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She knew that the girl was right.
When the emperor was not yet developed and she was the most youthful and beautiful, the emperor was unmoved, and now, the emperor wants to have any kind of woman, and when she is slowly getting older, will the emperor change his mind?
She has even tried to die a few times, and the emperor is hard-hearted, and in the future, no matter how much she fights, she shouldn't have a chance.
She's not stupid, she's just too willful, too conceited, too obsessed, so she can't use her brain well, and now when she thinks about it, she knows how cruel the reality is.
If she waits like this, it will not do her any good except to waste her youth and live up to her youth.
And Feng Jinghua is now the queen, and with the support of the Feng family and the emperor, what can she do with Feng Jinghua?
Thinking about it, she really didn't have anything to do.
After recognizing this, she couldn't help but be disheartened and pessimistic.
What should she do?
No matter how she recognizes and accepts reality, she can no longer be tempted by other men.
If you don't marry for the rest of your life, or do you want to become a nun?
However, if a beauty like her never marries, how pity and regret it will be?
As for being a nun as a nun...... She trembles just thinking about it, the life of being far away from human habitation, monotonous and boring, and always accompanied by the ancient Buddha of the green light is too terrible, she doesn't want to live such a life!
It's just that, it's better to find a man with good conditions and be obedient to her to marry, and don't be so painful anymore......
She thought so, and spent the long night like this.
However, the next day, when she was dressed up and swaggered through the city to attract the children of famous families, she inadvertently saw a motorcade coming out of the palace, the convoy was dressed in red and hung with colors, revealing a festive atmosphere, and pedestrians all gave way.
"What is this convoy for?" She asked a man circling her.
The man hurriedly said: "This is a gift from the palace to Fengfu, and everyone on this street knows about it......"
Xia Lili's eyes immediately erupted with anger and jealousy.
She had already heard about the pomp and circumstance of the emperor's courtship, and when she saw this scene with her own eyes at the scene, she was really jealous and hated Feng Jinghua to death.
- She didn't think about hating or hating the emperor, she just thought that Feng Jinghua was not worthy of the emperor and deceived her.
"Feng Jinghua......" she muttered in a low voice, gritting her teeth, "I will definitely not let you have a good time!" ”
Feng Jinghua wants to marry the emperor smoothly, and then live a happy life with fine clothes and food, everything he needs?
Don't!
She, Xia Lili, will definitely not let Feng Jinghua succeed!
So, what does she have to do to make Feng Jinghua uncomfortable?
Thinking about it, she lowered her eyes and turned her horse's head: "Go home." ”
The group of men who circled around her were stunned, and hurriedly caught up: "Lili, don't go back so early, the plum blossoms in Plum Blossom Mountain are blooming just right, and the plum blossom soup there is also delicious......
"Get out, stinky man don't pester me!" Xia Lili scolded in her mouth, and threw a few whips over, "Whoever dares to approach me, I will chop whom!" ”
Men: "......"
This eldest lady is beautiful, but her temper is really not ordinary, no wonder she hasn't married up to now.
However, it's okay if they can't get married, so that they can have a chance.
Even if they don't have a chance, but seeing other men don't have a chance, they still feel happy and psychologically balanced.
Therefore, if Xia Lili doesn't marry herself, they will curse Xia Lili for not marrying for the rest of her life!
If Xia Lili knew that these men thought so in their hearts, they would definitely vomit blood, and they would definitely feel that the men in this world were all smelly, dirty, and sick, but the men would only coax her, where would they tell her this.
She went home directly, seriously thinking about how to take revenge on Feng Jinghua.
And on this morning, when the temperature rises slightly, I go out and prepare to look for blessings.
Feng Ruoxing was about to go out, so she bumped into her at the gate.
"Xiaoci, where are you going?" Feng Ruoxing asked with concern.
Because of military affairs and the selection of gifts, he rarely saw Zhu Ci these days, but now when he sees the two of them going out together, he feels that the two are too fateful, and he is very happy.
Zhu Ci was still dressed as a man, and said as she walked with him: "Go visit an acquaintance." ”
"That's right," Feng Ruoxing thought for a moment, "I'll go with you." ”
After the New Year, he will go to southern Xinjiang, and he will not see Xiaoci for a long time, and he will be lonely when he thinks about it, so he wants to accompany Xiaoci more.
Also, he had never met Xiao Ci's acquaintances, and he wanted to take this opportunity to get to know each other and learn more about Xiao Ci.
Zhu Ci hesitated: "This ......"
The fact that she went to Bless for help was a secret, and she didn't want anyone to know about it.
However, after she hesitated for a while, Feng Ruoxing's face had a frustrated and devastated expression, which made her heart soften.
"Just go." "But you can't say goodbye to anyone, and you can't ask questions." ”
Feng Ruoxing was first overjoyed, and then frowned: "Why?" ”
Zhu Ci said: "This is my secret, I can't let others know it for the time being, and I will tell you the inside story in the future." ”
Feng Ruode thought for a while: "Okay, I must keep it a secret." ”
Then, the two of them got into the carriage and walked in the direction of the blessing's residence.
Nearly an hour later, the carriage in which the two men were riding stopped in front of the blessed house.
After Zhu Ci got out of the car, he went to knock on the door: "Is anyone there, I'll come to find Zhu Ci." ”
When the subordinate heard the noise, he did not open the door immediately, but first looked out through the small hole in the door.
After discovering that it was Zhu Ci, he immediately turned around and ran to the backyard to tell Zhu Wu, who was eating and drinking, the news.
Zhu Wu jumped up: "Is it really Zhu Ci? ”
The subordinate nodded: "The little one is absolutely not mistaken." ”
Zhu Wu hurriedly said: "She came alone? ”
Servant: "No. She was accompanied by a man dressed strangely. ”
Zhu Wu said: "What's a strange way to dress up? ”
The subordinate thought for a while: "The wrap is so tightly that I don't even show my hands, and one eye is shown on my face......"
Feng Ruoxing!
Zhu Wu screamed in his heart, wanting to wipe his sweat.
Feng Ruoxing shouldn't have found out what he had done to him and came to the door to settle the account, right?
But then I thought about it, if this was the case, with Feng Ruoxing's identity, where would he be so polite, and he had to directly send someone to rush in and catch him?
So he settled down and said, "I'll hide first, and you let the blessings go to receive the blessings, remember, don't let them know that I'm here." ”
The subordinate said: "Don't worry, sir, the small one is absolutely confidential." ”
Zhu Wu then picked up the pot of stewed sheep's trotters and hid in the secret.
The next person went to announce the blessing, and then ran to the front to open the door and welcome Zhu Ci and Feng Ruoxing in.
Zhu Ci and Blessing are not familiar, but because the two of them are not valued in the Zhu family, they have more or less sympathy for each other, and they will look at each other a few times, nod or say hello or something.
In addition, the Zhu family has declined, and both of them are alone to make a living outside, and when the two met at this time, they actually had a little bit of excitement about seeing their fellow countrymen