"You're back! Why did you come back so soon? Liu Yeqing's leno cuffs fluttered like a butterfly, flashing in front of him, and Qin Nanxi was pulled out of the car by the light green that was hurriedly smashed.

As soon as he stood firm, he finally saw that Xiao Fei was full of joy in front of him. Today's Xiaofei has changed his rough and casual dress in the past, wearing a green Confucian skirt, standing in front of him, his eyebrows are dyed green, his lips are vermilion, just like the young leaves of the branches of Sanchun, delicate and shy. The twigs and vines on the skirt spread, with her flying footsteps, wandering in the slight autumn wind, lingering like Qin Nanxi's dream when she came all the way.

"You!" Climbing Xiaofei's arm, Qin Nanxi looked her up and down unexpectedly, but when her eyes fell on her excitement, she was unconsciously photographed by a burst of colic in her heart. Xiao Fei's bright eyes were clear and ignorant, but he looked forward to Shen Fei, full of curiosity and joy. Such a dress, such a look full of dependence and trust, as if Xue Rui is standing alive in front of her!

Qin Nanxi was in a trance, almost expecting that the person in front of her would pout and complain to her with feigned anger and anger: "Miss, you are delayed until this time, we will inevitably be punished by the young lady when we go back!" ”

However, there was another clear voice in my ears, chattering: "Why are you looking at me like this? Don't you know me? Pity me for taking care of your father for you, and I still think about you! I heard yesterday that you came back, and I didn't sleep all night, and Baba waited for you to get here, and you were good, but you didn't seem to recognize me! ”

was counted down by Xiao Fei, Qin Nanxi suddenly came back to his senses, hurriedly restrained his sadness, held Xiao Fei's hand, and said with a smile: "How dare I forget Xiao Fei..."

"Shh Xiao Fei looked panicked and peeked left and right for a moment before putting down the finger on his lips, pursed his lips and said, "Your father won't let me be so unruly anymore and less educated!" If you call me that, if he knows, he will tell me the truth for three days and three nights. Ay. After that, he sighed, looking infinitely melancholy.

"My dad?" Qin Nanxi was dragged by her to enter the door, and said in surprise.

"It's not your father. I don't know which way I worshipped Xiaofei, I have been at ease for seventeen or eighteen years, and now I have met such a big gentleman to teach me! The corners of Xiao Fei's lips were crooked, and he smiled helplessly and regretfully.

"Where did that come from?" Qin Nanxi asked curiously, and on the other hand, he held Xiao Fei and stepped into the threshold of Qinfu. The two subordinates who came to greet him bowed, then quietly took off the small baggage in the car, held it in his hand, and followed the two of them silently and respectfully like a shadow, and entered the house step by step. If the big Qin Mansion sleeps peacefully in the dawn of late autumn, it is full of endless depression and coldness.

Turning around the grand front yard, you will see the pebble path that you are used to walking on a daily basis. Under the morning light, on the sleek green and white stones, a very thin layer of hoarfrost fell, looking from afar, the extremely familiar path is also much stranger, a narrow and narrow blue and black, winding into the depths of the fog, like a thin rope bridge above the deep ravine, one end holds the painful memories of the distant Amiri Mountain, and the other end is connected to the loving father who is dying and sick.

Bowing his head to endure the sourness of his nose, Qin Nanxi looked at his dusty embroidered shoes, took a gentle step, and calmly stepped into the depths of his own deep Hou Gate. The sound of the rattle is like a farewell song.

Xiao Fei was full of joy at the reunion after a long absence, and didn't pay attention to Qin Nanxi's sadness, and responded to her with a chatter: "Where else can you start?" I had a bumpy journey, and finally returned to Chang'an, but I met Master Qin very smoothly. However, when Lord Qin and his old man saw me, he insisted that he liked my temperament and insisted that he wanted to keep me by his side. ”

Qin Nanxi immediately understood that his father was deliberately protecting Xiao Fei, Xiao Fei knew Situ Yi's whereabouts, and his father must have known the undercurrent of Chang'an. Only by keeping Xiao Fei by his side in front of him and not leaving the door of Qin Mansion can Xiao Fei be safe.

Secretly grateful to his father in his heart, Qin Nanxi smiled lightly at Ying and Xiaofei: "I have Lao Xiaofei to do my filial piety in front of my father's knees!" ”

"Hey, it's nothing to serve tea and water, not to mention still serving people like Lord Qin, I don't think it's hard, it's just, it's just your father! Hey......" Xiao Fei shook his head and smiled bitterly, very helpless.

