Chapter 32 Su Qing, your heart is locked
Su Qing's office is located in a corner of the building, although the area is not large, but the location is excellent. The floor-to-ceiling windows on the wall facing the door of the room are designed to face the sun, making the room warm and bright. Opening the window, there is a balcony outside, standing on the balcony overlooking the surrounding scenery. Su Qing's room design is very artistic, and the style of the whole room is too feminine, this style is the style that some rich daughters like, but it does not include Su Qing.
The wallpaper on the wall is a fantastic pink striped pattern, the palpable peach cartoon sofa, the peach curtains hanging on the wall, and the pink heiioketty carpet on the floor, which makes Su Qing feel a little cold. According to Bai Chenan's boss's description, this was arranged according to the preferences of his wife, who had never shown up in his family, and looking at Bai Chen'an's disgusting face at that time, Su Qing only felt a chill.
To say that the only thing that can make Su Qing accept is that the lighting in this room is very good, and the warm sunlight fills her room every day, no matter how tired she is from work, she will not feel tired.
Su Qing stared at the desktop seriously and intently, at this moment she was holding a pen to release her own inspiration on the drawing, and the white paper had been engraved with a pencil little by little. Su Qing is designing a sketch of the new clothing for the new product launch conference in the next quarter, the theme of the design has been determined, this time they decided to take the couple in love as the theme, and the design is mainly sweet and comfortable, so that all customers who wear beautiful clothes will have a sense of happiness.
Su Qing stared at her manuscript so intently that she didn't even notice when Duanmuyang appeared in her office. Duanmuyang looked at Su Qing's focused and serious expression, and his eyes seemed to be rubbed into the light, gentle and heety. Duanmuyang has been looking at her like this, in his heart, Su Qing has always been light and peaceful, never happy or sad, just like a static landscape painting, lacking a trace of spirituality and being more restrained. Su Qing, who is working at the moment, seems to be inadvertently contaminated with red dust.
A design drawing of an unsuitable and elegant personality was presented in front of Su Qing, a posture for a long time made Su Qing's neck a little stiff, she raised her head slightly to relieve the discomfort on her body, but unexpectedly saw Duanmuyang standing quietly. A hint of surprise flashed in Su Qing's eyes, and she couldn't help asking, "When did you come?" “
The corners of Duanmu Yang's lips and eyes were mixed with doting, and a gentle smile appeared at the corners of his mouth, and he said, "I've just been here for a while, haven't I eaten lunch yet, let's go down and eat some together?" “
Being mentioned by Duanmu Yang, Su Qing really felt a little hungry, nodded lightly, and followed him to a nearby high-end restaurant.
The environment in the restaurant is quiet and elegant, giving customers a very comfortable feeling, the two came to a private room, the main food asked for two steaks, two pasta, the drink was a bottle of red wine, the dessert was two cappuccinos, and after a while, the waiter put the food together, leaving only two people to eat quietly.
"You've been living with Gu Chengjun? Su Qing, you have to know that now that you are my girlfriend, I don't want you to live with other men. I have an apartment nearby that you can move to and live in. Duanmuyang said while elegantly cutting the steak while looking at Su Qing opposite.
"Duanmu, we may not be able to continue together." Su Qing didn't eat from beginning to end, and after listening to his words, he said such a sentence apologetically.
Duanmu Yang's hand that was originally cutting the steak stopped, staring at her like a torch, with obvious injuries in his eyes, and asked eagerly, "What's wrong?" Why do you say such things? Is it because of my parents? It's okay, I'll find a way to accept it from my parents, and besides, I won't let you live in my house before marriage, we can live outside! ”
Su Qing couldn't bear to look at his expression, his eyes kept staring at the food in front of him, he took a deep breath, and said solemnly: "It has nothing to do with your parents." Be...... My question. Although Su Qing is not a kind person, but she can't bear to treat Duanmuyang, who has always given him warmth, she really can't bear her to break up with her parents for herself, she still remembers that when she was abroad, no matter how busy she was, he would keep his parents safe every night, at that time Su Qing knew that he loved his parents very much, and now when she encountered such a thing, she didn't want him to be caught in the middle of it and be a difficult person, the most important thing is that she was no longer worthy of the noble and elegant him.
"Because of Gu Chengjun? Is it because of him! The escape of Su Qing's eyes pierced his heart deeply, could it be that he looked so annoying to her that she was unwilling to give him even a look!
When Su Qing heard his words, she was a little stunned, and then gritted her teeth and said, "Yes." “
Su Qing's words were like an invisible whip, whipping Duanmu Yang's originally hot heart. Duanmuyang stretched out his hand to straighten Su Qing's face, forcing her to face herself, and asked angrily and sadly, "Why?" He hurt you so much that you still have to love him? What about me? I've been with you for three years, and I still haven't made you fall in love with me?! “
Su Qing looked at the excited handsome face in front of her, and didn't know how to open her mouth for a while, she didn't want to hurt him, she didn't want him to be hurt because of an unworthy self.
"I'm not worth it." Su Qing said calmly with a calm look in his eyes.
Duanmu Yang's eyes were stung by the calmness on Su Qing's face, and the sadness in his heart flowed backwards. He looked at Su Qing intently, eager to see a trace of unbearability on her face, but what made him painful was that Su Qing was still the same. He couldn't help but feel a little defeated, for the feelings he had silently paid for so many years, and for the sake of waiting day and night.
It's just that he didn't see it, Su Qing's nails pierced deep into the flesh, and after a while, a trace of scarlet came out, but she didn't blink as if she didn't notice it.
"Su Qing, have you ever liked me? Even if it's just a little bit. Duanmu Yang looked straight at Su Qing's face and asked in a humble and urgent tone.
Su Qing didn't answer, which made Duanmuyang feel a little surprised, but at this moment, Su Qing said softly: "No, I'm sorry, I still have a job, my words are obvious, just let you and me retreat to a safe position." After speaking, Su Qing stood up and wanted to walk away.
Duanmuyang grabbed her arm, his hand was very strong, Su Qing only felt that his hand bones were about to be crushed by him, his eyes were slightly red, and his tone was full of grievance and panic: "I don't allow it, Su Qing!" I won't let you leave me! You don't want me, I don't force it! But you can't cruelly deprive me of my right to stand by your side! “
Su Qing felt a little unbearable in her heart, but the experience from childhood to adulthood made her understand a truth, that is, long pain is better than short pain, and short-term heartache is heartbreaking, but it is better than a slap to a date, so Su Qing himself looks down on himself.
Su Qing gritted his teeth and broke free of his arm, his eyes glanced to the side, and his tone was indifferent: "Duanmu, do you think I, Su Qing, am a selfish and bad woman?" Since the two can't hug each other for warmth, why bother with it? Since you know what I'm thinking, let's leave it at that. After speaking, he didn't see Duanmuyang's reaction, and walked outside in a hurried and messy manner. Su Qing! I know you're not a bad woman, I beg you, just make an exception for me, okay? Duanmuyang shouted at Su Qing's back.
Su Qing's back stiffened slightly, and then continued to walk forward, what Duanmuyang didn't know was that Su Qing's lips trembled slightly, and his eyes were stained with a trace of mist.
Until Su Qing's figure disappeared completely, Duanmuyang sat on the chair decadently, his eyes were still looking at the direction of the door, and he muttered to himself: "Su Qing, I forgot, your heart will never stay for someone who doesn't care, no matter how much I want to see you clearly, your heart is always locked, but the key is on that person's body, but I am not reconciled, Su Qing, let me gamble for myself." “