Chapter 18 Names of Distress 18
So, I couldn't help but keep my eyes open, looking at my mother's face, her eyes, trying to find the answer
Mom didn't shy away from me staring at her like this, and smiled softly, as if comforting and caring.
It is said that those who have words in their hearts will flicker and flicker like stars in the sky, blinking their eyes.
However, this kind of blinking eyes is not as happy and free as a star, and it exudes an alluring light
The eyes in this state reflect panic and insidiousness, or in other words, fear, worrying about being embarrassed by others.
Very humble emotions, very dirty feelings, but also pitiful feelings.
In this way, my mother has panic, self-blame, and guilt in her heart for my fairy-like name.
So, she looked me in the eye and was in a state of panic.
However, my mother behaved very calmly, and even, with a faint smile, my monster name became a small thing for Himatsu.
Thinking like this, I secretly spitted at my mother in my heart, and even, I couldn't hold it back, and scolded again, I'll go! Give me a goblin name, is it my mistake?
Mom didn't understand my heart, but she still introduced it unhurriedly, and it seemed to have something to do with my name.
However, I listened to her for a long time, except for revealing a bone word, and the rest of the words have nothing to do with my name!
She's so thin that she can't seem to implicate my name!
I don't think it's my fault that my name makes my mother so thin!
My name belongs to my parents, and it is also their fault that the name is rushed, and my mother should blame my father and herself.
"Do you know? Because of my skin and bones, your father stared at one word, that is, the bone character, and thought that I was pitiful, and that my life was not satisfactory, and for him, for the sake of the family, for you, I worked so hard that I had only bones left. ”
Just as I was thinking nonsense, my mother opened her mouth and continued to speak.
I listened closely, and when it came to a critical moment, I couldn't miss every word my mother said.
I'm going to solve the mystery of the name, a simple word that can torment two people for a long time.
Is my mother stupid, or am I stupid? Such a trivial matter that I can't find the answer in a short time.
Of course, I'll never admit that I'm a fool and a stupid girl, and then I'll lose confidence in the face of boys.
You must know that when a woman becomes the queen of men, she must be an absolutely intelligent woman.
So, how could I be a stupid girl?
When your father named you, he thought of a bone character, which was inserted between the white and the flower, to commemorate the years of suffering that I had been covered with skin and bones. ”
Mom continued, and finally, she told the origin of the bone word.
Oh my God! I can't see, or even, I can't guess, that my name, with the bone characters, contains such a story of suffering, full of my mother's hard work when she gave birth to me!
Hearing my mother say this, in an instant, I was amazed to the sky!
"What's wrong with you?" my mother immediately saw it, and I had a shocked expression on my face and hurriedly expressed my concern.
I was surprised that I couldn't respond to my mother's question in time, but in my heart, I subconsciously responded, what's wrong with you!
Then, I hated and secretly cried at my mother, what a nervous disorder! I took my daughter's name as a memento, but I didn't care about my daughter's feelings.
"Mom knows that names with bone characters are not good, not to mention, your father's surname happens to be Bai, and together they are white bones!
Mom went on to say, with a somewhat sad tone, which was very sorry for my atmosphere.
At this moment, I couldn't help it, I had to open my mouth to say something, the point is, I had woken up from the amazement.
More crucially, my mother's words made me angry, she said the word white bones, but she had to say that only those who went to school would understand that white bones are not good words.
In response to her statement, I was not convinced, and immediately rebounded.
"Huh!" I forced myself to sneer twice, in fact, I really wanted to roar loudly twice, Meimei vented the anger in her heart.
However, I couldn't help it, just sneered twice, and then, without waiting for my mother's reaction, I quickly retorted: "People who haven't gone to school will also understand the meaning of white bones." ”
I would like to go on and explain the meaning of white bones, which mainly refers to the bones of the dead after decay, commonly known as white bones.
Of course, my mother can argue with me that when any animal dies, the corpse decomposes and the bones are exposed.
In fact, man is an animal, a higher animal.
However, I didn't say the rest of the words, worried that my mother would rebound too much and whether she would faint.
"Oooh!" Mom began to hum and chirp, and she didn't need to look at her face to know that she looked surprised.
Because, she didn't watch out, and I would respond to her like this.
And then, what should she say, and what should I say, is an embarrassing thing.
"I'm sorry! I'm sorry! It's just your dad's idea!" My mother couldn't go on, she couldn't find a suitable reason to comfort me, so she had to say sorry.
Of course, in desperation, she only confessed and betrayed her father, and it was her father who named her name like this, but it was not her mother's idea.
It can be seen that my mother is in a hurry and can't care about the love between men and women, and there is only me in her heart!
Hehe! I thought about it like this, but I couldn't stop laughing, family affection can actually defeat love?
So, listening to my mother's words, I was not angry, and even sympathized with my mother's efforts for me.
After all, my mother used to be skinny, and it is conceivable that she must have endured a lot of pain.
Is it so difficult to have a baby? A wave of doubts rose in my heart.
However, out of pure curiosity, I didn't have any special ideas, or rather, I used this topic to understand my mother's mind.
The important thing at the moment is to solve the problem of the name, and the question is solved, what should I do with my name?
"You can't carry a goblin's name!" In a trance, I said this.
Listening to my words, my mother must not feel a trace of forgiveness, and when I ask this, it is the rhythm of reckoning.
So, my mother panicked, she didn't know, what to do with my name.
"When your dad gets home, we'll talk about it, okay?" Mom and I discussed.
She didn't discuss it with her father, but she wanted to discuss it with me first.
From my mother's words alone, I felt the atmosphere of respect, and my heart was very lively, it seemed that I was my mother's leader, at least, I belonged to a character, a character that my parents cared about very much.
It can be seen that children who are deeply loved by their parents can get a lot of love and attention from their parents.
I nodded my head in agreement with my mother's words, but when my father returned, I had to question him heavily, how did he come up with a name with the bone character?
However, when I think about the scene of facing my father, I feel a little uncomfortable.
After all, Dad belongs to the head of the family, and Mom is afraid of him, because Mom doesn't earn as much money as Dad, and all the expenses of the family, including Mom's private consumption, are all earned by Dad.
As the saying goes, if you take someone else's things, your hands will become shorter, and if you eat someone else's food, your mouth will become soft, and you can't say hard words.
So, in our family, my mother and I, facing my father, naturally couldn't stand up to speak!
What's more, I dare to accuse my father, it's simply a big rebellion.
In other words, my actions are a manifestation of ingratitude.
I am a good girl, a good daughter, how can I have such a reputation?
Therefore, thinking of the scene of blaming my father, my heart began to flicker, it was really unlucky, but I promised such a haikou, how did it end?
Mom stared at me, she wanted to find a strong feeling on my face, so that she could encourage her to fight against my dad and take control of the family in the future.
Looking at it this way, Mom is an ungrateful fellow!