Chapter 19 Self-inflicted affection

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How could it be such a coincidence? Why is it exactly the same as last night? Or...... Is this yesterday? I'm back to yesterday?

I looked back at the back again, the corridor was so long that I couldn't seem to see the camera, there was no one except me and this sleeping nurse, I suspected that this road was not for the living, otherwise how could it be so quiet? Quiet as death?

No way! I must go out! Go to the street! It's good to go anywhere, it's not here anyway! Not a psychiatric hospital!

I glanced at the fish again, and as if it was smiling at me, I took a deep breath and plunged headlong into the elevator......

Press the button on the first floor desperately and get out! Get out! That's all there are in my head!

The elevator doors finally opened, and the lobby was empty, only a few lights were lonely on, why was the whole building so quiet? But I couldn't care so much anymore, and ran out of the elevator frantically, as if the whole hospital was only the sound of my slippers "crackling" under my feet......

Outside the gate, it was pitch black and foggy......

The glass door was closed, and only a small door was opened on the side, and there seemed to be a statue next to the door? I've only seen two stone carvings at the gate of someone's house, how can there be such a statue in the side door?

As I approached the door, I finally saw that it wasn't a statue at all, but the weirdo!

He sat on a chair with his back bent, motionless, looking like a statue from a distance.

If I want to go out, I have to go through him, and it's next to him, the door is so narrow, it seems that I have to pay attention to my clothes when I pass, the gap is too small, maybe the clothes will touch him. And he should be asleep. Hanging his head, he always felt that his whole body exuded an inexplicable sense of danger, and he couldn't wake him up! I'm going to tuck the corners of my coat and walk gently past him......

Is he a security guard? The big bare head hung limply. A few yellowed hairs floated on it like withered weeds. When I got out of the elevator just now, didn't the slippers make such a loud noise that they didn't wake him up? Or...... He wasn't asleep at all...... But...... He's dead?

Thinking of this, my chest feels like a big stone is pressed, but I can't care so much. Just want to get out! Even if there was a strange dead man sitting in the doorway, I didn't kill you! Don't be afraid, don't be afraid!

I comforted myself over and over again as I slowly walked towards the door......

As I walked up to him, I turned sideways, trying not to touch him, and it was unimaginably quiet, except for the sound of my own muffled breathing...... But...... Why is there only the sound of my own breathing? He? Yes, he didn't have a single voice! In such a quiet environment, you can even hear the sound of a needle falling on the ground. But why can't I hear his breathing?

Hurry up, hurry up, go away! Just get out of here and it'll all be over! I don't think about anything! Come on!

When I completely passed him, I was so relieved! Finally out the door!

Seeing that it was pitch black outside the door, the gray mist had been swirling in the air, and the entire hospital was immersed in a dead air, I stood at the door, hesitated for a moment, ready to close my eyes and rush into the darkness! Just run forward, keep running forward! Fleeing from here, I knew that the hospital gate was directly across from the building.

I took a deep breath. I closed my eyes......

"Ruolan!"

Someone behind me called me?

I jerked my head back.

A huge hall, empty! Still dead silence!

"Plop plop plop ......" My heartbeat is so clear, was it my hallucination just now?

In spite of! Whether it's auditory hallucinations or not, let's just assume that you didn't hear it!

But...... I was just about to turn around and keep running. A terrible scene made me almost scream!

What about the weirdos behind me? There was only an empty chair behind me, and what about the people in the chairs? Where did it go?

I stood still, my head twisted behind me, my eyes staring at the chair wide open, too nervous to breathe......

Auditory hallucinations! Hallucination! Right! It must be auditory hallucinations and hallucinations! I didn't hear anything! Didn't see anything! I'm not sick! I'm not neurotic! Just get out of here and it'll be over! Right! I'm leaving! Go!

Come to think of it. I bit my lip and jerked my head back, ready to plunge headlong into the night......

As soon as ......I turned around, "Ahhhh My voice must have pierced through the fog and reverberated throughout the hospital......

There was the strange man standing in front of me, he was about my height, and when I turned my head, my nose just touched his nose! His nose was curved like the scythe of death, and what was even more terrifying was that although his head was lowered, a pair of sharp eyes were staring at me coldly with a faint green light on his high cheekbones.

He was in front of me, and I screamed and pushed hard, and I couldn't be quiet anymore! It's almost crazy! The desire to leave here is even stronger.

And he grabbed me so hard that I struggled like crazy, and then I didn't know where a few more hands came out, and at the same time pressed me to the ground! I felt something sharp in my arm piercing my skin, a little painful, a little numb, after a few seconds, my whole body suddenly became so soft, I didn't have any strength to resist, my brain was blank, and there was no fear......

