Chapter Twenty-Three: A Smile at the Past
readx; Jun Yixiao, a rural girl born in a single-parent family under the age of 16, is about to graduate from junior high school. Pen @ fun @ pavilion wWw. biqUgE。 info
In the eyes of her classmates, she is a problem girl with a unique temperament, beautiful and indulgent, uneducated, rebellious and out of line, she is very good at dressing herself, using some cheap clothes and some cheap small jewelry to make a very brilliant match, and tidy herself up enchanting and moving. She likes to skip classes, and often mingles with boys and girls in school who don't like to read, as well as some indiscriminate young people in society.
Every once in a while, their group of people rode a motorcycle to the mountains in the middle of the night to go for a ride, watch the stars, and engage in barbecue, Jun Yixiao is the most beautiful and bold among the girls, because no one at home cares about her, she has never been absent from any party activities, although she is young, but she has become a recognized sister in the hearts of boys and girls, if anyone can let Jun Yixiao ride and sit on the back seat of the motorcycle when driving, for these boys, it is a face-saving thing.
They also used to book special karaoke sessions at the only karaoke restaurant in the whole town, playing dice, dancing and singing, ordering snacks and drinking beer, often eating with their mouths full of oil, getting so drunk that their wanton singing almost topped the roof. Jun Yixiao can't dance, but as long as she twists her body casually, her graceful figure also makes the boys feast their eyes and applaud.
Occasionally, they would run to the rink to stretch the dragon and catch the minifigures, the best boys would be the dragon heads, the girls would be the dragon tails, and the bold and spicy, good body flexibility Jun Yixiao was always the same dragon tail, and they turned left and right in the rink, scaring the other skaters dumbfounded.
Although Jun Yixiao has such and such bad deeds, her classmates are very envious of her, and no one can live so chic like her. Other people's children are under the care of their parents, but they can study hard and strive to get into a good school when they take the high school entrance examination. But Jun Yixiao's gambler father can't control himself, how can he manage his daughter, and how can a grandmother who can teach such a son have the ability to teach her granddaughter well, so Jun Yixiao lives a very willful life.
No one can attract the attention of so many people of the opposite sex like her, she is beautiful and bold enough, but she is clean and self-conscious, and in the case of the covetousness of the wolves, she stubbornly guards her own defense, so that others can only watch from a distance and not play blasphemous, and add more desires and fantasies in her heart.
In fact, many students want to be like her, but they don't have the courage or the conditions. Secretly, some female classmates maliciously gossip about some of her things from time to time, such as family, past history, gossip or something, and the more lowly and contemptuous she is, the more she can hide the envy and jealousy hidden in her heart. In this world, which girl does not have spring, in their minds, they all have their own Prince Charming, but most of the girls in this Spring Silkworm Middle School have a common goddess in their hearts, that is, ----- Jun smiled, she became the love rival of 80% of the girls in Spring Silkworm Middle School, and she is the most romantic and unrealistic dream in the minds of almost every male classmate.
But what kind of person is Jun Yixiao? She didn't know that she lived a crazy day every day, and she hadn't seriously thought about anything for a long time. She doesn't want to settle herself in thoughts, she wants to escape, escape from everything, let all the hustle and bustle cover up that true and humble self.
Before the age of fourteen, she was still like a girl with autism, silently living in her own world, like a frightened bird, never daring to communicate with others, and flying away when she saw someone coming. This is because she sees through other people's spectator mentality and voyeurism, she doesn't want to give others the opportunity to show her warm men and women, she doesn't want others to find their own superiority from comparison, and she doesn't want to become a talking point that others can recycle, she is always like a hedgehog, erecting thorns all over her body, just to protect herself.
At one time, she thought that other people's sympathy was so kind-hearted, but in fact, that kind of condescending sympathy was only a mouthful of expression, and she had overheard those parents who were usually full of kindness to educate their children behind their backs, and told their children to isolate her, saying that she was an uneducated person, and that she needed a good companion and a good stool, and she was not a good companion when she smiled. Since then, she has become unusually sensitive, always paying attention to other people's eyes and words, always trying to find clues against her, which makes her very tired, a little child, psychologically collapsed all the time, she has become very unsociable, especially annoying, she has grown up like this, in the eyes of others it seems to be taken for granted.
