Maybe that's really selfish!

She smiled, and felt that there was nothing wrong, life was already so difficult, the world was not good, who could she control, who could she take care of?

With Qi Shan, what will happen in the future?

She didn't want to think about it, because thinking about it would make her start to regret her decision, which was just too impulsive.

However, Qi Shan's mother just wants to take care of him by herself until he becomes an adult, and it will only be five or six years at most, and when the time comes, he will be able to buy him a little property, and he will be able to live in peace and stability.

She felt that her plan was very good, so the feeling of baggage was much lighter, and it was much easier to walk.

"What? Have a high-ranking person visit Fengyang Town? The head of the Lan family sat on the throne, his eyes fixed on Lan Yu, "What he said is true?" ”

Lan Yu didn't dare to speak, but the steward who went to rescue him today nodded affirmatively.

The group killed Qi Shan's house, but the people were already gone.

"Could it be that something there has been discovered?" The head of the Lan family was worried in his heart, although he didn't know what it was, but it must be a good thing, since that thing came out, the people of the entire Fengyang Town have changed more or less because of it, if it wasn't for that thing, he would never have dreamed that his family would become a cultivator family, it was simply a divine thing!

"No, you can't let someone snatch anything there. I've got to figure it out. "The head of the Lan family is still worried about his own affairs.

Qing Yu didn't know this, she stood at the entrance of Xiaohe Village, looking at the winding river, which seemed to be a little drier and older than she remembered.

It's not just the river, everything here seems to be very different than before.

I don't know if it's because I was small when I was a child, so I felt that many things around me were behemoths in my eyes, but now I look low and small.

She always felt that the place where she grew up in her memory should not be like this, is it because the time is too long, too long. That's why everything changed in her eyes?

Taking a deep breath, I entered the village, and it was not long before someone noticed such a strange visitor.

The women and men of the village who passed by all stopped to look at her, perhaps surprised by her fluttering. Perhaps just out of curiosity, she remembered that she had heard a story about Luo Shi, but she thought that maybe Luo Shi didn't want others to see her.

The simple tombstone on my mother's grave is long gone, and even the small mound of dirt is now overgrown with weeds, and it is impossible to see what it used to be.

Inadvertently, you will be reminded of the past. Immediately, I felt a stirring in my heart, and tears couldn't help but flow.

She didn't use magic, squatted down, pulled the grass on the grave one by one, and told her parting feelings.

I dug up the mud and put it back on it, and then I thought that I don't know when I will come back in the future, and maybe I will never come back, and by then, I guess I won't be able to see anything here, right?

As soon as she thought of this, she felt a pang in her heart. Once, she thought that after so many years, it was so long that ordinary people had already finished their lives, but she was still suffering for the past.

She understands that some things are dull with the passage of time, but they don't disappear.

I re-erected a monument, stroked it gently, and smiled softly.

She understands that even the best things will decay over time. There is no one, nothing to escape.

"Mother, although you left me early, I will always remember you. Always remember you. I know you don't want to stay here and rot, but I can't take you with me. From now on, you will live in my heart, where I go, where are you okay? ”

She sat at the grave for two days, telling about the twists and turns of her years of experience. In fact, she has always had a sense of regret for her mother, maybe it was because of her own drag that she died so early, right?

In fact, there has always been a doubt in my mind, is my mother a real mother?

She thought of the flower spirit, thought of her father who came alone, if this is the case, then who will be the person lying in the grave?

After all, she is not actually a brave person, and it is clear that the truth is already close at hand, as long as she investigates a little, she can know, but when it comes to the end, she still shamefully retreats.

Perhaps, there are things in everyone's heart that cannot be touched, which cannot be called secret, but they cannot be easily spoken, let alone pierced.

A stranger from the village had already caught their attention, and a group of people surrounded her as if they were watching a monster.

They can't be blamed, for anyone who spends two days and two nights in the graveyard would be strange.

When she saw the village chief and the patriarch, she couldn't say that she was excited, but she felt that she had nothing to say.

These make you all very faced, and there is no one she knows.

"Do you know Yun Tianqing?" Finally, she asked.

Although, at this time, the Yun family and her former home have long since changed, Yun Tianqing's family is two middle-aged men and their daughters-in-law and children, and her own home is only a pile of loess and weeds everywhere.

I really didn't think it before, but when she saw that family looking at her with a defensive gaze, she suddenly understood what Gu Jun said back then.

"The person I care about is gone. There, there are only people who have blood but no affection for me, and when I go back, they will treat me as a guest and respect me as an ancestor. That doesn't make any sense at all. ”

Those words rang in his ears, and Qing Yu suddenly laughed, yes, what's the point?

The people she cared about were no longer in this world, and it would be futile to come back.

Under the strange gaze of the family, she smiled lightly and walked away. Life is like a dream, after the big dream, you will wake up, no wonder the people who cultivate immortals have to cut off the red dust, no wonder they have gradually become hard-hearted in the long years, as if they have no feelings.

Anyone who has experienced this will probably feel like this.

What has been gained and experienced is like a cloud in the sky, which dissipates when the wind blows.

Let it go, she really let it go, from then on she only had the Immortal Dao in her eyes, and from then on, she was also a qualified immortal cultivator.

The people of Xiaohe Village are still in a haze, and there seems to be such a person in the middle, but it is not very real, it seems to be a dream, dreaming of a beautiful and unearthly woman, who came out of the dream.

How is that possible?

Everyone thought it was just a dream, and laughed self-deprecatingly and picked up their hoes and set off towards the fields. (To be continued.) )

PS: It's so difficult to pass the chapter today, the first chapter took almost an hour, and the second chapter was also about 20 minutes, and I was drunk.