"Ruolan, are you alright?"

Is it Dr. Ma's voice?

I struggled to turn around and saw that it was indeed Dr. Ma behind me, he was picking me up, and in front of me, there was a busy hall, doctors, nurses, family members, patients, everyone was busy walking around the hall, and there were many people waiting at the elevator door......

Dr. Ma and a few other nurses helped me to the elevator, I was almost dragged along, and halfway through the walk, I subconsciously turned my head to look behind me, the door behind me was open, the sun was shining outside, and the weather was exceptionally sunny......

How is it daytime? And there's no such thing as a weirdo at the door, this ......

Dr. Ma carried me to the bed, covered me with the quilt, sat on the edge of the bed, and touched my head......

I jerked my head to the side, my whole body shaking, and Dr. Ma ...... The scene of him offending me at night came to my mind, and I was still scared at the moment, and now there were only two people left in the room, me and him......

"Doctor Ma, I'm sorry, Ruolan ......" the nurse trainee walked in.

I've never wanted her to come into my room so much, at least I don't have to be alone with Dr. Ma!

"Can't any of you catch her?" Dr. Ma glanced at the trainee nurse with a slight reproach in his tone.

"yes, I don't know what's going on, she's really as strong as an ox, if she hadn't met you at the door...... I really don't know what to do......" The nurse lowered her head, and the more she spoke, the quieter she became.

I am like a bird that has been caught, what fate in the future is in their hands, they say life, they say life, they say death, I will die!

I curled up in the corner of the bed, listening to Dr. Ma and the trainee nurse talking words I didn't understand, and I felt like I had nowhere to escape, no way to escape this psychiatric hospital......

"Ruolan!" The geese ran into the ward in a hurry, went straight to me, sat on my bed, and hugged me tightly.

Looking at Yan'er's concern and distress for me in her eyes, and Shanshan standing behind her with a melancholy face, suddenly as if I had found my family, I also hugged Yan'er tightly and cried loudly......

"Yan'er, take me away! Please! Dr. Ma thought...... You want to violate me......" I hid in Yan'er's arms and looked at Dr. Ma in horror, but I still spoke up bravely, and then, pointing to the nurse trainee, I whispered, "She...... She wanted to kill me...... She told me that she wanted me to live and not die! ”

"No...... It's not ......," the nurse intern shook her head desperately, pretending to be pitiful.

"I know, I know, I've known it all at the nurse's desk," Yan'er said softly as she hugged me and smiled at the nurse intern.

I pushed the goose away, and my heart was like a knife: "You...... Don't you believe me......"

But Yan'er didn't pay attention to me at all, but she also cried, she looked at Dr. Ma with tears in her eyes, and asked, "Is half a month really enough?" Can you give me back a healthy and beautiful Ruolan? ”

"I'm more distressed than you, more anxious than you!" Dr. Ma was also in tears and reached out to touch my hair.

I instinctively knocked his outstretched hand away, gave him a vicious look, and then hid behind the goose.

"Ruolan, as long as you encounter something terrible, or something that I don't do well to you, it's all fake! I will never be able to violate you! Dr. Ma's tears were shining with tears, like a clear lake, he raised a hand and said solemnly: "If I treat Ruolan badly one day, I will go out immediately and be hit by a car and die!" ”

"I ......" I looked at them, and began to shake my mind again, Dr. Ma is so sincere, even if he is an excellent and powerful actor, he can't play that kind of true feelings! However, speaking of which, a well-known international psychiatrist would violate me? This seems a bit unreasonable!

"Hehe, you figured it out, right?" Yan'er saw my hesitation and began to make fun of me.

"If Lan can figure it out, then everything will be easy to do, and strive to go back to school this month!" Dr. Ma smiled at me.

I also looked at him embarrassedly and smiled, indeed, I felt that I was too childish, it was simply a psychopath! Hehe, I really want to find a crack in the ground to get into!

"Haha! Ruolan, I said...... Why do you have hallucinations, seeing that Dr. Ma ...... to you" Yan'er began to cancel me unscrupulously, I lowered my head and scratched her to itch, but she actually said: "Next time you have such an illusion, you will start to enjoy it, anyway, it is fake, and it will not really exist, but your feelings are real, hahaha, so it is enjoyable!" Next time, you'll have to take the initiative."

"Cao Yan!" I got out of bed and started chasing her, it was so embarrassing...... (The novel "Soul Changer" will have more fresh content on the official WeChat platform, and there will also be a 100% lottery gift for everyone!) Open WeChat now, click on the "+" sign in the upper right corner to "add friends", search for the official account "qdread" and follow, hurry up! (To be continued.) )