Chapter 34: Too late to say goodbye (II)

At this moment, Liu Zhao was already lying on the hard single wooden bed, he didn't sleep, just looked at the sparse starlight outside the window.

He could guess that Li Fei told himself to wait for her to ask him, although it was not accurate, it would not be far off.

This is called graduation confession, which is the name that Liu gave to himself.

He experienced the graduation of junior high school and high school, and he knows very well that some people are depressed, some people are because they want to indulge, but more people are because they are impulsive.

Liu is a person who has come over, his heart is no longer young, he knows his persistence and his own destiny, he can't and can't bear to hurt a girl's feelings, he doesn't know how to answer or face an embarrassing question, so he chooses not to answer.

Young men and women, especially those in puberty, think that all liking and heartbeat are love, but that is two different things.

Like is just a fiery emotion, which often does not take into account the future, while love is thinking about henceforth and the future.

Like is to hope that two people are happy, and love is to hope that the other person is happier; Like is to share the good together, and love is to bear the bad together.

Like is an emotion that can come suddenly, and love is a passion that precipitates after foaming at each other.

Many people think that the person they like now must be the person they are waiting for, but in fact, only after a long, long time can he or she know that until the last moment, you never know who you are waiting for, and who is waiting for you.

Li Fei is in her youth, and Liu is relatively unsure of who she has been waiting for after all, but what he can be sure of is that the person she is waiting for is definitely not herself, because the person she is waiting for is not her.

The person who accompanied him through the wind and rain, the prosperity and loneliness, the despair and the pride, and the hardships together, but they did not enjoy too many blessings, so in this life, Liu Zhao will continue to wait for her and never give up.

I hope Li Fei can understand the deep mind of a boy with an uncle's mentality.

Ryu closed his eyes, he thought about these things, and slowly fell asleep.

In the dream he saw his wife again, and she stood there smiling and waving at him, and the ground was full of flowers

On Friday, June 16th, there are still 5 days left before the high school entrance examination.

At that time, there was no talk of make-up classes in junior high school, so even if the high school entrance examination was due soon, Saturdays and Sundays would be closed as usual.

Therefore, this day is also the last day of their graduates in school, with a break on the 17th and 18th, a volunteer on the 19th, an examination room arranged, a closed examination room on the 20th, and a high school entrance examination on the 21st.

Liu Zhao came to the school early again, today's students are very early, the classroom is already full of students before the morning self-study time, and when Liu Zhao walked in, only a few seats were still empty.

The seat next to Liu was empty.

The students were still immersed in yesterday's carnival, humming about the program of the party, and when they saw Liu Ji coming in, many people cast enthusiastic and appreciative glances, and in addition, there was some schadenfreude.

Liu is indeed worthy of the praise of others.

With his very slippery guitar and harmonica skills, he can win the favor of many people, after all, not everyone can play that thing.

Liu Relative grinned, and went directly to the seat and sat down, he consciously ignored the gloating gaze, a little drifting.

Who doesn't love to be appreciated?

But you guys gloat, are you a god?

Before he could think about this question carefully, Zhang Mohai came to his side suddenly, and it was so elusive that it was worrying.

"Go, move inside." Zhang Mohai looked serious, "Let me tell you something." ”

Liu Zhao did Li Fei's seat and asked Zhang Mohai to sit down.

"Li Fei is leaving, you know?"

Zhang Mohai looked at Liu Zheng with a sympathetic expression.

At the dormitory meeting last night, these boys focused on the relationship between Liu Relative and Li Fei, and the final conclusion was: There is really a drama, but it is really late.

But early in the morning, Zhang Mohai got the news from Deng Wei's mouth that Li Fei's father came to pick her up from school.

"What's going on?" Ryu frowned slightly, he seemed to understand those strange eyes.

It doesn't seem like this plot was played out like this in the previous life.

"Li Fei is a borrowed student, and her home is not from Deng Wei's village, I heard that my father was engaged in exploration in the second detachment of the armed police, and their father and daughter have just been staying at one of her relatives' house."

Zhang Mohai quickly told Liu Relative some of the information he had gotten.

"Li Fei's student status is in the middle school attached to the second detachment, and the high school entrance examination has to go back there for the exam, as long as the attached middle school agrees, Li Fei will be fine in our school exam, but who knows that the school actually learned of Li Fei's results, and felt that if the exam was pulled to them, it would improve the school's admission rate, and people would not release their student status, so there was no way, Li Fei could only go back to take the exam."

"I should have left a long time ago, but for this graduation party, Li Fei stayed for a few more days, no, his father came to pick her up this morning."

It's different, some things are different from the previous life, after listening to Zhang Mohai's explanation, Liu was relatively silent, thinking gloomily.

Liu Zheng and Li Fei in that life were in the same examination room, and he sat behind her with 2 seats apart, and he remembered it very clearly.

When he felt vague about some topics, he would always look up at her back, and the beautiful shadow of his head would always make him forget his nervousness, and then broaden his mind.

Is it because your rebirth has changed something?

Time is a turbulent river, and a fish jumps up in a vain attempt to break through the obstacles, but in the end it falls into the river weakly.

So it landed on the other side, splashing and changing the ripples of the water in the vicinity.

