Chapter 175: Confusion

Sui'er sat in the warm pavilion, watching the moonlight stain the curtain of the pasted window with frost on the silver-white tiles, and the faint shadow of the curtain on the blue gauze cupboard. Liu Zhaozheng was looking intently at the roster sent by the Taiguan Order, while Sui'er was quietly lying on the couch reading a lone book that Cui Huang had found. It was so quiet in the warm pavilion that only the faint sound of the wicks of the candles peeling off could be heard.

Liu Zhao looked at it for a long time, put it down and lay down to Sui'er's side, stroked her long silky hair, and said with a smile: "I just looked at the roster, the meals of Zhao'er and Chen Ling'er for a day, and the medication, it seems that it is well arranged." ”

Sui'er tilted her head sideways, with a smile on the corner of her mouth, and raised her eyes lazily: "The emperor is really attentive this time, but I don't know if I have ever cared about Sui'er's diet." ”

Liu Zhao's eyes fell on her face, her lips moved slightly, and she smiled a little, "Is Sui'er jealous?" Why does it sound so sour? ”

Sui'er chuckled and leaned closer to Liu Zhao, "It's just jealous, although Sui'er knows that the emperor doesn't have more than one concubine, but he only wants the emperor to have only Sui'er in his heart." ”

"Huh!" Liu Zhao chuckled, hugged Sui'er into his arms, and let her pillow on his arm, he liked to hold Sui'er like this, the two of them were very close, and they were very entangled.

"Do you know if I have Sui'er in my heart? It's just that my heir is too weak, it's been five years since I accepted the concubine, and I only have one child, Sheng'er, I don't know who will inherit the throne after a hundred years. ”

Sui'er said: "God may have heard the emperor's expectations, and as soon as he came, he let the emperor get two imperial heirs, which is the emperor's blessing." ”

Liu Zhao hugged her tightly, "Sui'er, when." You also give birth to a child for me, I will be crowned the crown prince, and let him inherit my throne in the future, our child must be as beautiful as Sui'er, as handsome and intelligent as me, isn't it good? ”

Sui'er smiled and took a sip. The silver carving between the buns pierced the butterfly and shook the thin wings like hair: "The emperor used the pregnancy of the two sisters to make fun of the concubines." ”

Liu Zhao sat up and looked at Sui'er's delicate red lips. Feeling that his lips were so dry, he asked, "What's the teasing?" I really want our children. ”

"The emperor knew that Sui'er was favored every day and did not move, so he made fun of Sui'er." Sui'er pouted. Turned around and ignored Liu Zhao.

Liu Zhao hugged her behind him and said, "That's because we haven't worked hard enough, I'll work hard tonight!" He kissed her earlobe and gasped. The sound of copper leakage is clear, and the tea smoke in the cup gradually cools down. Scattered the heat. Sui'er snuggled in Liu Zhao's arms, listening to the sound of the wind moving pine and bamboo outside the window. There is a bit of peace and tranquility in my heart. The starry sky outside the window is exceptionally sparse and quiet, and the cold stars have a bright light like ice, as if they can reach out and pick them up.

"Your Majesty. If Sui'er can never give birth to an heir for the emperor, will the emperor still be good to Sui'er? ”

"Silly Sui'er, do you have any children? My heart will never change. ”

Sui'er chuckled, "Now in the palace." It is inconvenient to go out, in the past, outside the palace, Sui'er often went out with his father, the starry sky at that time was also so beautiful, and the sky of the grassland desert was so low, as if it could be touched by stretching out his hand. It would be great if Sui'er could also ride a horse across the grassland desert with His Majesty and watch the sunset over the long river. is also like those ordinary couples, at the ends of the earth, forever together. ”

Liu Zhao hugged Sui'er's slender waist and hugged her and said, "I rarely go out of the palace, I want to come to what kind of beautiful scenery it will be." I promise you that I will take Sui'er to travel all over the thirteen counties, the north and south of the river, and with Sui'er, the rivers and lakes, see the soft blue smoke and green, the peach blossoms in the rain, watch the river rushing, and watch the sunset over the long river, okay? ”

Sui'er said happily: "Is what the emperor said seriously? ”

"When did I deceive Sui'er?"

Sui'er turned around and hugged Liu Zhao's waist, leaned her head on his shoulder, and said, "Even once, Sui'er is also content." My father was buried in the desert grassland, and Sui'er has always wanted to go to worship, but I don't know if there is a chance! ”

"Silly Sui'er, I will accompany you when the time comes, the abbot of the country went early, but he is the pillar of the country, and I admire his personality and ability. It's time to pay a respect, too. ”

Sui'er's silent smile is like the clear moonlight shining on the frost, and like the wind with the dark fragrance of roses in the twilight of spring, it rises and falls warmly and lightly.

The clear moonlight in the courtyard is like stagnant water. Occasionally, the breeze blows a moon shadow, just like the sparkling microwave on the lake, rippling a thousand bamboo shadows. Sui'er looked at the peonies blooming outside the window, cold and fragrant, but thought silently, in this way, it is about a quiet time.

Su Zhao'er's joy has passed safely, in addition to playing chess every day, she embroiders small pillows, small belly pockets, etc. for the children, but she is also calm and peaceful. Sui'er would come to see it once a day, and every time she would bring some fresh fruits, or boil some porridge and a few side dishes.

