"Qiushuang, I know you've hated me all these years! I didn't do it right in the first place, I shouldn't have said that about you, and if I could do it all over again, I wouldn't have treated you like that! Autumn Shadow choked up.

Bai Bingbing looked at Qiu Ying, who was lying there and even had an extremely difficult time speaking, and was filled with emotion for a while.

She didn't know what Qiu Ying meant by this, could it be that after being reborn, everything could change, or was it just that she would stop her from leaving when she left, or would she help the Qiu family and stop her from working alone?

Autumn Shadow didn't say, and she didn't want to ask.

"Zhou ...... Is Zhou Gongzi okay? When Qiu Ying mentioned Zhou Zuo, a flush appeared on her cheeks, and due to her pale face, this flush looked extremely disproportionate.

Bai Bingbing knew very little about Zhou Zuo, she only knew that after Mrs. Zhou locked up Zhou Zuo for half a year, Zhou Zuo was like a different person, and there was no longer the conversation and laughter in the past, and the demeanor was graceful, and there was a kind of lifelessness in the whole person.

I heard that later, with the mediation of Mrs. Zhou, he married the daughter of a local colleague of Mr. Zhou.

She doesn't know exactly how she has been, but if she thinks about it, with Zhou Zuo's temperament, she probably will be very good to that woman.

"You can recuperate with peace of mind, and if you want to see him when spring begins, I will accompany you!" Bai Bingbing said softly.

Qiu Ying shook his head, there was already a thin layer of mist in his eyes, obviously there were tears in his eyes, "I have no fate with him, and it is inconvenient to see him like me now." ”

Bai Bingbing didn't know what kind of feelings Qiu Ying had for Zhou Zuo, whether she was using it or really moving her true feelings.

She sat for a while. When Autumn Shadow didn't want to say anything, and had already closed his eyes and was ready to rest, he stood up and said to Autumn Shadow, "You have a good rest!" I'll come back to see you another day! ”

Bai Bingbing said that he was about to go out. Qiu Ying's slightly choked voice came from behind him, "You also like Zhou Gongzi, right?" ”

Bai Bingbing's footsteps froze, and then he walked out without saying a word.

She has never liked Zhou Zuo, she has no feelings for him, Zhou Zuo is just a passerby to her, she doesn't know why Qiu Ying said this, is it because Zhou Zuo once said that he wanted to marry her. That's why Qiu Ying thinks she likes Zhou Zuo?

She always does things clearly, never wastes too much time on someone who can't possibly have results, and now she has completed the task assigned by Qiushuang. Let Ah Niang and her family have no worries about food and clothing from now on, and the family will never be separated again.

She didn't know if this was the ending that Qiushuang wanted to see.

Such an ending is already the best ending for her.

Autumn Shadow died the day after she finished those words with Bai Bingbing.

Bai Bingbing buried her thickly.

Since the autumn shadow is gone, A-Niang has seen Bai Bingbing many times and wants to ask her. What are your plans for the future? But every time I saw Bai Bingbing's indifferent appearance of rejecting people thousands of miles away, I never had the courage to say the words in my heart.

In the spring, Qiu Zhi was able to walk slowly with the help of crutches, but more often, he sat next to the rockery and looked at the unknown place in a daze, Bai Bingbing saw him sitting there many times for a morning or an afternoon, without saying a word, and he didn't know what he was thinking.

The air here is becoming more and more oppressive. Bai Bingbing couldn't help but be a little stunned.

A-Niang finally found her and opened her mouth, "Autumn frost." I want to go back to Qiu's house with Qiuzhi! ”

Bai Bingbing didn't know why A-Niang suddenly said such a thing, what she ate here asked the maid to do for A-Niang and Qiuzhi, sometimes it was even better than what she ate.

It can be said that Bai Bingbing here has made them worry about food and clothing, and lives a life of fine clothes and food.

Isn't this kind of life what A-Niang has always longed for? Why did she want to go back?

Bai Bingbing was a little puzzled, "Is it that the subordinates have mistreated you, if there is, you can bring it up, I will send them out, and then replace some people to come and serve!" ”

Ah Niang waved her hand again and again with some nervousness, "No...... No, they're all very good, it's just me...... I still want to go back and stay! ”

"Isn't it the day you've always wanted? Why go back? You know, when you go back, all of this will be gone! Bai Bingbing said lightly.

Ah Niang glanced up at Bai Bingbing, and quickly lowered her head.

The person in front of her is no longer the cowardly Qiu Shuang who let her knead and pinch her, and now she makes A-Niang a little afraid to look at her.

A-Niang lowered her head and looked at the brand-new cotton shoes, and said in an extremely small voice: "It's very good here, it's good to eat and wear, it's just ......" It's just that there is no longer the harmony when the family was together before, this place is like an ice cellar, even if she is roasting around the charcoal fire all day long, she still feels cold to the bone. The air here made her feel oppressive, it made her feel breathless, she didn't want to stay here, she wanted to leave.

