Chapter 110: Bitter Sea Fantasy (5)
I could clearly feel his dry fingers messing with my internal organs, the pain making my brain go completely blank and my eyes widening as if they were about to burst.
It seemed to have hooked something in his hand, and he pulled it out little by little. A white intestine dripping with blood was stretched longer and longer. He excitedly picked up one end and put it in his mouth.
I wanted to throw up, but I couldn't get anything out. I watched as his intestines were eaten by him.
It turns out that I really can't die here, and even if I am eaten of meat and blood, I can still feel the pain.
After eating enough, I walked away satisfied, and my body began to grow little by little, and all the injuries I had suffered gradually healed. Only then did I realize that neither the pain of peeling nor the pain of digging out the internal organs was far less than one-ten-thousandth of the pain of their rebirth.
My temperament became angry, and I scolded everyone, especially Zhen, who caused me to fall into this hell of nothingness, and made me suffer this never-ending suffering.
Hatred! I hate everybody, I hate the people who brought me into this world, and I'd rather I never lived.
Despair, when the charm was devastated over and over again, I didn't want to think about anything anymore.
When my body wasn't hurting that much, I would turn my head sideways to look at the person on the stone pillar not far away, his collapsed face covered with bones, but still alive. I don't know how long it took him to become what he is now.
"Young man" he seemed to be speaking to me, in a very small voice.
"Are you talking to me?"
"Well, I've been observing you for a few days. Can you tell me why your soul can heal itself so quickly? ”
Soul? Oh yes. I've been here for a long time, and I've forgotten a little bit about the old days.
"There was once a man who lived for a long time, and he wanted to beat the soul into my body. But it didn't work out, so one was attached to my soul. "I remembered what had happened with Heqian.
"So that's the case~~ It takes a long time for mortals like us to recover a little flesh and blood." He sighed weakly.
"What's your name? How long have you been here? ”
He moved his head slightly: "If you don't remember, you will forget it in the future." ”
"No, it won't! I'm getting out of here, I can't be locked up here forever! ”
"Hehe" is his trembling body laughing? "Can you destroy your own soul? If you can, then you can leave, but there is no longer your existence in the world, and you will disappear outside the six realms of reincarnation. ”
Listening to him say this, I fell into deep thought. I remember that Blind Chen once said that my life is no longer in the Five Elements Numerology, and maybe the six reincarnations have nothing to do with me. How to break the Phaseless Hell and the Bitter Sea Illusion? Tuya said that the Lady of Meishan here created a space formed to hone people's will.
Grinding is not just torture. What kind of state does she want her soul to achieve?
"Zhang Yao~~~" An ethereal voice sounded in his ears.
"Tuya! Is that you?! I shouted.
"All appearances are vain. Phaselessness is selflessness, no appearance, no beings, and no appearance" Tuya's voice became smaller and smaller.
All appearances are vain. It seems that I have to reach a state of non-appearance.
When the Glamour gnawed at my soul again, I tried to accept it all. The flesh is no more. Offering souls to all beings. There is no self, no demons, no boundaries, and nothing else.
I don't have to open my eyes to see everything that is happening in the world, quarrelsome couples, crying children, students studying hard, treacherous and cunning businessmen. It wasn't the ghosts who ate my soul in the Phaseless Hell at all, those two turned out to be myself.
Emptiness enables me to interpret everything.
I no longer miss my parents, Dongyang, Xiaorou, and Zhen, all the people I know have nothing to do with me. It turns out that no soul is so free, but
Is this really the outcome I want?
"If you have thoughts, you are not without appearances. You've been the first to get here for thousands of years. A woman's voice came from all around.
"Who are you?" Look around, there's only darkness here.
"I am Our Lady of Meishan. You can't see me, because you're in my mind. ”
"Anyway, I did it for a moment, shouldn't you let me out!"
"Well, you have indeed passed the test, and if you want to stay, I can give you eternal life and become a god to be revered by all."
"I don't want to stay, I don't want to be a god, I just want to go back!" I've made up my mind, so there's no need to talk nonsense with her.
"In that case, I'll give you a gift." A white light hit my body: "This is the Soul Solidifying Spirit, although it can't make you immortal, but it can protect your soul if you encounter danger." ”
I looked down at the white light on my arm, it was so beautiful, fluorescently shining.
Suddenly, my eyes lit up, and my body seemed to fall into a passage, surrounded by golden light, so fast that I opened my eyes to see the light carefully, it seemed to be written in gold lacquer. But I don't know any of them, that is, not in reality, nor in witchcraft.
I was thinking hard when I felt my body sink. There were a few more people in front of me, and they looked at me intently, as if I were from an alien planet.
"What are you looking at?" I opened my mouth to ask Pan Zhen, who was closest to me, and he actually started to giggle. "Holy! Are you crazy? Sitting up tiredly, Xu Xiaoli put the pillow behind me up, and her red eyes seemed to have just cried. Xiaorou stood at the foot of the bed with her arms crossed, looking at me, unable to guess her thoughts.
"Okay, since Zhang Yao is fine, you two should go back." Ding Xiaorou's cold expression made people feel intimidated.
I gave a shocked look and motioned for him to hurry up and leave here with Xu Xiaoli.
He shook his head in embarrassment, turned to Xiaorou and said, "I want to take Zhang Yao away, whether you agree or not." ”
Oh no, why did I just escape from the Phaseless Hell and throw me into another Hell.
"Don't don't, don't, shake you back, you stabbed me several times inside, and now the hatred for you hasn't eased, you guys hurry up." I sat on the bed and pushed him and Lily.
Seeing them leave the hotel safely, my heart was at ease.
Ding Xiaorou walked to the side of the bed, stretched out her hand and pinched my cheek, gritted her teeth and said, "Who asked you to come?" Who let you enter the illusion on your own initiative? ”
I thought to myself: thank you for saving my face and not doing it in front of them, but you have to take my hand away before I can speak.
I reached out and gently stroked her hand that was holding me, and slowly her strength gradually weakened, and finally I took her hand completely.
"Are you worried about me?" I raised my face to look into her eyes, so beautiful blue, like the sky, like the ocean. Suddenly I realized that this was the eye of the demon, and that it was the only eye that belonged to her. (To be continued.) )