During the break, I climbed to the highest rooftop of the school alone, the wind was blowing, and I was so close to the sky that it seemed to be within reach. I unconsciously raised my hand, thinking that I could touch the sky. In fact, many things are like this, you think it is close in front of you, but in fact it is far, far away.

"What are you doing here?" A lazy voice came from behind him, it was Qi Yan.

"Are you really everywhere, overseeing me in your work?" I still looked at the sky and didn't look back at him.

"It's clear that you've invaded my territory." It's still that lazy tone.

"Your territory? Then you should make a mark by spilling urine so I know. I turned around, crossed my arms, and said to him very politely.

"I didn't find you so poisonous yesterday, I thought you were a well-behaved and obedient girl. I still chose you as my class representative. It's really blinding. Qi Yan took a step closer, put one hand in his trouser pocket, and raised his eyebrows.

"I thought you were a sunny intern."

"Each other, each other." He laughed.

"By the way, are you a spirit tamer or a lone spirit?" I asked.

"I am a high-level solitary spirit, because I have an entity at a higher level, and I have obtained the identity of Qi Yan through spiritual power, but I can't last long, probably less than half a year later, Qi Yan will disappear completely." Qi Yan said lightly, looking like he didn't care about himself.

"And then, what are you going to do? Change your mind and be a new person? ”

"Look at the arrangement above. Obey the organizational arrangement. ”

"What about your soul tamer? Does he not care about you? "I'm curious about what kind of person Qi Yan's soul tamer will be.

"She's dead," my heart sank suddenly, but Qi Yan's expression was still faint, "She doesn't want to be immortal, but chooses to enter reincarnation, she handed me over to the Lord before she died, so that I can continue to live." And in this way, I became a dog by the Lord's side, and worked for him. He smiled mockingly.

"Are you looking for her now?"

"She abandoned me, why should I go to her? I'm living quite freely now, not under her control. ”

"Do you lonely spirits think so? Don't want to be controlled by a spirit trainer? "When I think of An Yin, I feel a little sad.

A flock of birds flew towards the setting sun, farther and farther away, and finally turned into black dots that could not be seen clearly.

He put away the smiling face, looked at me very seriously, and his dark eyes were filled with layers of sadness, and after a long time he said: "Many lonely spirits only love once in their lives, and the person they love is their master, so there can only be one soul tamer in a lonely soul's life." Usually, when a soul trainer dies, it is also the death period of the lonely spirit, one lonely spirit has no source of spiritual power to survive, and the other is the heart of the lonely spirit. The Lord took me away and let me continue to live by His spiritual power, but my heart was gone. I applied for this job to find my master, and it would be enough to see her at least once. ”

"Did you find her, then?"

"No, there are too many people, and my abilities are limited. And I'm no longer her alone, all the bonds between us are gone, and I can't feel her breath at all. And I fell into reincarnation, my appearance and temperament have changed, and I am looking for her, it is like looking for a needle in a haystack. Perhaps, I have already met her, but we have become strangers to each other. He leaped to the very edge of the rooftop, his hands in his trouser pockets, and looked into the distance.

I remembered the paintings I saw in the studio, and then I asked, "Are those paintings of yours in the studio related to your master?" Is that faint woman I see her? ”

Qi Yan shook his head and said, "Those paintings were painted by me with spiritual power to test you after I saw you that morning, and they have spiritual power, only the soul tamer and the lonely spirit can see them, and they don't see them the same. I don't really know what you've seen, but what you've seen should be related to your past life, present life, and future, and the stronger your spiritual power, the clearer the picture. ”

"No wonder I see a woman, and a different era." I muttered.

"It's just that your spiritual power is still too weak now, and you can't see anything yet. However, the things of the previous life have nothing to do with this life, so it doesn't matter if you can't see it clearly. ”

"But for a lonely soul, the memory of a past life is very important, right?"

"To be precise, those memories are not our past lives, we only have this life, and becoming a lonely spirit is also an extension of this life. We value these memories only so that we remember who we are, so that we don't lose ourselves in the long years. Isn't it sad to live for such a long time and forget who you are at the end of your life. "His short hair moved slightly in the wind, and I couldn't see his expression clearly, but I thought his expression should be sad.

"Your master has something to do with your past life, right?"

"Yes, my whole life as a human being, my life as a lonely soul, is related to her, and it is all for her."

"If she knew this, she would be very moved."

"She will be moved, but she will not love me, she has always loved someone else. What I want is love, not emotion. ”

I didn't know what to say for a while, so I just stood by stupidly and followed his gaze to the distant sky.

"Speaking of which, why did you come here today? It's been all my own for the last few days. ”

I sighed heavily and didn't speak.

"What a sigh at a young age! Let me guess, did you fail in the exam? Or was he kicked out of the classroom by the teacher again? Qi Yan jumped to me from the edge of the rooftop and carefully observed my expression, "No, no, this look, it should be emotional, is it angry with my little boyfriend?" Of course, I'm just symbolic about this speculation, and it's clear that you don't have a boyfriend. It should be a conflict between friends, right? ”

Looking at my slightly shocked and indignant expression, Qi Yan laughed proudly: "You can find a reliable elder to confide in the little girl's thoughts, such as me." ”

"First of all, you're not much of an elder, you're not much older than me; Second, you are even more unreliable, I might as well talk to you to find a fortune teller on the side of the road to show me; The third point is that this is not a little girl's mind, I have something unspeakable. "I wrenched my fingers, and I was right.

"Then I will tell you, first of all, I am a lonely spirit, and I have lived more than a thousand years longer than you; Second, I am very reliable, otherwise how could I have lived so long in the spirit world; Third, I've seen a lot of little girls like you, and I've been a psychology teacher before and I'm called Brother Sunshine. Qi Yan learned from me, and said word by word with his fingers.

I was short of words for a while, so I messed up: "Anyway, I don't care, if I count all the lives before me, maybe I'll be older than you!" ”

"Not really." Qi Yan said with a smile.

"Huh? Do you know me before? ”

"How is that possible? I'm just guessing, but I can guess this kind of thing on my toes. As for you and your little buddies, don't ask too much, like you said, everyone has something hard to say, and hiding it is sometimes a better option. Confessing all is a disservice to others. Also," Qi Yan deliberately dragged out his tone, "Let's get ready, it's time for class." ”

As soon as Qi Yan's words fell, the bell rang suddenly, and I grimaced at him and hurried back to the classroom. I don't know why such a non-nutritious conversation makes me feel so comfortable, and I wish time could stand still like this, even if it's with this guy all the time.

At the moment of leaving the rooftop, I looked back at Qi Yan, he was looking up at the sky, his thin body trembling slightly in the wind, I don't know why I thought he was actually very sad.