Chapter 11: Late Night Quarrels
Of course, Guo Huiying understood the thoughts of the people behind her, but she chose not to respond.
In fact, she has always been very conflicted in her heart, she should not have refused this legal husband's courtship, but she was unwilling in her heart, and felt sorry for Xu Ming; Being with Xu Ming made her feel comfortable, and with Gu Xiangnan, she always felt that she was completing something within an obligation, and she always wanted to do it early.
A woman always likes to compare, and she will put two men together to pick the good one, which is understandable. In the past year or so, she has begun to travel frequently, and it just so happened that Xu Wei's passport should not have been punctured if there was Xu Wei in the group; She always refuses with the excuse of being tired from a work trip and Babe, and the two also agree that if the other party doesn't respond, then don't dwell on it.
But tonight, Gu Xiangnan was a little stubborn, his hand had no intention of withdrawing it at all, and he moved down quietly, and his voice became more and more hoarse: "It's rare to have time alone, don't you want to?" ”
Guo Huiying, who was already irritable in her heart, slapped away his hand and moved to the wall: "I don't want to!" Don't make a fuss. It's late, and I'm tired of having something to do tomorrow. ”
Gu Xiangnan said without giving up: "Just for a while, okay?" ”
"I said that you are not annoyed, and I said that I don't want to, but I refuse. Do you know the minimum respect between husband and wife? Forget it, it's useless to talk to you about this. She deliberately wanted to cause an argument, so her voice was completely uncontrollable, which not only startled the people in the room, but even Gu Beibei in the living room opened her eyes.
Gu Xiangnan muttered dissatisfiedly: "What are you doing so loudly?" What to do if you scare Babe? I've asked you what to do for more than a year, but you always refuse, and I'm a normal man, and I'm going to suffocate sooner or later. ”
"No one is holding you back." Guo Huiying said without a beginning or an end, and put her head into the quilt.
Gu Xiangnan smiled angrily: "You are my wife, you refuse me and let me not hold back, can you still find other women?" ”
Guo Huiying actually thought in her heart: In fact, she didn't mind him going to other women at all, but it would make her feel better. But she definitely couldn't say these words, so she could only continue to be silent.
Gu Xiangnan, who calmed down and was not sleepy, turned back and forth, and then said: "Do you say that our daughter should go to school, it will be too late if you don't send it to school after so many years." ”
He thought for a moment and continued: "Although Bei Bei is still a little shy and silent now, I think she's quite smart, like me. What grade do you think it's appropriate for her to go to? Isn't your colleague Xu Wei and her husband from the Education Bureau, can you ask her for help? ”
The more he thought about it, the more he felt that this matter had to be resolved earlier, and he sat up and patted her on the shoulder: "Did you hear it, I think Beibei"
Thinking that Guo Huiying was really hot in the end, she sat up: "Are you deliberately finding fault, are you still letting people sleep?" Beibei, Beibei, you are talking about her in three and a half sentences. Don't deceive yourself, I said it a long time ago, she is not a normal child, if she wants to be sent to school, then she can't be sent directly to an ordinary elementary school, you don't have to worry about finding a school, I will ask someone in the group to see it again. ”
Gu Xiangnan was a little angry when he heard these words: "Why can't Bei Bei go to an ordinary elementary school, she is very good." It's sensible and quiet, and I have food for dinner at night, and I don't think there's anything bad about it. "No matter what others say, they laugh, but they can't talk about their own daughter.
"You are like that, unwilling to face the reality and comfort yourself by making a fact for yourself. I don't want to talk to you, there's no point. Don't bother Xu Wei with these things three or two times, let people see jokes, I will deal with it myself. Guo Huiying is a strong person, and she has always been reluctant to let others see Bei Bei or talk about it, so most of her colleagues know that she has a sick daughter who is very beautiful.
"Why can't I face the reality, the reality is that although Beibei's development and reaction are slower than picking up people, she is slowly becoming a normal child. Didn't you force her to learn to dance too? Look at the action like decent. Gu Xiangnan said angrily: "Why is my daughter making people laugh?" They are jealous of our daughter's handsomeness, well-behaved and sensible. You will have less contact with her in the future, and everything will be pushed to you, what a good friend. ”
Guo Huiying didn't want to continue this topic, and said indifferently: "This time I went to perform abroad, and I happened to meet an expert in children's affairs and chatted a few words. He said that Bei Bei may be an autistic child with a broken heart, and asked me to send it to the hospital for treatment as soon as possible, and she needs a doctor. She pondered the language for a while, and said what Xu Ming said to her today: "Now there are no such good conditions in China, and the conditions of our family are not good, my friend said that he can help me find a nursing home in Beishi, whether it is good for her or us, I can't let it go on like this." ”
Gu Xiangnan was stimulated by the word mutilation: "What kind of bullshit friends do you know, what kind of thoughts does Ann have?" My daughter doesn't need to go to any nursing home, if we can spend more time with her and care a little more, everything will be fine. ”
"Spend more time with her, and who cares if we eat and drink? Is it your mother who only knows how to ask for money, or is it the sister who only knows how to take advantage? If we starve to death on your little salary, do you think we can still live in the city? Her years of accumulated dissatisfaction were completely evident in her language, even with a look of disdain.
Gu Xiangnan didn't speak at first, although he knew that this was the truth, but he was embarrassed by such a straightforward point. Guo Huiying also held her breath in her heart, and felt more and more that Xu Ming's suggestion was right.
The silence between the two made the atmosphere even more tense, and Gu Xiangnan, who had been compromised for a long time, sighed: "I know that you are still angry that my mother didn't help you bring Beibei, and I am also angry, but at that time, Xiaoyue was also pregnant with a child, didn't she take care of it." At a meeting in the city last week, the director said that I was expected to be promoted, and that I could arrange a staff room for me, and that my mother and sister would come to the city to help take care of it. ”
Guo Huiying laughed angrily when she heard this, and said mockingly: "Promotion, I can listen to you ten times a year." Housing? You've been talking to me for two years, and everyone else has been living in the compound for a long time. Also, if they come to the city, will your salary be enough to support the two families? ”
It's not that Guo Huiying looks down on them, but because of the temperament of Gu Xiaogu and Gu's mother, don't think about stopping in this family. Suddenly, she regretted why she didn't hold on for two more years back then, and she wouldn't be in such a two-year situation now.
She sulked and buried her head in the bed, from deliberately arguing to having to argue, which was extremely bad.
Gu Xiangnan sighed: "I have been on leave for so long, and there are a lot of things piling up in the bureau, I may have to work overtime starting next week, Beibei, you take it to the unit." ”
"No, there are very important things in the bureau, I can't be distracted to take care of her, give some money and let Grandma Zhang help watch it." Guo Huiying's intuitive refusal.
Gu Xiangnan said in a low voice: "We agreed before, and you agreed." ”
After speaking, without waiting for her to answer, he walked out with the quilt in his arms. The door shut, leaving only a low sob.