Chapter 4 I hate acting

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A trace of panic flashed in Zheng Xiuyan's eyes, and her hands were a little uneasy and wanted to step forward to support the crumbling figure. However, when I think of the previous words, I am not on it, nor is it on it. I jumped anxiously twice, but I still didn't know what to do. Deep in my heart, along with the beads of sweat dripping on the ground, I also felt pain. An untimely ringtone rang suddenly,

Ma Xiangyi bent over and took a deep breath, and wiped the cold sweat on his forehead with his arm tiredly. At this time, the pain in the heart gradually disappeared.

"You... Your phone. Ma Xiangyi took a deep breath and stood up.

Zheng Xiuyan took two steps forward, but froze in place again. The worried expression could no longer be hidden. "You... What the hell did you just do? Zheng Xiuyan still couldn't help but ask out loud. It's just that the ringtones that lasted not long soon stopped.

"Hehe, don't I pretend to look like it?" Ma Xiangyi smiled softly, and he couldn't see that he looked like he was sick just now. "I heard you say that you have a male relative, so you performed a heart-wrenching scene, how about it? Not bad, right? Pretty realistic, right? I'm a genius at acting. However, since you have a male relative, then bless you, Xiuyan. We're still close to each other, aren't we? ”

"You... What happened to you? Ma Xiangyi looked at Zheng Xiuyan, Zheng Xiuyan bit her lip tightly at this time, and the corners of her eyes were shining with tears at this time, but she tried her best to endure it.

"Heh... Am I acting like it? Zheng Xiuyan snorted lightly and forced a smile. You've been deceived by me too, haven't you? ”

"Eun, I was deceived by you. But how ugly you looked just now. Ma Xiangyi was bent on perpetuating the lie, so he didn't dwell too much on this issue.

"Ahh didn't allow Zheng Xiuyan to think too much, the sentence "really ugly" instantly made Zheng Xiuyan throw away the thoughts in her mind, and instantly began to fight back. It's just that I didn't think much about it, Zheng Xiuyan's mobile phone interrupted the two of them again.

Zheng Xiuyan frowned and took out her mobile phone to look at the display, only to see the words "Kim Jae-joong" appear on the mobile phone. glanced at Ma Xiangyi vaguely, but he didn't pick it up immediately. Turning her back and sighing secretly, she has always understood Kim Jae-joong's intentions.

"Oh no, OPPA, I'm sorry I didn't hear that." Zheng Xiuyan said tiredly, but the face on her back showed a trace of sadness, obviously not as happy as revealed in her tone.

"Well, it's fine. What are you doing? Kim Jae-jung didn't care about this, just asked casually.

"Huh? OPPA, you're so nasty. Good, good... I can't stand you, I miss you, right? Zheng Xiuyan said helplessly.

"What? What's wrong with Su-yeon? ”

"Hee-hee, good... Then you wait for me, I'll be there shortly. Bye... BOBO..."Zheng Xiuyan quickly kissed the phone, and then hung up the phone.

Ma Xiangyi kept looking at Zheng Xiuyan, and her heart hurt like blood. Because Zheng Xiuyan was on her back, she couldn't see Zheng Xiuyan's expression, but Ma Xiangyi could completely imagine Zheng Xiuyan's every move. Self-deprecating smiled, too... A person who may leave at any time, what qualifications does he have... I like to be alone.

"Ahem, that... I still have something to do, I'm sorry... I can't dine with you anymore. Zheng Xiuyan waved her hand at Ma Xiangyi coolly, and then turned around and left.

Ma Xiangyi sighed softly, and only left with a slight loss until Zheng Xiuyan disappeared on the street corner.

"I knew you were here." A man dressed in moonlight walked up to the little poor man sitting on the bench with his knees hugged and his face buried in it.

"OPPA...."Zheng Xiuyan raised her head when she heard the movement and saw that it was Kim Jae-jung, but her trembling tone was particularly distressing.

Kim Jae-jung was tangled to death, looking at the obviously crying cheeks, the red and swollen eyes had lost their former grace, and Kim Jae-jung couldn't wait to step forward and hold the poor little guy tightly in his arms. It's so distressed to look at, and I especially want to clean up the person who made this little guy like this. But no. Because Kim Jae-jung knows that his identity is just this little poor relative, not the person in her heart.

"This is for you..."Kim Jae-jung took out a tissue from his pocket and handed it to Jung so-yeon, who realized how embarrassed she was. He took the tissue, said "thank you" softly, and began to fix his face.

