I want to take another look at that Merlin, and the love is as deep as the sea is only a few hours ago, but I can't seem to remember the details.

As soon as I walked into the back garden, I paused, and Jiang Yunxiu ...... He hadn't left, but he had just sat there stiff, motionless.

I stopped, didn't dare to move again, just stared at his back in such a daze.

After a long time of discord, I knew that I couldn't stay any longer, and I slowly wanted to go back......

"Why do you want to come back?" Jiang Yunxiu's voice suddenly remembered. At this moment, I suddenly panicked, I was not afraid of what he would do, but I was completely unsure of myself. I'm afraid that if he just says another warm word to me at this time, I will rush to his side desperately, begging him to hug me, begging him to love me, begging him to ...... Kiss me.

"Why are you still here?" That's the only word I can come up with.

I couldn't think of an answer, maybe he was, so we both fell into a long silence......

In the silence, I couldn't help but start to whimsical again. He is still here to remember, does it mean that he still has me in his heart, he maybe, maybe he just spread the panic that had to be said when they first met, but there was no chance to clarify later? Perhaps, he and Du Yuxuan are really in the past......

"I'm asking you!" His voice rang out suddenly......

"I asked you too." I replied in a whisper.

"I'll ask first!" He insisted, like a negative child.

"I ...... I've forgotten something here. "I'm not lying, I really have something that fell here, it's my heart......

"Oh, did you find it?" He pressed on.

"Not yet...... Maybe I can't find it. "Yes, from the beginning of the sentence "I wish to hold the king's hand", it may have been doomed that some things cannot be turned back, and some things will never be found after they are given.

"Really?" He thought for a moment...... "You said that this plum wine has a lot of stamina, why am I not drunk after drinking so much?" If drunk, then ......" He suddenly choked up.

I unconsciously walked towards him step by step, his voice was so heart-wrenching, he said that he was not drunk, but if he was not drunk, how could he choke? I wanted to go over and hug him and tell him not to care about Du Yuxuan, not to care about Jiang Yunxiu, and not to care about Ding Muqing, as long as he and I ......

Step by step, I stopped, just as my hand touched his back. I saw that the wine and dishes on the table had changed, and there was no other dish, only one - "Jade White Jade......

At that moment, I had never been so awake, in this long winter night, I thought of him, thought of him, he also remembered, missed, but it was not me. "Jade White Jade" is an ordinary dish, which can also support his thoughts about her, only "Jade White Jade", isn't this the best explanation? And what about us? What is there but one lie after another?

I slowly lowered my hand and whispered, "It's dark at night, so the general should rest early." ”

After that, he turned around and walked out, looking like he was about to step out of the park...... Hear his voice: "You are ...... too"

This sentence finally made me cry for a day, why now, I still can't stand his words, even if I know that he only has Du Yuxuan in his heart.

For the next few days, I tried not to do anything unusual. Lan Ling, Ah Qiao and Zi Qing were picked up by Ling Yun the next day, and they all remained silent without asking anything.

Soon, I got used to the life of the new yard and gave it a new name: "Lotus Garden". It fits my little print: Half Lotus.

I've been busy with that cosmetics business these days. I heard Ah Qiao say that as soon as the war receded, people from other places came to order this powder, and even the nobles of Hu Zhenguo did not favor this powder. Nowadays, the demand is getting bigger and bigger every month, so we have to rent a room and hire a few people to prepare the raw materials, and of course the process is still made by Ah Qiao or me. So, it's too busy to do it, so I have to supply it in limited quantities.

In addition, I have nothing to do these days, and I have also figured out a way to prevent counterfeiting. These two powders are selling so well that there should be counterfeiters copying them soon. That's why we include instructions for these two powders in each box, with an imprint on them. This mark is made by a side of jade that I asked Ling Yun to help me find, this jade jade is unique to Ancheng, it has a feature, that is, this stone is made of seals, every time it is printed, the glitter in the jade will be printed into each mark, and the stone powder and ink in each piece of jade will have different colors, it looks similar, but if you look closely, there are different shades. The color of my jade seal is slightly blue, so if other people want to imitate it, it is almost impossible for this mark to be consistent.

It's been half a month since I got this done well. In the past half a month, I have not gone out of the door, and I have not stepped out of the second door. I didn't deliberately inquire about him, but Lan Ling and the others always said it in front of me intentionally or unintentionally, and I listened passively and thought unconsciously......

For example, when he came back from a trip to the city, he was saying that the emperor liked to hear that Hu Zhenguo's conspiracy had collapsed at this time, and he wanted to reward Jiang Yunxiu and crown him as the general of Zhenguo, on an equal footing with Marshal Du. I would think, perhaps, that the emperor finally remembered this prince who he had forgotten. Actually, knowing that he is Jiang Yunxiu, I understand what he looked like when he talked about his mother last time, because as we all know, His Royal Highness the Ninth was born to a palace maid, and this palace maid became a noble person by virtue of her son. But in the end, it was not blessed, and when His Royal Highness the Ninth was a few years old, he died, and His Royal Highness the Ninth was raised in the palace of Ruan Guifei, the biological mother of His Royal Highness.

That time, I heard Jiang Yunxiu talk about his mother, his mother shouldn't want to stay in the palace, but because she was pregnant with Jiang Yunxiu, she had to stay in the palace, maybe this is the reason why Jiang Yunxiu always felt that his mother hated him.

One sentence will trigger a lot of associations and memories in me.

For another example, when they go to the General's Mansion, they will come back and say that they have met the General, and the General is thin and emaciated. I will think again, is it still so impossible to let go of Du Yuxuan? But after all, she is also married to a wife, and if she can't let go, it's not all infatuation, so why don't she pity the person in front of her?

After thinking about it, I will laugh at myself, why should I pity you? Just by virtue of your identity, Jiang Yunxiu will not accept you.

Time passes like this day by day, until one day, another person comes to break the balance. To be honest, this person, I haven't seen him in a long time. I kept thinking that if he hadn't come, hadn't said those things to me, hadn't made me make the wrong decision later, maybe everything would have been different.

Perhaps, it's none of his business, all decisions are made from my heart...... RS

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