After the age of fourteen, such a cowardly and sensitive girl like a little mouse, it seems that she grew up overnight, and her little face, which was once not grown, only became more and more beautiful, and her height also grew from one meter five to almost one meter seventy-two, with a slender and beautiful figure, flexible and powerful waist, she sprouted and sprouted, fresh and beautiful like a poem and a painting. It undoubtedly attracted the hearts of many turbulent teenagers, they put more eyes on her, their eyes were full of appreciation, fascination and admiration, the appreciation of the opposite sex undoubtedly increased her self-confidence, from a girl that everyone hated to the center of public pursuit, such a sudden change suddenly broke the peace in her heart, she felt flattered, how much she used to want to be an ordinary and amiable girl, but it has always backfired.
Although she is ignorant of feelings, but she began to work hard to integrate into other people's circles, she doesn't know how to have a relationship, no one teaches her, she only opens her heart, puts aside all constraints, just tries to sway her youth, she cares about other people's eyes, cares about other people's words, she hopes that others like herself, care about herself, she has learned to dress herself, and always picks herself up so beautiful and outstanding.
Since the second year of junior high school, she has been skipping classes, anyway, her studies have never been so great, she frequently fools around with the students, so that her grades have dropped to a miserable degree, and she has become a grain of sand in the eyes of teachers and class teachers. The disgusting eyes of the teachers made her want to avoid the classroom even more, and she wanted to be recognized and appreciated by those foolish students.
She skipped school and didn't want to go to class, and then the teachers' eyes had changed from disgust to indifference, and this kind of disregard pricked her sensitive nerves and made her avoid it, she dreamed that she could get a good score to blind the titanium alloy dog eyes of these teachers, but she knew that it was impossible, the only possibility was to get the name of Sun Shan as the teachers thought, and the high school entrance examination results could not even be admitted to high school. At this time, her only hope is not to take the high school entrance examination, but although a problem girl like her, she can't not take the high school entrance examination.
But one day, the opportunity suddenly came, and although the reason for the opportunity was so unfair and unreasonable, she still cooperated.
In addition to her love for mahjong career, her gambling father King's Landing is the most popular is to buy ** lottery, he took out his mother's pension expenses in advance, all invested in his gambling industry, and finally he gambled on the four walls, penniless, the old people in the family all rely on a few sisters to help, he occasionally goes out to work, but he is too lazy in his bones, earn a little money back, and immediately sprinkle it on the card table. He also looked for cards to play everywhere when he had no money, but he was not welcome to be a card player, and he was not welcome to be a color dealer, but this time, he studied many versions of the horse newspaper, and felt that he had seen through it, so he took the family's real estate certificate and mortgaged it to Wang Lin, a color banker, and wrote a 50,000 flying order, and finally folded the book of 50,000 yuan, but did not hit a code.
Wang Lin took the real estate certificate to force debts, he was originally a desperate person, when the first color prevailed in his hometown, he did the best lottery dealer, specializing in eating the village, after all, everyone knows that there are too few people who win the lottery, there are many people who buy lottery tickets, many rural people have made a fortune by secretly eating the village, but this issue of King's Landing did not win, but there are several other people who won about 20,000 yuan, the bonus amount is almost 800,000 yuan, although many people do the things of the village, but they are also very taboo.
Wang Lin was forced to pay debts by creditors at home, and he couldn't stay at home, but he didn't want to give up the money for the house in King's Landing, so he went to King's Landing's house to force debts. Wang Lin originally planned to leave his hometown, and it was naturally hard to tear his face to collect debts, but it was true that the King's Landing family couldn't come up with a few dollars to pay off the debt. At this time, Jun smiled and went home from reading, he had never paid attention to such a little girl before, at this time, Wang Lin was amazed, such a tall figure, it is not an exaggeration to say seventeen or eighteen, suddenly he had an idea in his heart, beautiful girls are scarce resources, staying in the countryside is really a tyrannical thing, it can be used well, let her make money back to herself.