Kim Jae-jung sat down, looked up at the stars in the sky and said, "Xiuyan, it's because of that kid I don't know who it is, right?" But....it's really unpleasant to be used as a shield. ”

"OPPA, you know what? Today I almost couldn't hold back, I wanted to say it all in one go. Watching him force a smile in front of me, watching him pretend to be okay even though he was in pain, my heart really hurt. I don't know how to face him, but I want to be by his side every day. It's just that I can't stand the way I watched him suddenly get sick and leave. I was timid, I was afraid, I was afraid that I would never see him again. Zheng Xiuyan whispered, but the tears overflowed unhappily again. There is nothing more painful than watching the person you like leave day by day, Zheng Xiuyan is an extremely emotionally sensitive girl, and what she can't stand the most is this kind of life and death.

"Xiuyan, are you crazy?" Kim was startled in the center, and the anxious words blurted out like this. However, he soon realized his gaffe and continued, "How old are you this year?" 17 years old. There is still a long way to go. Are you so sure that you love him now, do you have to love him? Are you sure of your heart? He... It's destined to be the only place to go. I don't know what disease he has, but looking at your decadent appearance, you should be one of the terminal diseases. For this disease, the onset is very frequent, and it is also... There is almost no cure for the disease. So why waste your time and put your heart on someone who can't bring you happiness? ”

Zheng Xiuyan looked up at the twinkling stars in the sky, and said in a slightly decadent tone: "OPPA, I understand what you said." Maybe you'll laugh at me for knowing what love is. But, OPPA, you know what? From the moment I fell in love with him, my heart died. Because... I knew nothing would come of it with me and him. He was almost terminally ill, and in a person like him, there was no way to pay for the expensive medical bills. Miracle? Hehe... Forget it, there is almost zero hope, that's just hope. Is the human mind really controllable? OPPA, can you answer this question to me? "Zheng Xiuyan has heard a legend that when people die, they will turn into stars in the sky to protect and guide the person he wants to protect the most. Zheng Xiuyan almost desperately wondered if he would become a twinkling star if he really left. Whenever it looks at it, it responds.

Kim Jae-jung sighed, and looked at the little guy beside him with pity in his eyes. Once upon a time, this girl who was both a parent, a sister, or a girl who wanted to protect became so sentimental. It's a pity that I want to hold her in my arms countless times, and I want to tell her that there is actually someone who likes her silently. can also be very pure, and the smile is very clean to guard her.

"PABO... We are all PABOs. Kim Jae-joong laughed self-deprecatingly, and his handsome face was full of despair. For Kim Jae-joong, Jung so-yeon's words also swore that she would have no one else except for that person. And that question, Kim Jae-jung didn't want to answer. Because, this is a very weak and naΓ―ve question.

"Well, we're all PABOs. In order not to worry the other party, he had to put on a mask to cover up. OPPA, I really hate acting, really, really hate. Zheng Xiuyan looked at Kim Jae-jung and said word by word.

"Then don't you want to act now, aren't you forced to act by yourself? Can't you say it all? Say that you know about his illness, and say that you don't want to face life and death so you endure the love in your heart and keep your distance from him? Is it all to deceive him and make him sad to give up the idea of being with you? Kim Jae-jung lost his temper at Jung so-yeon with a rare cold face. Ah, Zheng Xiuyan, if you want to be crazy, don't pull me. ”

Zheng Xiuyan was taken aback by Kim Jae-joong's sudden cold tone, and Zheng Xiuyan was stunned: "OPPA, why are you suddenly losing your temper." ”

Kim Jae-joong rubbed his face vigorously, could he tell her that he was jealous? Did he tell him that he was a villain and was constantly preventing her from being with him? "No... I'm sorry. I don't know why I'm like this. I'm sorry, Su-yeon. Kim Jae-joong closed his eyes and lowered his head and said in frustration. Kim Jae-joong felt deeply guilty. Unconsciously carried away by jealousy, he became a bit like those annoying male second men in the TV series.

"OPPA, is it too much pressure to return to Korea to release a single just after a trip to Japan? OPPA, artists are hard, we have chosen such a path, we have to grit our teeth and persevere. I've always had a lot of faith in OPPA. Zheng Xiuyan is also very clear about this activity that treats her relatives very well. has just made a name for himself in Japan, but he has returned to South Korea non-stop to release singles. Can you not get tired like this? Can you be stress-free? As a good relative, it is naturally incumbent upon me to comfort and persuade him.

"Hehe, let's go. Don't stay outside, it's almost time for curfew. Kim Jae-joong laughed and patted Jung so-yeon's head and got up first.

Zheng Xiuyan sighed and stood up. Although the appearance of Kim Jae-jung did not help Jung so-yeon solve the problems in her heart, there is a person who can also express her inner boredom when she speaks, and now she is indeed feeling better. Click, ask for pointers, thank you)