Even if it's back in that dilapidated home, it's better than in this place where there is no warmth.

It's just that Ah Niang never had the courage to say these words.

In the past, she longed for fine clothes and food, longed for food and clothing, longed for a life with many servants to serve, longed to live in a big house, but now she felt that these were just things outside her body, and only her two daughters and sons were her most precious treasures.

Now that Autumn Shadow is dead and Autumn Zhi is crippled, there is only Autumn Frost as a healthy child.

But Qiushuang is lukewarm to her, every time she sees her, she doesn't even lift her eyelids, maybe in Qiushuang's heart, she has never been a qualified mother, she will only squeeze and squeeze dry on her. Her last bit of value.

Bai Bingbing saw that A-Niang was stammering and speechless, and sighed softly, "If you want to leave, then leave!" I'll have someone deliver it to you regularly! ”

A-Niang looked up at Bai Bingbing, and the corners of her mouth twitched. moved, and it took a long time to spit out a few words, "You...... You're not going back with us? ”

Bai Bingbing wanted to laugh, but he couldn't.

Now that I think about letting her go back, when she left, did she ever think about letting her go back, but she ever thought about looking for her, not that she was ruthless, not that she didn't miss the old love, but A-Niang was too chilling for her, even if she followed them back, her heart had already died in that cold weather.

People only know how to cherish when they lose, if A-Niang could realize this earlier, Qiu Ying would not have died, Qiu Zhi would not have become like this, and she would still work as hard as before and do her best for this family.

Ah Niang waited for a long time and saw that Bai Bingbing didn't speak, knowing that she refused to go back with her, so she had to say: "Since this is the case, then Qiu Zhi and I will leave first!" ”

On the way back, A-Niang happened to meet Qiu Zhi who was walking this way.

Qiu Zhi glanced at A-Niang and said indifferently: "Is she unwilling to go with us?" ”

A-Niang nodded.

Qiu Zhi turned around and stopped going to Bai Bingbing's residence, "We did something that made her feel cold, and it was reasonable for her to refuse to forgive us." Over the years, it has not been easy for her to be alone, and we, as her most important and caring family, have never been willing to reach out to help her and comfort her. Every time she doesn't do well, we only know to blame her, we only know to beat her. If I were afraid I would be even more ruthless than she did! ”

After Qiu Zhi finished speaking, he walked forward briskly little by little.

Ah Niang stood there looking at Qiu Zhi's thin back, tears blurring her eyes.

Qiu Zhi is right, it is true that they are too cold, otherwise Qiu Shuang would not have become like this.

After A-Niang and Qiu Zhi left, Bai Bingbing would send silver and food over every month, and it lasted like this for ten years.

Ten years later, A-Niang passed away, and Qiu Zhi was nowhere to be found.

Bai Bingbing sent people to search for it many times, but there was no news, and finally heard that Qiu Zhi had become a monk and converted to Buddhism.

After Bai Bingbing returned to the space, he was silent all the time, and he didn't even notice that the man in gray appeared for a long time.

"You seem to be sad?" The man in gray asked.

Bai Bingbing didn't know how to answer, maybe she was really sad, but after so many years, she was no longer sad, she just lived a life that others envied like a soulless person.

"Although the days without money are poor, they are very happy, and once they have sudden wealth, everything changes." After Bai Bingbing finished speaking, she raised her eyes and asked the man in gray, "Is Qiushuang satisfied with such an ending?" ”

The man in gray sighed, "Only when you lose do you know how to cherish, there are eight sufferings in the world, birth, old age, sickness, death, not getting it, having lost, not being able to let go and hating parting." ”

Bai Bingbing nodded thoughtfully, she didn't know which of the eight sufferings Qiushuang belonged to, she only knew that her suffering had been lost.

"Before moving on to the next mission, let's take a break!" The Grey Man suggested.

"I'm fine, this is Qiushuang's life, although it is up to me to interpret it, but I should let go of this past." Speaking of this, Bai Bingbing smiled bitterly, "If you can't let go, how can you move on to the next mission!" ”

The man in gray nodded, and said very appreciatively: "I am very pleased that you can think so." In the past, there were many people who would be tempted by various kinds of tasks in one way or another. Confused, some can't bear to leave, and some can't bear to forget. And you are the one who can let go. ”

This mission is a very pristine forest.

A woman named Yin Xihua killed her father with a knife because her father was framed by his friends and said that he was a rebel, and then Yin Xihua and her maid Dan'er and her younger brother Yin Jae-yoon were sent to the Spring Pavilion to work as an official prostitute.

Yin Xihua didn't want to become an official prostitute, and swore to die that she didn't want to enter, but her maid endured all kinds of humiliation on her behalf in exchange for her free life.

After she escaped, she forgot all about her father, and lived with a person named He Yiyuan. Fei, but in the end, after He Yiyuan learned her true identity, he kicked her out, and finally she had to enter the Spring Pavilion in order to survive. (To be continued......)