for a while.
They suddenly stopped, with a fierce look on their faces, and I regretted it at once! It's really nothing to look for!
But they didn't pay attention to me, they didn't even look at me, but stared at the trainee nurse next to me: "You're new here, let me tell you, let's wait for so long in the middle of the night, this is the first and last time!" ”
The trainee nurse immediately changed her face, like a eunuch seeing the emperor: "Okay, okay, I must pay attention next time, I'm sorry, I'm sorry!" She had an apologetic smile on her face until she watched their backs and walk into the elevator.
It wasn't until the elevator doors closed completely that the nurse nurse suddenly turned to me, her face stretched long, her teeth gritted, her eyes almost popping out of her sockets, and before she could open her mouth, I subconsciously grabbed the nurse's desk, because I felt that if she blew on me so hard, maybe I would fall.
"Who let you out? Who told you to go downstairs in the middle of the night? Are you demon-possessed? Running downstairs in the middle of the night! I'll kick you to death like this! "It was as if I was her father's killer, and she had a deep hatred for every word she said to me, but luckily, she just stretched out her legs and pretended not to kick me. I was too scared to cry, but why did this scene feel so familiar to me? It seems like where has I experienced ......
"I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I don't know the rules here, I won't go downstairs at night in the future, I saw you asleep just now, and I'm embarrassed to wake you up, so ......"
"You're going to die!" Before I could finish speaking, suddenly she hit me on the back of the head from behind, "Which eye did you see me sleeping?" If you continue to slander me like this, be careful that I will make you want to live and not die! ”
The moment she hit me wasn't very heavy, but the terrible thing was that the gauze behind me, which was already stuck to the wound, instantly shifted in place, and I immediately pressed the gauze tightly, but the pain of being torn alive still drilled into my brain......
"Pretend to be dead, go back to sleep, I warn you! Don't frame me! The trainee nurse pointed her index finger to my nose and said to me through gritted teeth.
The hero doesn't suffer the immediate loss, I'd better go back first! Faced with such a toss, I forgot my fears, and quickly walked to my room, and finally arrived at my own room, and finally breathed a heavy sigh of relief, I knew that the nurses had the key, but I knew that they would not be so energetic to open my door.
Finally everything is calm, I don't know what time it is, but it's not dawn yet, and there's still time to sleep, let me have a good rest, even if I never wake up, it doesn't matter......
I took off my bloodstained clothes and just lay down, and was about to go to bed, when suddenly I bounced out of bed again.
There was no blood stain on the clothes, it was obviously black, as if there was ink knocking it over!
I slammed the light on the room, my heart pounding out of my chest.
The room suddenly brightened, and this time it was clear that the clothes were not black, but the color of the red ground, slimy, like the blood of a corpse that had been dead for a long time, blackened, and dried and solidified.
Blood from a body that has been dead for a long time? How is it so familiar?
I sat on the edge of the bed, my head in my hands, the black and red blood stained clothes under my knees, the smell of blood and the stench of blood penetrating my nostrils, even such a question was so familiar!
Unable to sleep any longer, I stood up and walked back and forth.
Well?
There's a black stuff on the balcony railing! At the back of the little girl's head!
I remember! I stared at the railing, step by step closer to the balcony, closer to the black thing......
Yes! The blood on my clothes is exactly the same as the blood on the railing! I carefully wiped down the railing, looking at the sticky stuff on my fingers, compared to the one on my clothes, no matter the smell and texture or the shape, there was no difference! It's just from the same thing!
Is the girl on the railing me?
I'm like a psychopath, thinking about such a question!
But! I can't figure it out! How so! Is this how madmen are forced? I went crazy and took out a handful of wet tissues and rubbed them frantically on the railing, using all my strength to wipe that section back and forth!
I don't know how long it has been, until the black and red blood stains are completely gone, and that section of light is as bright as new! But I'm not done yet! I took my clothes and went to the bathroom again, and washed them over and over again......
I lay in bed weakly, and finally it was all gone! I also threw the wipes into the trash can in the hallway, and the house was clean! There's no dirty stuff anymore!
I lay on the bed and tilted my head to look at the sky outside the balcony, it was still dark, why wasn't it dawn? There was no clock in the damn room, and my phone was on a table far away from me, so tired that I didn't bother to get up and pick it up, but I felt like it had been a long, long time, and I wondered why it hadn't dawned yet......
The high-speed brain gradually calmed down, and the tense muscles and nerves of the whole body slowly began to relax, and it was so comfortable to sleep. Neither are earthquakes! (To be continued.) )