CHAPTER XXXVI
"I have been with the Lord for many years, why do I know nothing about it?" Qi Yan asked.
Alger sneered: "In order to maintain the loyalty of his subordinates to him, the Lord brainwashed all his subordinates, and part of the memories were hidden. He can revise history as long as the Lord wants. But when all the spiritual things are forgotten, we still remember and guard this humiliation. ”
Qi Yan and I glanced at each other, and the voices around us continued, sad but not angry, and even had a sense of resignation to fate and death. They are reluctant to give up on life, but they seem to have expected the arrival of this day, and they are more calm.
Qi Yan pondered for a moment and asked, "How can we trust you?" After all, you told us all this. ”
"You have heard these voices, and naturally you have already made your own judgments. You just don't want to believe it, like many high-level solitary spirits who remember it but choose to forget, deceiving themselves just for the sake of self-comfort. ”
There was a hint of anger in Alger's eyes, a hint of helplessness, a hint of disappointment, but they were all faint, as if there was always something in front of his eyes, making it impossible to see what he really thought.
"There are some things that we need to remember, but there are some things that can only move forward by letting go, and not all forgetting is indifference and avoidance." Qi Yan said.
Do you think that this evil act of the Lord should be forgotten and glorified? He killed so many innocent lonely spirits just to keep his position. And you should know better than anyone else that he wants more than that. ”
Alger took a step closer to Qi Yan, stared into his eyes and said word by word, but there seemed to be something more threatening to Qi Yan He didn't say it.
Qi Yan also stared into Alger's eyes and said, "Yes, I know that desire is a bottomless pit that can never be filled, especially for a lonely spirit. ”
Hey, hey, hey! Do you want to do that...... The two men looked at each other affectionately......
Alger said in a sarcastic tone, "So even if you know everything, you still don't want to resist, but choose to hide in the gap of time and space like those other high-level solitary spirits?" ”
"I never said I was going to hide or give up! I also sacrificed a lot for the struggle, but in a different way! Qi Yan also raised his voice.
"Well, tell me what great sacrifices you've made! But I've been indulging in the love of my children, so why bother to deliberately beautify! Alger sneered.
This sentence undoubtedly touched Qi Yan's sore spot, and I saw his hand shake violently, and a thousand ripples stirred up in his originally calm eyes.
"You don't know anything, don't talk nonsense!" I yelled at Alger.
"That's what I said to you. You and Qi Yan haven't seen each other for a thousand years, do you know what happened during this period? Do you really know Qi Yan, who you keep saying that you will love forever? While groups of lonely spirits are trying to rebel against the Lord, he is suppressing these forces on the Lord! ”
"Shut up! You're not qualified to say that! The reason why Qi Yan did this was because it was in Lin Xuejing's life, and Lin Xuejing handed him over to the Lord, so he would do things for the Lord! I shouted at the top of my voice, arguing like a child, thinking that if I was loud, I was right.
In my eyes, Qi Yan is clean, even if he really did anything wrong, it must not be from his heart. Who hasn't made a mistake?
"In the end, it's still for you, it's really great love." Alger laughed, but with disdain in his laughter.
"Qi Yan, you tell him what's going on, you tell him."
I was suddenly scared and turned to Qi Yan for help. Qi Yan always answers all my questions, and he always reassures me.
"What he said was indeed what I did, I admit. At that time, I did not really know the Lord, and the Lord was very kind to his solitary spirits, and I was infatuated with his gentleness, so I would work for him and be willing to be his lackey. But then I gradually saw through the Lord and began to try to get out of His control......"
"I'm afraid you want to get out of the Lord's control because you found out that Lin Xuejing's reincarnation is Meng Yishi, right?"
Qi Yan took a deep breath and said, "You are right, there is indeed a reason for this. But you didn't ask us here to count all that I had done, did you? ”
Alger calmed down for a moment and said, "Abandon the many persuasions I have made, abandon the prejudice against you, and form an alliance with you to achieve our common goal." But I need to know if you're really sincere. I'm used to dying, but I can't be numb. The dead brethren are the reason why I continue to stand here, and I don't want any impure spirits to join us. ”
"Hey! It was a friend verification request you sent us, but now we are asking to be qualified to join you! I pouted disappendrovingly.
"You didn't have a choice, you killed the renunciation with your own hands, and the renunciation is integrated into your power, that is, he will influence your choice. No matter what, you will be our new leader and lead us to defeat the Lord. Of course, you are not a substitute for the abandonment. But, you, Qi Yan, you must show your sincerity to join! ”
Alger raised his hand and pointed straight at Qi Yan.
I was particularly annoyed by Alger's attitude towards Qi Yan, but Qi Yan was always indifferent and seemed to be indifferent at all.
"When did I agree? I'm going to regret it now! ”
I'm a little aggrieved, although I'm now more and more inclined to help the lonely spirits in the Dead Sea overthrow the Lord together, but what kind of attitude is this? And why is Qi Yan like this?
"Eshi." There was a voice coming from deep within my body.
Who is it?
I seemed to be sucked into another space by that voice, there was no Qi Yan around me, no Alger, no path, only the glowing light and the voice.
"Child, don't look for me, you can't see me, but you can hear me. I'm inside you. ”
In my body? Don't...... Is it abandoned? But this abandonment is so different from the one I've seen before.
"Are you abandoned?"
"Yes, I am, I just gave up, but this time you really know me." Abandonment laughed.
It's really abandoned! I was so surprised that I couldn't close my mouth for a long time: "Are you really in my body?" So where am I now? It's not going to be a dream. ”
Abandon Yule laughed: "Haha! It's all like a long dream, isn't it? I'm in your own consciousness now, your body is still there, it's just that it seems to Qi Yan and Alger that you're asleep because you're tired. ”