116:I don't know what to do wrong (make up for yesterday's fifth shift)
Ye Ling was hoarse when he spoke because of his fever, and his voice was soft, crashing into Ye Heping's heart, but it made his nose sore.
Ye Ling tugged at the corners of her mouth, "Dad, I used to hate you very much, I think you are too selfish, you only care about your mother and Ye Qian, and never look at grandma and me, grandma left because of Ye Qian's affairs, I thought at that time why did you come back?" If only I hadn't had parents, my grandmother wouldn't have left me so early. ”
She paused and choked up, "After arriving at the compound, I am even more out of place, in the eyes of my parents, Ye Qian will always be the best, and your tolerance of me I also think that it is because of the death of my grandmother that you will be like this." At that time, I would rather you treat me like before, than to exchange my grandmother's death for this, I always feel that you should feel guilty for the rest of your life. ”
"But Dad, I suddenly thought of Grandma, no matter what Dad did wrong, Grandma won't really blame you, because you are Grandma's son, and now that Grandma is gone, she must want you to be happy underground, instead of feeling guilty for a lifetime. I love grandma, so I don't want grandma to be unhappy even when she leaves, so Dad, you have to be happy for grandma. Ye Ling didn't know what was wrong with her, thinking of the scene when she woke up and saw her father, she didn't want to hate him anymore.
What's wrong with the father? He can love any of his children preferentially, but he has also fulfilled his responsibility as a parent, and he will not be happy if he lives a lifetime like this with hatred.
"Silly boy." Ye Heping suppressed the tears in his eyes, "Your grandmother is gone." Dad will never forget how she left in her life, but Dad couldn't see clearly, causing your grandma to leave with regrets. This is Dad's mistake, Dad should have atoned for his sins for the rest of his life, Dad used to be only in the army, and the family was left to your mother alone, so some things have not been paid attention to, so you and us are separated from each other, no matter what you think. Daddy won't blame you. ”
"Dad is still very happy, if it weren't for you, Dad might have been confused like this. Wouldn't it be a pity to wait until the day when you get old to find out that you are an unfilial son, and you don't even have a chance to atone for your sins in this life? "Ye Heping's capable spirit has retreated at this moment, and he is just a loving father." Dad doesn't have any wishes right now. I just think that you will go to school well, get admitted to a good military school, and your sister's body will be raised, even if you go down to see your grandmother, your father will not feel shameless. ”
Military academy?
Ye Ling was slightly stunned when she heard her father's words, she had never thought of being admitted to a military school, but she didn't want to think the same thing in her father's heart as other big courtyard disciples. even let his children go to military school.
At the moment, Ye Ling didn't ask much about it. It was only when my father said it casually that I remembered the events of the day, "Dad, I'm sorry for the incident with Company Commander Shen, but I was too willful." ”
Ye Heping put back the smile on his face and nodded, "This matter really has a bad impact, we all understand what you children think in their hearts, but after all, this is a matter that concerns people for a lifetime, and you are not allowed to joke about this in the future, fortunately, Nurse Liu who came this time did not mean to deal with Shen Bin, otherwise you would really make a big mistake." ”
Ye Ling didn't expect his father to know about it, and he could guess that this matter was quite a big problem, "Dad, I wrote it down." ”
"Just write it down, this noodle is still warm, you eat a few bites first, there are still a few hours of dawn, and I will ask the canteen to cook one for you." Ye Heping brought the lunch box on the side.
Ye Ling shook his head, "Dad, I'm not hungry, there are still a few hours of dawn, you go to sleep for a while, my fever has subsided now, you leave me a few pills, if you really burn again, I will take some medicine myself, and you will come back when it is dawn." ”
Suddenly caught a cold and fever, Ye Ling didn't expect it, and now she has no appetite at all.
Ye Heping thought for a while, "That's okay, I'll turn off the lights, you can sleep for a while, and I'll come back when it's dawn." ”
When his father turned off the light and went out, Ye Ling yawned, although he had been sleeping before, but in the end he was sick, this closed his eyes and fell asleep again unconsciously, and the next day he heard the sound of the military horn, turned over and fell asleep again, and was not woken up.
Waiting for Ye Ling to really sleep, not to mention that it was dawn, looking at the mouth at nine o'clock, not to mention that the training in the army is generally more than nine o'clock to rest for a while, at this time, you can see the soldiers walking together from the window, Ye Ling sat up, the clothes on his body are still sleeping in the sky, and he has not taken them off, but Ye Ling is hungry, he saw that there was a lunch box on the table, opened it and saw that it was white porridge, and there was a boiled egg, Ye Ling took the spoon on the side and sent it to his mouth, even ate a few large mouthfuls of porridge, and ate another egg, I felt that I had lived for a lifetime and slowly ate it.
At this time, there is very little rice, it is all from the south, and there are not many places to grow it in the north, so rice is very expensive, and the porridge boiled out of rice, the kind of rice smells very good, and I didn't eat anything good before I died in my previous life.
With food in her stomach, Ye Ling also felt that her illness was really cured, so she just closed the lunch box in her hand and was about to wash it, when she heard someone push the door and walk in, but it was Zhao Guodong and the three.
Ye Ling's face was faint, "What are you doing here?" ”
Zhao Guodong originally walked in with a smile, but Ye Ling's words made his face freeze, and he also stood in place and did not move forward.
Wang Ping's timidity also stopped, and Zhang Lining sat directly on the bed, only looking at Ye Ling.
"Yesterday you had a fever, and you didn't stay here at night, just finished training today, I heard Uncle Ye say that you are well, let's come over and have a look." After Zhao Guodong finished speaking, Ye Ling ignored him, he immediately found the words by himself, and smiled happily, "That Nurse Liu is gone, and she really didn't like Shen Bin." Ye Ling, you are amazing, when I saw Shen Bin coming over before, I thought we were going to show our stuffing, but I didn't expect it to be, see if he dares to provoke us in the future. ”
Although he went back yesterday and was reprimanded by his father, Zhao Guodong couldn't help but be happy in his heart, and he didn't feel tired after being trained by Shen Bin this morning.
Zhao Guodong said happily, and his hand was also drawn, and he didn't notice that Ye Ling's eyes were looking at him coldly, and Wang Ping, who was beside him, moved to the side with interest. (To be continued......)
PS: Because yesterday suddenly did not have a more complete, these two days will be updated from time to time, please bear with me, ask for a monthly pass.