Chapter 19: Forgetting
The girl didn't stand firmly, she was almost pushed and fell, she looked at him in a panic, and there was a slight coquettishness in her eyes, like a fight between lovers, the woman accidentally didn't stand firm, and she would look forward to the man turning around and hugging.
But Yu Chijie didn't have any pity for the jade.
Although the girl's face was full of helplessness and pain, she still couldn't hide the mellow sweetness between her eyebrows, and the dirty apron on her body, but it couldn't cover her beautiful figure.
However, in the face of such a touching girl who took the initiative to send to the door, Yu Chijie was just disgusted, there was already a fortress of love in his heart, and if a stranger touched him, he would instinctively guard and disgust outsiders.
The girl looked at him expectantly with affection, but he didn't look back, and walked to the side.
"Mother-in-law, what can I do to meet my wife?" He still went to his mother-in-law, and returned to his original helplessness and reluctance, pleading: "I am willing to suffer any hardship, and I am willing to suffer any sin."
"Hahaha", the old woman suddenly laughed a few times and said, "Do you think the torture on the ** is bitter?" Do you think endless waiting is sin? You don't know what pain is", she said, gesturing to the girl next to her, "**is the root of all pain, **if you don't get satisfied, you will suffer".
We looked to the side together, and the girl was sitting on the bridge on her knees, crying silently, and the sickle was beside her, but she could not take it, and the hem of the apron was already wet with tears. The appearance of the pear blossom with rain looks pitiful and pitiful. She lay on the ground, seemingly struggling to get the scythe next to her.
"I won't do that to her, I just have to wait for my wife, to meet her, and tell her what I haven't had time to say, and I'll be satisfied." Yu Chijie frowned and withdrew his gaze from the girl, and swore to his mother-in-law.
"Do you know her story?" The old woman looked at the girl, sighed, and said quietly.
"She ......," Wei Chijie said embarrassedly, "I don't want to know her story." I just want to see my wife......"
But the old woman didn't pay attention to him at all, and said to herself: "She is from the Warring States Period, and Ah Ming are two little guesses, and they have been attracted to each other since childhood. Both parents also had this intention and became husband and wife as soon as they reached the age, but in times of war, everyone's fate changed, and it was on the wedding night. A night attack affected the people, the bride was unfortunately stabbed, the groom held her in his arms and kept crying, saying that he wanted to be together for the rest of his life, where she went, he would go, and never separated......"
The mother-in-law glanced at the girl next to her, who was still sitting on the ground crying, sighed, and continued: "After the groom finished speaking, he put her down and picked up the scissors on the table. It was about to be wiped on the neck, but the bride held the handle of the knife on her chest and persuaded the groom to live well and live for her, and then she lost her breath."
"So, she came here? Looking for the groom here? Yu Chijie looked at the girl curiously and asked.
"yes, until now, I'm still waiting for ......"
"Didn't you wait? That's why everyone pounces when they see it. Do you want to remind me that you don't have to wait to get results, and maybe you end up delirious? Yu Chijie was a little hesitant when he said it, he must have been afraid that he would not be able to wait for his wife for thousands of years. In the end, he became a madman like that girl.,When you meet anyone, you think that the other party is the person you want to wait for.。
"You're wrong, he didn't just wait, he waited three times."
"Waited? Why don't you want to leave when you get there? Why are you still so sad? Yu Chijie looked at the old woman in confusion.
"Because she doesn't get what she wants, she doesn't get satisfied, and she despairs. It will be painful, **the greater, the deeper the pain, even more than the **torture from hell", the old woman turned her eyes to Yu Chijie again and asked, "Have you really thought about it?" Are you willing to wait for her? ”
"As long as I can see her, I will be satisfied, as long as I can see her, there is nothing else to ask for!" He said it categorically, convinced that he would not be like that girl.
"But she has also seen it, isn't it like she can't get out of her own hell?"
Wei Chishuai hesitated again, yes, it takes a lot of courage to choose to be in pain for tens of hundreds or even thousands of years, but it also takes great courage to choose to drink this bowl of mother-in-law's soup. Wei Chishuai never understood why the girl was still so painful after seeing her sweetheart three times, why didn't she hug her deeply once, and then drink with him?
He walked slowly towards the girl, looked down at her, and held out a hand.
As I watched this scene, I suddenly touched a nerve. When I first met Wan Boyi, I fell to the ground in embarrassment, my knee was injured, and before I could get up, I saw a pair of big hands reaching out to me, but I didn't accept it at that time, and I didn't care about the pain, so I got up and left......
