180. The original intention
The book pavilion in the inner hall of the Qin Mansion has now become a place of gold. There are many people who want to enter, but few can get their wish.
Situ Yi is in and out freely.
On the Golden Palace, he has done all that he thinks he can do. All that's left is to wait patiently. It is rare that he is physically and mentally idle, and his whole heart is naturally rooted in Qinfu. Although you go in and out of Qinfu, you will inevitably meet Qin Nanfu. However, in the deep courtyard of the sycamore-lined mansion, after all, there are only two people in the world who still care about him.
However, for his frequent contacts, the most happy person is not Qin Nanxi.
When Xiao Fei saw him, he flew in front of him from afar, and gave Shi Shiran a blessing. The smile on the corner of the eyebrows and lips was still full of familiar jokes and jokes: "Hou Ye Wan'an!" ”
Situ Yi took a step back, returned the courtesy, and said with a smile: "Fei Maiden is so graceful, humble and polite, it's really unaccustomed!" ”
Xiao Fei got up and jumped to his side, and said slightly: "Master Hou will make fun of Xiao Fei!" Xiao Fei has only learned the rules for a year or two, and he can't compare with Miss Su Jiu, who was raised by these rules! ”
Situ Yi smiled when he heard this: "Xiaofei don't wronged a good person, I don't have the slightest intention of making fun of you, you used to be natural and straightforward, not pretentious at all, and you are also very cute, but now you have added rules like this, and it is a good thing to have more Shuyi." It's just that I'm used to Xiaofei like that, and I see you making a whole set of gifts at first glance, and I'm a little unaccustomed to it! ”
Xiao Fei scratched his head and said embarrassedly: "Master Hou also thinks it's good like this?" Su Jiu said this, and I still treated me as her. Since even you say the same, I'm relieved. Xiao Fei said, and lowered his head and straightened the lotus leaf Yingluo on the skirt. It wasn't until he confirmed that the tassels hanging from the Yingluo were smooth and supple, and he raised his head again with great satisfaction.
Situ Yi nodded, and said in an ordinary tone: "You still call her Su Jiu?" ”
Xiao Fei slowly led him to the library, while casually sweeping the snow on the stacked rocks on the side of the road with a handkerchief, and said with a smile: "Reasoning, I should call her Miss." But she said that Su Jiu still shouted kindly. She liked the name Su Jiu. Lord Qin also said that I am the same age as Su Jiu, and I am not a descendant of his family in the first place, so I will not be subject to those false courtesies. Actually, it's okay to call Su Jiu, if you really let me call her Miss and let me make rules in front of her, then I really feel restrained! Xiao Fei said, shaking his head like a rattle, causing a pair of cute double-ring buns on his head to loosen a lot immediately.
The bun on the top suddenly loosened, Xiao Fei hurriedly held it with his backhand, while pressing the plain silver hair needle, while blushing sideways to avoid Situ Yi's gaze. After ten years of learning the rules, Xiaofei is still the same Xiaofei. The sparseness and straightforwardness in her bones can't be changed, especially when she sees Situ Yi, she can't make a trace of fake.
Seeing that she was shy, Situ Yi slowly turned around considerately, slowly moved forward, and asked softly, "She said she likes the name Su Jiu?" ”
Xiao Fei subdued the messy bun three or two times, and stared at his back, stuck out his tongue for a while, and hurriedly rushed up to answer: "Yes." Su Jiu said that this name sounded kind and reassuring. ”
"Kindness, peace of mind?" Situ Yi repeated softly, his voice was long, and a trace of loss rippled in his eyes, but it also dissipated immediately: "Although the situation is different, she has not changed her original intention after all!" ”
"What is the original intention? What not to change? Xiao Fei looked sideways at Situ Yi and said strangely.
Situ Yi refused to say, only sighed to her: "Xiaofei, you still call me a general!" This left is a Hou Ye, and the right is a Hou Ye. It sounds like you and I are gone! Before he could finish speaking, his steps suddenly quickened. The moonlight ferret cloak that hung down at his feet was raised in response. The corners of the streamer's long clothes, with the wind on the soles of the feet, fly and flip, as if the depths of the heart that are barely calm, suddenly swept up by the long wind, wave after wave, endless.