Li Fei's departure before the high school entrance examination was only a small part of this water pattern, and no one could tell Liu Zhao if there would be bigger ripples waiting for him.

Liu Zhao seemed to see a huge and clear net, enveloping everything in the world, everyone in this net, strictly following the invisible direction forward, the power in the dark made Liu Zhao feel an incomparably violent impact, this impact was more shocking than changing Wei Mingming's historical trajectory.

Wei Ming obviously turned in a good direction, it was the result of his deliberateness, even if one day he was attacked by this change, he would have no regrets, but this change made him feel panicked, because he couldn't predict the result of this change, whether it was good or not, and what kind of impact it would have on Li Fei's future He didn't know.

He seemed to be standing in the sky looking down on all beings, and saw a trajectory that others could not see, and that trajectory was called fate.

He saw what should have been a mellow and natural trajectory suddenly turning, which made him frightened.

He suddenly realized that something was out of control, and then he suddenly began to be afraid, afraid that the current experience was just a big dream, taking place in a dimension that did not exist.

None of this is true.

"Hey, what are you shaking, stupid?"

Zhang Mohai was surprised by Liu Zhi's sudden daze and strange body reaction, so he opened his mouth to ask.

His words made Liu Relative retreat from the frightened cliff, and then he looked at Zhang Mohai blankly.

"Are you going to drop her off?"

Zhang Mohai continued to ask, and Liu Zheng continued to ponder.

"To go or not?" Zhang Mohai was a little anxious, and he found that the current Liu was relatively abnormal.

"Huh?" Liu came back to his senses, he wiped the beads of sweat that didn't exist on his head, and gritted his teeth.

What kind of power to, whether it is good or bad, Lao Tzu suffers, as long as Lao Tzu is not happy, Lao Tzu will change.

Liu Zhao suddenly began to scold his mother fiercely in his heart. He found that he was too concerned about some changes, and instead of worrying, it was better to see the move.

I've already died once, and I'm not afraid of anything.

"Go or not, do you want to go?"

Zhang Mohai began to worry about Liu Relative, and he found that this kid began to grit his teeth and be stunned again.

"I'm not going."

Liu who has returned to normal has no intention of provoking others again, whether he goes or not, the result is like this, and he only feels sad when he goes.

"You're so ruthless!" Zhang Mohai was a little angry, gave a thumbs up and got up to leave

The whole self-study willow is relatively in a trance.

He studied on his own in a trance, and then began to study in the first class of mathematics in a trance.

Who said he didn't care, he just didn't want to express what he felt in his heart right now, and he couldn't express it.

He is not a saint, he also cares about parting, he does not contaminate feelings, it does not mean that he does not care about feelings.

The words on the book became tadpoles, swimming and swimming in front of his eyes, east and west, crawling in a mess.

In the end, the tadpole finally changed back into words, and it was changed back by applause.

He suddenly heard applause in the classroom, so he looked up and suddenly saw Li Fei who had already walked into the classroom.

She stood in the doorway with a ponytail tied up, the sun behind her.

The applause of the students in the classroom was for her, seeing her off, no matter whether there was envy, jealousy, or admiration, they all sincerely applauded her at this moment.

Li Fei stood for 3 seconds with the schoolbag on her back with double shoulder straps, and then she first bowed to the white-haired teacher on the podium, then turned around and bowed to the classmates in the classroom, and then said in a consistently light voice: "Thank you, thank you, thank you for being with your classmates for three years, and I wish you all a smooth high school entrance examination." ”

The applause rang out again, and it continued, all the way to her desk.

Outside sat the willow opposite.

Ryu got up gently, dodged, and moved out of the seat, just as he did every time the bell rang for class.

Li Fei walked in, gently took out the books and notes that had been placed there in the table bucket, and then she took off her backpack and put them in one by one.

Ryu didn't help, he just looked at it like this.

Language books, math books, physics and chemistry books, and then various notebooks until they are stuffed with school bags.

Finally, there was a notebook with the words 'Physics' written in beautiful handwriting.

Li Fei was silent, then she looked up and handed the notebook to Liu Zhi.

"I'm sorry, I can't tutor you in physics today, and I won't be able to do it in the future, so I'll give it to you as a souvenir."

Liu was a little sad, she saw the sadness in Li Fei's eyes, but he just took the book gently.

"Thank you, do a good job, I wish you all the best."

Liu said such things in a dry voice, like a fool.

He could see that Li Fei wanted him to give her something as a souvenir, but he didn't

"Well, then I'm leaving."

Li Fei said this softly, and then she raised her feet, fell, raised her feet again, fell, and then turned around, bowed, turned around, bowed again, and then, left.

Liu Zhao stood all the time, watching Li Fei outside the classroom sit on the wide back seat of the permanent bicycle.

The sun shines on her beautiful side face, and the ponytail hangs down behind her and sways gently, like the youth he once shook.

A tall middle-aged man carried her, carrying a schoolbag with double shoulder straps, holding a checkered quilt, looking at the weeping willows passing by, sitting on the back of the bicycle and walking farther and farther, around the shadow wall, and finally disappeared.

He parted with her like this, and he didn't have time to say goodbye