Chapter 43: What's the Use of Being Crazy?
Wu Xiaolin choked up, but still swallowed back his tears: "Sister, good sister, it's nothing, life is very long, how many miles have you walked?" He gently patted his sister's shoulder like a child: "Okay, don't cry, your eyes are swollen and not beautiful." Is it okay not to cry? ”……
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Xu Zhiyang was like crazy, he kept going back and forth at the gate of Wu Xiaofeng's compound that night, Hu Zhenhai accompanied him until Tianming, until he was too tired to walk, until the next morning, Zhang Wenli and Qiu Wenyu went to see Wu Xiaofeng come out, and said that it was okay, he was still sleeping, and he was willing to follow Hu Zhenhai back to Hu Zhenhai's dormitory. Xu Zhiyang's head has always been confused, but he is full of energy, but he can't sleep, helplessly, Hu Zhenhai put the sleeping pills in a water cup and let him drink it, and after a while, he fell asleep.
Liu Min came to the dormitory to find Xu Zhiyang, but was blocked by Zhang Wenli: "What? Don't you think it's big enough? Liu Min looked timid and weak-hearted: "I, I just want to see Brother Zhiyang, he's nothing, right?" Didn't go home last night? Zhang Wenli squinted his eyes and looked at her for a few seconds, as if to see her heart clearly, he sighed and looked at her sharply: "You guys, others can't figure it out, I'm afraid only you know best, right?" ”
Liu Min didn't dare to face Zhang Wenli when he heard this, but just bowed his head and said nothing. Zhang Wenli sighed again: "Do you think Xu Zhiyang will welcome you?" Aren't you embarrassing yourself? Now that he sees you, he tears your heart apart, and you still hurry away. I advise you, don't let Xu Zhiyang see you during this time, and don't bother him. If you don't believe it, you can try it and see what the consequences are. Liu Min thought about it, or left in a daze, Hu Zhenhai happened to come out, saw Liu Min's back, and thought to himself that he really knew people and faces, and he still wanted to pursue her, but fortunately she didn't find out about it, it turned out that she was thinking about Xu Zhiyang.
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Xu Zhiyang kept looking for Zhang Wenli and Qiu Wenyu to see Wu Xiaofeng, but he didn't dare to go himself, although he wanted to go more than anyone else. He didn't know how it happened, he didn't know if it was true, he used to get himself drunk and punish himself with anesthesia. He was rapidly emaciated. That home, he didn't go back, it was a nightmare, and he would rather never touch it again for the rest of his life. He really wanted to see Wu Xiaofeng, but what could he say when he saw him? For him, even if he really has something with Liu Min, even if he gives birth to a group of children, he will not leave Wu Xiaofeng, as long as Wu Xiaofeng is willing, he can even lose his life, but he can't lose Wu Xiaofeng's.
Without Wu Xiaofeng, what is the meaning of life? What else is the meaning of life?
Wu Xiaofeng, when she thought of this name, Xu Zhiyang was extremely heartbroken, how could she forgive herself? Why should I ask her to forgive herself? How could she forgive herself? Now, Xu Zhiyang hates himself anymore, who else can he ask forgiveness? Without Wu Xiaofeng, it is like a dark night without a bright moon and stars, and he can't see a little light.
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