Chapter 106: The Boy Who Chased His Dreams

(Yesterday I had a fever of 38.9 °, and I didn't upload it in a daze, and today the fever has subsided a little 38.2 ° and I'm still uncomfortable, and I've really been tired lately.) )

Lotte Hotel conference room

Liu Yichen took Ma Xiangyi and Li Mu into the venue of the press conference, Ma Xiangyi looked up and saw that the good guys almost all the reporters in South Korea appeared, and the entire venue was almost full. Seeing the appearance of Ma Xiangyi, the reporter did not hesitate to make his own films, and the flashes made Ma Xiangyi feel that his venue had become extraordinarily bright.

While bowing and sitting down, Liu Yichen stood in front of Mike as the MC, and said, "Thank you all for coming to Edward's press conference, and then you can speak freely but ask questions one by one." In addition, if there is a particularly acute question, we have the right to avoid it. Alright, now the press conference begins. ”

As Liu Yichen's words ended, the sbs reporter took the lead in standing up: "May I ask Edwardxi, do you feel very unfair to you that you have a heart attack?"

Ma Xiangyi shook his head lightly and said, "This is fate, you must admit it." I won't complain about heaven or people, this is a hurdle in my life, whether I can pass also depends on God's love for me, so, at present, I still have some good morals, in case his old man thinks that my attitude is not good, I will go to see his old man, although I don't want to see him now. ”

"Huh!" There was a burst of laughter from the press corps, and Ma Xiangyi said this to mean that the mentality was very positive, and their worries were unnecessary.

The Seoul Ilbo reporter stood up: "Excuse me Edward

xi, why did you enter the entertainment industry after learning that you had a heart attack? ”

Ma Xiangyi smiled: "People always have a dream or a persistence, so to speak, if there is no dream, if there is no insistence on this dream, I would have died two years ago."

A reporter from the Seoul Daily suddenly interrupted: "Why do you say that?"

Ma Xiangyi shrugged his shoulders funny and said: "I experienced a broken love two years ago, and you all know that falling out of love is very painful, and it is also a time of emotional instability."

"Wow!!" What kind of news can drive a journalist crazy? One is love, the other is negative news, and the other is news related to gambling, drugs, and prostitution. And Ma Xiangyi's accidentally confided love incident suddenly made reporters not calm.

"Ask Edward

xi, why did you fall out of love? Is it your fault or the other person's fault? ”

"Ask Edward

xi, can that girl give us the details? ”

"Ask Edward

xi, is that girl an insider? ”

"Ask Edward

xi, is the reason for the breakup because she will delay your dreams? ”

"Ask Edward

🤔 Is the breakup related to the company? ”

"Ask Edward

xi, are you still in touch with that girl? Or are you in a clandestine relationship right now? Does she know about your physical condition? ”

“”

Hearing one question after another, Ma Xiangyi suddenly felt a little embarrassed, but he didn't expect a slip of the tongue to make all the reporters in the audience not calm, and glanced at Liu Yichen for help, Liu Yichen coughed, and said loudly: "The questions you asked have nothing to do with the content of this press conference, so Edward will not answer, please get the topic back on track."

It's just that for the reporters who have aroused interest, Liu Yichen's words were not listened to at all, Ma Xiangyi reluctantly cleared his throat and replied: "Okay, then I'll just say a few words, and then let's get back on track."

Seeing the reporter nodding frequently, Ma Xiangyi smiled slightly: "That girl's identity naturally can't be revealed, but she should be regarded as an insider, so what can she say accurately in the future?" The specific breakup was nothing more than a number of reasons, and this reason could not be announced. ”

"Ask Edward

xi, do you still love that girl? Suddenly, a lewd man with glasses stood up in a corner, and he looked directly at Ma Xiangyi, wanting to see a clue from Ma Xiangyi's expression.

Ma Xiangyi frowned, glanced at the sign on the other party's chest and turned out to be "D Agency", such a little-known tabloid Ma Xiangyi really didn't want to answer, but with the next words, Ma Xiangyi was a little disgusted with this newspaper.

"Oh, look at the question I asked, I'm sorry, people are looking forward, what did you do in the past? Maybe now you have forgotten what your first love looked like, and you still ask why you love it or not. Sorry, you don't have to answer this question. ”

"Huh!!" Ma Xiangyi sneered, and then said conclusively: "I still love her." Still sure! ”

"Whoop!! The reporters were in an uproar again, but the reporter of D Agency smiled happily when they heard Ma Xiangyi's words.

Ma Xiangyi frowned, and said loudly with some anger: "If you are still entangled in this issue, then I will terminate this press conference early."