Qin Nanxi smiled and asked, "How is my father?" ”

Xiao Fei spread his hands, extremely helpless: "Your father has to teach me to read and write!" also said that if you don't know the book, you don't know the reason! I want my Xiaofei to grow so big, go south and north, I don't know a word, and I don't understand the reason if I haven't seen it! Ay. ”

Qin Nanxi covered her mouth and smiled, thinking that her father was bored during his illness, so he grabbed Xiaofei and taught her to read and write, so as to relieve the depression in his heart. Then he quipped: "Xiaofei, you are really uninteresting, my father is a famous Confucian, how many children of famous eunuchs want to apprentice and still have no way!" You can follow my father, be enlightened by his old man himself, and have a lot of complaints, it's really uninteresting! ”

Xiao Fei smiled ashamedly, while holding Qin Nanxi forward, while lowering his head and kicking the fallen leaves at his feet, he responded: "Yes, I also know that it is a blessing to be able to follow people like Lord Qin, Lord Qin treats people gently, which is good to me!" It's just that he has to ask me to carry those 'Guan Ju Dove, in the boat of the river', which is too difficult! ”

Qin Nanxi said with a smile: "That is the first part of "Poems", Confucius deleted three thousand ancient poems and left three hundred essences. These 300 articles, in a word, are innocent. Daddy teaches you from this 'Guan Guan Ju Dove, in the Boat of the River', precisely because this poem should be the virtue of the concubine and the virtue of a woman......"

"Ha, the concubine is virtuous? That's not what your dad said when you were a kid! Xiao Fei turned around and stopped, interrupting Qin Nanxi's eloquent conversation. The tone looked as if it had caught her in some big trick. Le Hehe continued: "Your father said that after reading this "Guan Ju" when you were a child, you actually went to question your father, this poem is clearly a song of male and female pleasure, why should it be far-fetched to be virtuous to the concubine? Haha, I can't imagine that you know that men and women are happy at such a young age as seven years old! ”

Qin Nanxi was robbed of white by her, her face turned red, and she was speechless. Memories have penetrated eleven years and returned to that warm afternoon.

On that day, Qin Nanxi, who had returned to Chang'an for the first time, followed his strange biological father to learn and read. My father didn't know that she had already read "Poems" when she was by Su Changqing's side, and she only taught it herself from Guan Ju. Qin Nanxi was full of strangeness and provocation, and deliberately went against his father, so he said such things.

However, instead of reproaching her at that time, her father gently held her in his arms and said with a smile: "It is a blessing for my father that my son is willing to confuse what he thinks and bewildered in his heart, and he is directly declared as his father." Guan Ju is indeed a song of gentlemen and ladies. Color-eating is also pleasing to men and women, natural and natural, and there is no need to shy away from it. However, for those who are in power, they can't just listen to nature and follow their own hearts. There are too many things in the world that need to be exhausted. What a gentleman does, sometimes, even knows that he can't do it! It is necessary to bear the burden of the world and protect the people, therefore, the heart of the most natural and sincere feelings of a gentleman and lady sometimes has to be hidden behind the virtues that are beneficial to the world......"

At that time, Qin Nanxi was only seven years old, and he didn't understand his father's deep words. She only felt that her father's distant gaze at that time was so determined and calm, as if the sunlight outside the window at that time, surrounded by heaven and earth, warm and magnificent.

"What a gentleman does, even if he knows he can't do it!" It turned out that this was the purpose of my father's life. It turned out that his father explained why he wanted to give up Qin Nanxi's mother and daughter as early as eleven years ago. explained why over the years, he knew that he had rebelled against the Holy Hearing and had to strongly advise the emperor to stop the northern expedition to the west. So now, the father does not hesitate to take risks with her, and does not hesitate to confront his parents and children, and he must also be for this "burden of the world and protect the people", and it is also because of "knowing that he can't do it".

Qin Nanxi only felt a deep sadness rising from the bottom of her heart, and she deeply felt sorry for her father on the sickbed. The current state of affairs, does he still allow him to "do what he can't do"? Involuntarily squeezed Xiao Fei's hand, Qin Nanxi said with concern: "Daddy, is he okay?" ”

"Didn't I bring you all the letters? Lord Qin's body is still like that, and the coughing up of blood is much better, but weakness is helpless, and the doctor said that it is not easy to maintain it like this. Xiao Fei casually picked up the silk luozi hanging from her skirt and played with it, not understanding her questions.

Qin Nanxi nodded, Liu Qi would tell her father's illness every three or five days, so she knew all this. Her "okay" was actually asking about the current situation, but Xiao Fei didn't know it, so she had to ask clearly: "I'm asking you, Daddy's students, that is, those adults who used to come to the ministry often, do they still often come to visit his old man's house now?" ”

"Oh, those people! Haven't seen it again. Mr. Qin can only talk to me now! Even your sister-in-law often runs back to her parents' house! Xiao Fei pouted disdainfully, the Luozi in his hand spun around in mid-air, the silk white light flashed and flashed, and Qin Nanxi was frightened!