That kind of shy and expectant mood makes my face blush unconsciously when I think about it.
And at this moment, the girl looked up and saw the hands, even if it was not her groom who stretched out her hand, even if Yu Chijie's hands were not as smooth and powerful as a young man, but the moment the girl raised her head, two lines of hot tears rolled down again, and her lips trembled excitedly, but she couldn't say a word.
Oh, yes...... She knew they weren't the hands she wanted, but she had been imprisoned and left out in the cold for too long. The indifferent man who pushed himself away just now stretched out his hands to help her up, she should be so happy, a person who has been abandoned for thousands of years, even if there is a ray of sunshine shining in, she will be grateful.
She trembled and stretched out a hand, hesitated for a while, but finally slowly reached out to him, he kept looking at the girl smiling, he was tired, looked like he was dying of lack of sleep, he laughed so ugly, but the girl's eyes looked at him, but it was full of admiration, his smile, as if illuminating all the girl's sky, like the sun into a dead end, a dead end that will never be illuminated......
The girl's hand kept shaking, slowly reaching towards him, her fingertips lightly touched his palm, the girl was so cautious, she must have been afraid that Yu Chijie would hurt him again, just like pushing her away just now.
Just as some girls love so carefully today, for fear that the other party will hurt them, but they can't control themselves from falling madly in love with him, so love has become aggrieved and selfish and indifferent.
Fortunately, Yu Chijie did not change his face, and the moment his palm touched the girl's fingertips, he grabbed her slender little hand tightly in his hand and helped her up.
The girl looked surprised, behaved like a little rabbit, and let Yu Chijie help her up, but in addition to being surprised, she was more ecstatic.
Her body was also trembling slightly, like a person who had just been rescued from the water, she looked at Yu Chijie incredulously, not knowing what his purpose was in helping herself up like this, and she had been waiting for him to fall.
However, they stared at each other for a while, no one broke the deadlock, Yu Chijie was still smiling at her, she couldn't control herself anymore, her thin shoulders were crying because of excitement, and gradually, her neck was slightly crooked, and she slowly leaned on Yu Chijie's shoulder......
She smiled with her eyes closed as she slowly leaned in, and at the same time, tears kept falling, even with her eyes closed while smiling......
But at the moment when he was about to lean on his shoulder, he suddenly grabbed the girl's shoulders with both hands, keeping the other party at a distance from himself.
The girl suddenly opened her eyes, and was rejected again, tenderly refused, she looked at Yu Chijie sadly, her face was full of despair, despair again and again.
"I'm sorry to ......" Wei Chijie suddenly spoke, he was still so polite, but because of such politeness, the girl's eyes had a stronger helplessness and pain, but the girl didn't make a sound, and listened quietly to what he said.
"Can you tell me why you're still unhappy when you've met him? You've waited for him three times, so why keep waiting again and again? Do you want to renew the relationship and become a husband and wife for the rest of your life? After Wei Chijie finished speaking, he began to look at her with a smile again, in fact, such a smile represents more politeness.
The girl looked at him blankly, and she felt a little helpless when he asked such a question so suddenly.
"I'm not so greedy, I don't ask to be a husband and wife for another life", the girl always looked at him sadly, while biting her lip, blood flowed from her lips again, and said heartbrokenly: "I just want to hug him, and tell him what I didn't have time to say, and I will be satisfied!" ”
"I just want to hug him again and tell him what I didn't have time to say", isn't this the same wish that Yu Chijie said to the old woman? Their desire is so simple, it's just hugging and talking, this is what the old woman said just now, right? What does it mean that "the root of all suffering is unsatisfied"? They are very satisfied, but why is that girl still so miserable and desperate?
"But ......" Yu Chijie's face was full of suspicion, he should have thought the same as I thought, so he asked all my doubts: "Hug, talk, isn't it very simple?" Haven't you seen him three times? Isn't it sure every time? ”
"Do you love someone, it's like life and death, and you are willing, and you still ignore ......" the girl said, took his hand, took care of Yu Chijie's palm in her own hands, and gradually put it in her heart, the taste of pain and heartbreak permeated the entire air, and even the black shadow stains in the river also sang together......
"I'm sorry!" Yu Chijie suddenly withdrew his hand quickly, and said politely and indifferently: "Girl, please respect yourself!" (To be continued.) )