Hearing Ma Xiangyi's tone, every reporter is an old fritter, so naturally he will no longer touch his somewhat sensitive nerves, and the Q&A is back on track.

KBS reporter: "Edward

xi, what is your choice now that you know your situation more accurately? Quitting for a while or continuing to chase your dreams. ”

Ma Xiangyi was silent for a moment and said: "If I say that I will chase my dreams, maybe it feels very vivid, a person doesn't even want his life for the so-called dream." None of you have my understanding of your own body, I said that I endured the pain and gritted my teeth until now, you may not be able to understand it, but for example" Speaking of this, Ma Xiangyi pointed to his heart and said, "How to describe the pain here?" It's like a needle suddenly "poofing" into it, the pain is only faint at first, but as the needle sticks to the flesh, the pain it brings is enough to make people crush their teeth at the slightest movement. This is just to give everyone an intuitive understanding of the pain caused by a heart attack. ”

Ma Xiangyi slowed down and continued: "This reporter asked me whether to quit or continue to chase my dream, and I didn't answer, because it was this dream that made me persist in living until now. It may be a kind of show to say this, but it is really my heart, and I am not trying to create an inspirational image of a dream-chasing teenager for myself, but I have to do it. I said before that I would have died two years ago without this dream, and this dream is what gives me the motivation to keep going. ”

"Bang Bang !!" The reporters in the audience applauded Ma Xiangyi, for his decision, and for such a positive and inspirational image.

Ma Xiangyi stood up and bowed lightly to the audience, and then smiled: "The heart that suits me has been found, this is really lucky," said Ma Xiangyi with a sad expression on his face: "But this heart belongs to my father." He unfortunately passed away, and I can only imprint my father's figure in my heart from the photos I received from my mother, but I can't listen to his teachings in person, which has to be said to be a big blow in my life. ”

After listening to Ma Xiangyi's words, all the reporters in the audience were silent, and the reporters who could come in for Ma Xiangyi's life experience information had already memorized their own women's measurements. It's sad that there is a hope but is sad because it was given by his father, which makes most reporters feel a little sad.

MBC reporter: "Indeed, this has to be said to be a tangled matter. But I think Edward, you should be more positive about it, after all, you still have your father's share, I sincerely hope that you can succeed in the operation, and I hope that you can be healthy from now on. I would like to ask you, when did you decide to start the surgery? Do you have any problems in this regard? Say it and we'll be sure to report it. ”

Ma Xiangyi sincerely bowed deeply to the reporters in the audience, and then said: "Thank you, I have indeed encountered some problems so far, and I really need your help." In fact, we all ignore one problem, and that is RH blood. Yesterday, my mother consulted Dr. Pete, an expert on cardiology in the United States, and he said that if you have surgery in the United States, you must find someone with RH blood type to donate blood, otherwise you will not be able to support an operation by relying on the RH stock in the American blood bank. So, I hope you can help me to see if there are any people with RH blood type in Korea to help me. ”

"There is no problem, we will definitely report it truthfully, and we can't joke about human life."

Ma Xiangyi bowed deeply again and said, "Thank you very much, so what questions do you have?" As long as I'm not sensitive, I'm willing to answer. ”

mnet: "Edwardxi, I know the surgery is imminent, but is it really worth the risk with a success rate of about 30%?" Why is it better to quit the entertainment industry and use drugs to last for a year or two? By then, maybe the success rate of the surgery will increase to 50%? Wouldn't that be a bit more sure of taking risks? ”

Ma Xiangyi pondered for a moment before saying, "That's completely based on theory." First of all, the first question is, if I lose motivation, can I still control my mentality? The second question is, do I really have no troubles in my life? The third question for me is that the 30% and 50% chances are the same, if you succeed, you live, and if you fail, you die. This is my life, God let me live even if I have a 1% success rate, but God doesn't let me live even if I have a 99.999% success rate, I will die. So, for me, the numbers don't make sense anymore. ”

The reporters nodded slightly, and then there was no movement. For them, the content of the report is already there, and those who want to know about the gossip about his love scandal don't dare to ask again because of his previous clear statement.

Ma Xiangyi glanced at the quiet reporter, and then said: "Then I'll blow up a piece of news, maybe you will be interested." After pondering for a moment, looking at the expectant reporter Ma Xiangyi, he said softly: "Due to my physical condition and the unknown nature of the operation, I have privately decided with S.M Company to temporarily terminate my artist contract with ** Company, and then I will devote myself to the preparation of the operation."

"Whoa!!!! Journalists were in an uproar again!!