He asked Jun Lin about Jun Yixiao's situation, and when he knew that Jun Yixiao's reading grades were very bad, and the teacher's home visit said that this child could not be admitted to any high school, he couldn't help but feel relieved. In Wang Lin's eyes, he only knows money, what kind of father, old folks, other people's study prospects or something, he doesn't care at all, a ** lottery dealer who can let others mortgage real estate and write 50,000 flying orders cannot be a good person. So he persuaded Jun Lin's father half threatening and half tempting, so that he agreed to take Jun Yixiao out to work to pay off the debt, and the wages earned by Jun Yixiao were collected by Wang Lin, leaving only the basic living expenses, and after paying off Wang Lin's debt and 20% interest, the money earned by Jun Yixiao would belong to herself.
King's Landing looked at his tall and beautiful sixteen-year-old daughter, and immediately agreed to Wang Lin's request, he actually felt that his daughter had grown up and could make money to support the family, but when the compulsory education had not yet been completed, as a father's remaining conscience, he was embarrassed to open this mouth, and now Wang Lin's request was exactly what he wanted, and there were many people in the southern coastal cities who used to pan for gold and raise children to prevent old age, and he was not yet forty years old A man has long been looking forward to this day, and desperately hopes that his beautiful daughter can earn more money to support the family a few years earlier.
Before leaving, he deliberately comforted his daughter and said that Wang Lin was not a bad person, and it was natural to repay debts, and everything was his fault as a father, but her mother died early, and it was not easy for him to work hard to bring up his daughter alone. When he is old, he is confused like this, he is also for the good of his family, and he wants to make some money and make a fortune. This issue of his calculations was very accurate, read a lot of horse books, asked a lot of people, will definitely come out of this **, but his mother's heaven does not open his eyes, he did not hit, took the cost of 50,000 yuan to enter, if he wins, there must be two million into the account, what to do in the future, the house and the car are good schools, and I don't go with my daughter to choose, but now I understand that I don't have that windfall, and I vow never to gamble again in the future.
After that, my father asked me again, don't do a job that is not profitable, do what is the most profitable, if there is a bonus or tip other than salary, you must be careful to hide from Wang Lin, and send some back to my father to do the family, in the countryside, it is not easy to support a façade at home.
Jun Yi smiled coldly at his father's performance, silent, her father said to quit gambling, she absolutely did not believe it, she heard that her mother gave birth to herself when she had a difficult birth, and finally gave birth to her, during the confinement, the father took out the money in the mother's part-time job passbook and lost it all, and in the subsequent dispute between the husband and wife, he ignored his mother's weak body after giving birth, pulled her hair and beat her hard, this is how the mother suffered from postpartum depression, leaving her daughter who was less than a month old, and committed suicide. After such a thing, his father still did not repent and continued to indulge in gambling, although he was unusually handsome and chic, but in such a family, no one would be willing to marry to fill the house, so he had to be lonely all the time, and he had been ridiculously wronged by his wife for restraining himself and making himself lonely for a lifetime.
However, although she knew that everything her father said was a lie, she was still very happy in her heart, she had long wanted to leave this home, leave the school, leave the high school entrance examination, such a warm home, those teachers who discriminated against her in the school, and the inevitable name of Sun Shan, let all this stay away from herself. She wants to come to a city where no one knows her, to be a new self without the past.
Wang Lin took her to this southern coastal city, because Jun Yixiao was too young and belonged to child labor, and the regular factory did not dare to recruit her, so Wang Lin introduced her to a nightclub to be a beauty model. In fact, this creditor did not have a good heart, he did not think about finding a formal job for this girl at all, and he could not pay off her father's debt after three years of working with the salary of a general worker, and if there was inflation in three years, it would be a joke to pay back that 60,000 yuan. He Wang Lin never does loss-making business, and he doesn't want to collect the 60,000 yuan in arrears in a proper manner, what he wants is to use Jun Yixiao's beauty to make a lot of money and take the middle fee.