Chapter 62
I stepped forward and hugged him tightly: "From now on, you are not allowed to think about such nonsense about death, you have to accompany me." All I want is as simple as that, to have someone with me, willing to listen to me, willing to talk to me. It doesn't matter if you're bad-tempered, bullied, or whatever. ”
As I spoke, I began to cry without a trace. Lonely spirits fear death more than any other creature, and spiritualists fear loneliness more, and perhaps that's why the two live together so harmoniously.
"Do you know that you cry ugly, don't cry. You weren't as beautiful as you were in your previous two lives, and when you cry like this, it's even uglier, so I really don't want you anymore. Qi Yan scratched my nose and said.
"You dare! And I'm going to make a bubble gum that won't leave you anyway! I grabbed him by the waist and wouldn't let go.
"Don't hang on me like this, we're going to keep going." Qi Yan said, but he also reached out and hugged me.
"I especially like the feeling of hugging someone, when you hold a warm huge person tightly, you don't have to be afraid of anything." I suddenly let go of my hand and pushed Qi Yan aside.
"What's wrong?" Qi Yan asked suspiciously.
"Didn't you just say you were going to keep going? Let's move on now. I turned and walked forward.
"Hey! What's going on! I just said it was kidding you, what a good atmosphere just now. ”
"No matter what! That's what you said, anyway. I snickered and walked on without looking back.
"Eise! Look here! I turned around, and Qi Yan kissed me on the face quickly, so light, as cool as a snowflake, and as warm and wet as a tear.
Two red clouds flew up to my face.
I pretended nothing had happened and kept walking. Qi Yan didn't say anything, just followed, while carefully examining the expression on my face. I bowed my head deeply, not wanting him to see my red face.
"What would you do if one day I was gone?" Qi Yan asked suddenly.
"What do you mean it's suddenly gone?" I looked back at him.
"It's just that I'm gone, I don't exist, what will you do?"
"There won't be a day," I said firmly, and even if there was a day, I would have stopped it from happening, "okay, okay, it's really good that we've been showing affection like this!" ”
Qi Yan was about to say something with a smile, but the smile suddenly froze on his face, and he quickly turned his body in another direction.
I also felt that there was a very strange force there. That force seems to be sad, no, more precisely, resentment. It's hating one person, or many people. The resentment was so great that I couldn't help but be sucked into it. I felt the strength in my body jubilant, as if I had met someone who had passed away. I tried desperately to suppress that ecstasy.
I turned my head and glanced at Qi Yan: "What could this be?" ”
Qi Yan's dark eyes were unfathomable: "Sure enough." ”
"Sure what?" I asked.
"This is really just a tomb of a spiritual creature, and the other traces of dead lonely spirits we just saw are just funerary goods." Qi Yan said slowly.
"But since they're all dead, how can there be any power pouring out?" According to the death of human beings, then the same should be true of lonely spirits. How can a dead lone spirit have a surge of power?
"After Akiki Hibiscus dies, he can still leave a wisp of resentment, what is the residual power for a high-level lonely spirit? And this lonely spirit should be a very powerful lonely spirit, so as to leave such a powerful resentment. ”
"It's resentment again, why is there always so much resentment." I couldn't help but shake my head.
Qi Yan looked at me deeply, his eyes were so deep, so far away, like a bottomless deep pool, which hid a lot of secrets that I didn't know where to start.
"Do you know why a lone spirit is born?"
"Genetic mutation?" I'm really short of words, nonsense.
Qi Yan covered his face: "Do you think you can explain the lonely spirit with science?" ”
"But the teacher said that there must be no blank questions and answers, even if Hu Xu eats anything for breakfast today, he can't leave anything! Empty! White! "I have a good point.
"All the feelings I have brewed have been ruined by you. Well, the lone spirit itself was born out of resentment. An Yin should have told you that the original solitary spirits were all a mass of unconscious forms that resembled air. Have you ever wondered how such a mass of gas could last for so many years to finally gain power and be able to evolve to gain entities? ”
"An Yin once told me that it was because of obsession."
"Obsession?" Qi Yan laughed, "This word comes after the filter. In fact, it is because of hatred that lonely spirits are also called crippled, because hatred makes them incomplete. They are long dead. No, it's not them, it's us. All hatred is accumulated in the bottom of the heart, or until the soul cracks out, or until one day it explodes. ”
"You're also hateful?" I asked.
"I think so, though I don't want to admit it's my resentment."
"What are you hating? Is it hating Akiki Hibiscus or An Yin or something else? My voice trembled. What does Qi Yan's soul look like at this time, is it full of gaps and seeping water everywhere, or is it sealed layer by layer and airtight. Unlike when I touched An Yin's heart before, I was more scared and panicked, but now I feel distressed. For the first time, I really understood Qi Yan's jokes, those silences, and those strange questions.
"The emotion of hate is so difficult to explain, I can't get over it, I can't explain it clearly, maybe it's because I'm now filled with love and have forgotten what it feels like to hate." The corners of Qi Yan's mouth hooked up a faint smile
In fact, in this dead forest, the one who was hit the most was actually Qi Yan as a lonely spirit. The pain he felt from the illusion was probably dozens or even hundreds of times that of mine.
I raised my face to look at Qi Yan, and secretly swore in my heart that I would never leave him again in this life, and I would never leave him alone in the cold darkness. Even if I couldn't bring him much warmth, at least, my hand was still holding him tightly and not letting him sink. Qi Yan, I'm here, I've always been there. I can do anything for you.
"Okay, let's not fake Wenqing, let's go to the front and have a look. Be careful, though, if this dead lone spirit is strong enough, then the remaining power will also cause fatal damage to us. Qi Yan looked around vigilantly.
"Okay, don't worry, I'll be careful." I nodded solemnly.
Qi Yan looked at me and smiled.