"Hey, hey, Master Hou, no, general!" Xiao Fei looked at his slender back that was quickly moving away, and was stunned for a moment before flying to catch up: "My lord is resting!" You went in at this time and disturbed his old man's rest! ”
Situ Yi stopped when he heard this, and looked puzzled: "Mr. has always had a regular schedule and rest, and he must be reading at this time every day, and the day before yesterday, Mr. had ordered me to discuss things at this time, how could I rest at this time?" ”
Xiao Fei shrugged his shoulders and said helplessly: "Where do I dare to scorn you, my general!" Sir is really resting. Last night, I coughed all night, where can I sleep? It's rare that at this time, the old man has a moment of quiet, so you can let him rest! ”
Situ Yi said in a wistful voice: "Sir's illness is serious again?" ”
"Isn't it? It's just this time that I'm tired! It's really pitiful, I'm so old, I'm so sick, and I still want to see this and that all day long! I'll just say, this person, his life is good and bad, and he really can't just look at the surface. Look at Mr. Qin, such a big official, such a good reputation! It's a pity that few people see his own hard work! That's it, it's really..."Xiao Feiluo paused, tried his best to suppress his slight throat, and continued: "Sometimes I sigh that it is better to live in a village than to work so hard." At such an age, it should be that children and grandchildren are around their knees and take care of themselves! ”
Situ Yi was silent for a long time, and sighed: "Xiaofei, you don't understand. Mr. is so self-suffering, just so that the old people of the Zhuang family can live in peace and enjoy their families. Where is the peace in this world so easy to obtain? There is no person like Mr. who works the cusp of the storm, how can there be peace in the world? Self-cultivation, family, governance, and peace in the world! These are only nine words, but it is really the hard work of Mr. Lifelong Effort! ”
"Nine words? How can writing boil the hard work of the old man? Adults write a lot, but there are more than nine! Xiao Fei looked confused, tilted his chin and asked seriously.
Situ Yi looked at her two ignorant and clear eyes, shook his head and smiled: "This, it's a long story!" Fei Ye might as well let Su Jiu tell you. She's very good at telling these mystical truths. Then he turned and went in.
"Hey, General, the boss is resting, are you still going in?" Xiao Fei chased after him in broken steps, and the pear vortex at the corner of his lips was full of cunning that he asked knowingly.
Situ Yi said: "I'm waiting for Mr. in the side hall, and I really have something important to discuss with Mr. today." ”
Xiao Fei looked at Situ Yi for a long time, and couldn't help but smile: "I'm afraid that the general has another important person who must be seen, right?" ”
Situ Yi reluctantly admitted: "Mr. and I do have important matters to discuss. However, Nanxi, I do want to see it. I'm just afraid that she won't see me before she finishes her anger! ”
The two of them talked and walked, and after a while, the small hall by the lake in the library pavilion was already in front of them.
Xiao Fei raised his hand to push open the hidden wooden door, and while raising his hand to lead Situ Yi inside, he said, "She is angry with you about Assuf?" ”
Situ Yi nodded, walked to the window, and casually set up the wooden window of the small hall facing the lake.
"The general really doesn't treat himself as an outsider!" Xiao Fei glanced at Situ Yi by the window and joked.
This small hall is where Qin Zi'an reads in the summer, and it is located on the bottom floor of the book pavilion near the lake. In the middle of summer, it is a window of fine willow smoke, which is very comfortable and comfortable. But in winter, it is damp, cold and damp. Because few people came, there were no charcoal pots.
Situ Yi stood at the window, looked at the pool of crystal outside the window, subconsciously tightened the cloak on his body, pinched his bloodless hands, and replied with a smile: "I am familiar with this place." When I was a child, I used to study here with my husband. ”
Xiao Fei glanced at his somewhat pale lips, hurriedly went out and ordered the family in the garden to send boiling water and charcoal basins, and then turned back to come in, and asked uneasily: "The general used to be like a burning man, Yunze was so cold, you often ran around without paying attention." Why did spring bloom, and it was in Chang'an, but it felt cold? ”
Situ Yi looked down at the cloak on his body, and said disapprerovitically: "Maybe I had a cold wind a few days ago, so it's okay." ”
Xiao Fei nodded slightly, swallowing the worry in his heart. casually made an excuse and withdrew.
At this time, the faint winter sun is sprinkled carefully, and on the green bricks under the feet, the sparse shadow of the withered willows outside the window drags a long line, as if the long thoughts in time make people trance-like back to more than ten years ago.
It was still a faint warm sun, and at that time, the bright young man in the spring breeze was like a growing seedling, full of vitality and could not be concealed. The young man stood behind the mottled Huali bookcase, and argued with the majestic but loving gentleman: "Auxiliary government and defense of the country, the emphasis is on unifying the people." The sages dethroned a hundred schools of thought and respected Confucianism alone, but they did not govern the country with the way of Confucianism alone. The key to governing the country lies in the Qi people, and the importance of the Qi people is not in all aspects, not in the same world, but in the appropriate promotion and suppression. All things are born in nature, and there is a difference between good and evil, and it is better to "not rely on others for my goodness, and use it for nothing." No one can do anything wrong with employing people, and a country can make all of them'"
At that time, the auxiliary government and the defense of the country were still illusory to that young man. And now, standing on this side of time, the boy and his husband have understood that it was his husband who was wrong. He firmly believes in the inherent goodness of human nature, and after all, he loses in "morality and courtesy".
Situ Yi closed his eyes, and a long sigh echoed in the cold sunlight. After all, he used his own method to fulfill his husband's long-cherished wish.
The wooden door behind him creaked, pulling him out of his gloomy thoughts. Turning around, he was greeted with a pair of soft light, slightly angry eyebrows, and the corners of his eyes that had not disappeared from his anger, but in the eyes that were like water, the full of concern and attachment was also clearly visible.
"Xiaofei said that you are not feeling well? Could it be that he was injured again? Qin Nanxi deliberately said coldly, unable to hide the tension and concern in his heart.