Chapter 3 The Timing of Life

After taking out the 10,000 yuan in the bank card, Akemi left City C by train overnight and rushed to the provincial hospital in City S at six o'clock in the morning. I spent the last eight months of my life here, and now that I am healthy and back in the hospital, I can't describe the complicated feelings of escaping death.

Akemi couldn't wait to meet her attending physician, Dr. Zhang, who told her that the cancer was in an advanced stage and that there were still half a year left. She beat the race of time once, and insisted on 8 months to end her life. Now that she is back 7 years ago, she has every chance to beat time again, defeat cancer, and welcome a happy life, which will be the key to changing everything.

At eight o'clock, Dr. Zhang went to work, and Akemi finished her registration early and waited at the door of the outpatient office. Akemi, who was far away, spotted Dr. Zhang in the crowd at a glance, and she was so excited that she wanted to rush over immediately. Dr. Zhang looks much younger than he did 7 years ago, his red shirt is ironed very neatly, and 7 years later, he is a little raunchy, presumably because Dr. Zhang's wife is still alive at this time.

"Hello Dr. Zhang, I'm Akemi, I'm so happy to see you, Dr. Zhang." There was still less than 10 meters between them, and Akemi couldn't wait, so she rushed over and hugged Dr. Zhang with open arms. Dr. Zhang in 2008 didn't know Akemi at all, and he was so frightened that he took a big step back, hit the cement pillar behind him, and grinned in pain: "Who are you?" Nurse, nurse, come on, what's going on? Are you registered? What are you doing, if the medical representative asks you to go out, our hospital is very formal, and it is useless for you to come here. Akemi couldn't hold back, and burst out laughing: "Look at you, it's okay, I'm here to see a doctor." "Akemi thought to herself, if I am hospitalized, you want to hug me, I still don't agree, at that time, I told some bad jokes to tease me every day, and now I hug you, you still don't want to, haha, why didn't you find Dr. Zhang so funny before.

Unfortunately, all this was seen by Mrs. Zhang, and Mrs. Zhang came over menacingly: "Yo, which one is this, Dr. Zhang, why don't you hurry up and introduce it, which good sister is this?" “

Seeing his wife, Dr. Zhang was puzzled and asked, "What do you say in a weird way?" I don't know her, aren't you going on a trip today? What are you doing at my office? “

Mrs. Zhang glanced at Akemi fiercely: "My ID card is with you, besides, I can't see you hugging so tightly if I don't come?" You still know that this is your unit, you don't know her, why does she hug you? “

Akemi put away her smile, not because of Mrs. Zhang's misunderstanding, but because she thought that Dr. Zhang had mentioned that Mrs. Zhang died in a car accident in 2008 when she was on a trip, and Dr. Zhang blamed herself for not accompanying Mrs. Zhang on the trip and not protecting Mrs. Zhang. Akemi is flustered, what should I do? We must find a way not to let Mrs. Zhang travel.

"I like Dr. Zhang." Akemi, who said such a sentence without a head, was startled after saying it.

"I don't know you, don't you hurt me, okay?" Dr. Zhang was also anxious.

Mrs. Zhang was so angry that she couldn't speak, and Akemi asked, "What time are you going on a trip?" Don't go, let's talk" Akemi didn't dare to look at Mrs. Zhang, and said confidently, thinking that she must hold Mrs. Zhang back.

Mrs. Zhang suddenly sneered and said, "We have nothing to talk about, I know who my husband is." There are too many girls who like him, but none of you have a chance, you don't deserve to talk to me, what about the new second-generation ID card? Give me. I'm going on a trip. “

Akemi bit her lip and said firmly, "You won't travel, you won't go, I'll be with Dr. Zhang when you leave, he has a red birthmark on his buttocks, right?" “

Dr. and Mrs. Zhang were so frightened by Akemi's words that their mouths grew up, and Mrs. Zhang cried and slapped Dr. Zhang. Akemi suddenly felt very guilty, the birthmark was told to her by Dr. Zhang 7 years later, and Akemi lost her hair from chemotherapy, so Dr. Zhang comforted Akemi and told her the secret to make her laugh. There is no way, it can only be like this, as long as Mrs. Zhang does not travel today, the things in the future will be explained slowly. Mrs. Zhang was so angry that she ran out of the hospital, and Dr. Zhang chased after her.

The hospital was so troubled by Akemi, all the doctors and nurses knew her, and everywhere she went, she could hear others whispering about her. Dr. Zhang went home, and Akemi had to change doctors to continue seeing patients.

"This patient, sit well, where is it uncomfortable?" The doctor asked.

"I'm going to do a full physical check-up, and the cancer screening is the main thing to do, and I suspect I might have cancer." Akemi said with certainty.

"It's good to have this health awareness, but don't be nervous, if you blindly suspect that you are sick, it is called hypochondriasis, and if you are not sick, you will be scared out of your illness" The doctor, arranged a few examinations on the computer, and then said: "Go, take your medical record book, and go to the second floor to pay first." “

"Thank you, doctor." Akemi thanked her cheerfully and turned to walk out of the doctor's office. In less than half a day, all the test results came out.

"Doctor, what are the results of my tests? Was it the early days? Can it be cured? Akemi asked first.

"I don't understand what you mean, why are you so sure you have cancer? Judging from the test results, you are in good health and there are no problems. The doctor put down the stack of test sheets in his hand, looked into Akemi's eyes, and replied seriously.

"Okay, I'll check it out regularly." Akemi doesn't want to say too much, which will only make her nervous. The doctor was a little puzzled, but quickly squeezed out a smile and nodded meaningfully to Akemi.

Akemi walked to the entrance of the hospital, just as an ambulance also drove over, and an injured person was pushed down from the car, and this person was Mrs. Zhang. Akemi was stunned for a moment, then immediately grabbed the ambulance driver and asked, "Master, how did this person get hurt?" Why is this happening? “

The driver said regretfully, "It's a car accident." It's very miserable, it is estimated that people can't be saved, if you know her, go to see her for the last time. “

Akemi doesn't remember how she got to Mrs. Zhang, the doctors have stopped resuscitating, Akemi held Mrs. Zhang's hand and cried and said, "Don't believe what I say, your husband only loves you alone, we are just a doctor and a patient." You believe me, we don't have anything, I just don't want you to travel, I'm from 2015, I know you're going to die because of traveling, but I still can't save you. Sorry ......"

Mrs. Zhang said weakly: "It's okay, I don't blame you, everything is doomed." “

Dr. Chang saw his wife for the last time, and Akemi heard them in the distance talking about their deep love for each other in the last moments. This scene is all too familiar, and I have just experienced it. This incident hit Akemi hard, maybe just like Mrs. Zhang, Akemi can't get rid of the arrangement of fate, even if Mrs. Zhang doesn't travel, she dies in a car accident. Even if I find cancer early, I am afraid that it will be death in the end.

Wait for the time for a flower to bloom, and wait for the withering of a lifetime of love. Maybe you never know whether it is right or wrong to love someone, and whether you can bear the consequences of falling in love. For that look, is it worth missing for the rest of your life? Akemi feels that she has returned to the past for a reason, she can't live longer, but at least she can save her beloved husband. She wants to prevent Mingguo from falling in love with her, only in this way can Mingguo get rid of his father's humiliation and torture, so that he doesn't have to endure the pain of losing his wife. Perhaps, Ming will marry a virtuous wife, have a few children, and live those simple and happy little lives. Life is inexorably counting down, and Akemi begins to realize that death is an immutable reality.