Su Zhao'er stroked the hanging sideburns, looked at the half-embroidered belly pocket, a lively little tiger on it, and smiled unconsciously, Jin'er came up with a plate of oranges, and said with a smile: "Niang Niang is a good embroiderer, this tiger is only half formed, but it is as alive as the real thing, and it makes people feel festive when they look at it." ”

Su Zhao'er's eyes were clear, and she already had a little smile: "Every day there is nothing to do, my mind is on this, so I naturally embroider more carefully." ”

She embroidered a few more stitches, then stopped and took the silk thread and compared the colors, and chose one color after another. Jin'er said: "The tiger is enough, and if you want to embroider a tree on this mountain peak, you have to use dozens of colors, and the mother is not afraid of picking dazzling eyes?" ”

Su Zhao'er pointed to the brightly blooming peony in the courtyard and said, "Look at the flower bones and pink bead curtains that reflect the green of the lake, isn't it also a fascination of people's eyes?" In this case, as long as we calm down and guard ourselves, we won't get lost. ”

"What's obsessed with it?" Before the words fell, I saw Sui'er walking in with Zhao Yu, dressed in snow-white clothes, reflecting the brightness of the room.

Su Zhao'er hurriedly said: "The noble man is here, sit down!" ”

Sui'er didn't say much, cleaned her hands in the copper basin, took a silver needle and said: "I heard your words, since this is the case, my sister is also afraid of the flowers outside, so I will accompany my sister to embroider." ”

Su Zhao'er handed her belly pocket and said, "I feel it, where do you feel it?" ”

Sui'er chuckled, "I envy you." Indulge in the days when the silk threads are flying, and live quietly and quickly. Just like this incomprehensible silk thread, bright green, emerald green, deep blue, goose yellow, vermilion purple. Fu powder. It was green, hibiscus red, and slowly chose to pass through the eyelets of the silver needle. Embroidered on this snow-white silk ground, it seems that this identity is clear, and gradually settles down in the mind. How could I be so comfortable as you to go to see the queen. It's cynicism again, I'm used to it! It's been a long time. I don't think about it. ”

Su Zhao'er said: "You don't have to pay attention to her, we don't know how much idleness she has suffered." When she was a nobleman in the past, there was the Queen Mother, and she couldn't publicize it. Now that the Queen Mother has passed away, she has also become the queen, so she is naturally arrogant. But I think so. The emperor used to be very fond of her. She was only eighteen years old, and she was in the prime of life. The newcomer is favored, and the old man loses favor, and the shared favor will naturally make her crazy. We know this kind of thing in our hearts, and we feel sorry for her. Her only comfort is the position of this queen, if she doesn't take these concubines out of anger, what else can she do? What's more, you are still the most favored person in front of the emperor! ”

After she finished speaking, she looked at Sui'er's reaction, and saw that she was embroidering with her head down, not answering, and she felt that she had said a little excessively, after all, who the emperor favored, it was not who did it on purpose, and it was not up to the emperor's thoughts. Sui'er is naturally beautiful and beautiful, and it is not her fault. Not only does the emperor like it, but what man won't be moved when he sees it? Even women are envious and jealous, loving and hating.

Sui'er sighed and said, "What you say is from your heart, I understand." I won't blame you, since I entered the palace, many things I didn't want to do before, I think about it now, and many things I didn't do before are now done. The habits that have been cultivated since childhood must also be changed. A lot has changed, and that's the environment. If I am friendly with you, you will tell me the truth. You are much more sincere than the Yuan sisters who often go to me. ”

She put down the embroidery, walked to the window, looked at the peony flowers outside the open window, and said in a low voice: "You are better than me, after all, there will be a child coaxed in the future, whether it is a man or a woman, it is always the emperor's blood and blood, and it will be relied on in the future." And what about me, although the emperor is favored now, but what about the future? The Queen Mother is right, if the emperor goes before me, I am destined to be the Queen Mother or the concubine, it is better to go with the emperor, and I can also rely on each other and live forever. ”

"Sui'er, do you really love the emperor?" Su Zhao'er asked.

"Well, I didn't think that the emperor was good to me before, and I only thought it was for my beauty, but since Song Jun's death, I feel that he really loves me, but I am too selfish for his love."

Su Zhao'er asked, "Isn't love selfish?" Who would watch their favorite person hug another woman will only have heartache, right? ”

"Zhao'er, the emperor's country needs a successor, and I have been favored for so long, but I have not conceived an heir, I am afraid that I will ruin the emperor's country."

"You think too much like this, you are still young, you can't conceive, it doesn't mean that you can't always get pregnant, wait, when you reach my age, maybe everything should be there." Su Zhao'er took her hand, tightly, as if silent encouragement. Sui'er nodded, the two looked at each other and smiled, looking at the flowers outside the window, and the knot in their hearts seemed to open a little.

Jin'er said: "Noble Niangniang, this flower blooms well, Ming'er I asked Wang Hai to move some to Niangniang, I heard that there is a place in Niangniang's palace dedicated to raising flowers, grass, and some small animals, let someone take care of it." ”

Sui'er covered her mouth and smiled: "Yes, yes, but it's for raising people!" ”

Su Zhao'er knew her story, and said with a smile: "Yes, it's just a matter of raising something, but I heard that there are more and more people there, and I'm afraid that there will be not enough food." ”

Sui'er chuckled, "If the food is not enough, let the queen mother send some, who told her to get so many people to come, one can't do it, get another one, I have become a shelter here." ”

Su Zhao'er was just about to answer, when she heard a loud commotion outside, mixed with the sound of a woman screaming, the scolding of the palace people and the slurred words.

Su Zhao'er immediately became alert: "Sui'er, what voice did you hear?" ”

Sui'er listened for a moment, and suddenly smiled: "I sound like Chen Meiren's voice, why did she come to see you?" ”

Su Zhao'er was stunned, and immediately stood up, but she didn't know whether to take a look.

Sui'er smiled faintly: "Our identities are more valuable than her, so we don't have to go in person." Sister Yu, you and Jin'er go out to have a look. If something happens in front of our palace gate, come back and report it. (To be continued)