"Come and drink with you,...... dad said," Guan Dad couldn't cry, and raised his head to dry, and poured the tears on his face into his stomach together.

Throwing away the bottle is a silent cry, allowing tears to flow freely......

With a "......bang", the door was slammed open, and the secretary walked in anxiously and said, "Commander, Auntie fainted when she learned the news of Zhiyi." ”

"What? Who told you to tell her. Guan Dad stood up and said.

"I've blocked the news as you ordered, but ......?" The secretary said innocently, "The person has now been sent to the hospital." ”

Dad Guan hurried to the hospital, and the two youngest sons sat on the edge of the bed crying, wooing......

Guan Ma opened her eyes and sat on the bed like a sculpture, silent, and the doctor stood aside helplessly.

"Mom, are you talking?" Guan Zhixin, who was the third in line, touched his tears and shouted anxiously.

"Mom! Say something! Guan Zhiliang pulled Guan Ma's arm and shook it back and forth.

Guan Dad came in and saw this scene, how to call his wife, and there was no reaction at all. So he looked up at the attending doctor who was standing on the side and said, "Doctor Lin, what's the matter?" ”

Doctor Lin pushed the black-rimmed glasses on his eyes, sighed, and said, "Commander Guan, this is caused by her excessive sadness in her heart. After a moment's hesitation, he said, "If you don't get it, she'll get schizophrenia." ”

"This ......," Guan Dad patted the hospital bed and said, "You're an old doctor, you have to think of a way!" ”

Dr. Lin looked at them understandingly and said, "Heart disease still requires heart medicine." ”

"There is no such medicine at all." Guan Dad said with difficulty. There is no resurrection from the dead.

"That's up to the family to save it!" Dr. Lin said helplessly.

"My second brother is no longer ......," Kwan Chi-shin cried.

Doctor Lin looked at Guan Dad and said, "Then it's up to you, it's up to the commander." ”

Guan Dad was dumbfounded when he heard this. "You see that you doctors can't do anything, I'm a rough old man, what do you want me to do? I'm not a fairy Hua Tuo. "Pacing back and forth in the ward, this unfortunate thing after another, what is this for!

Dr. Lin looked at him and said, "Commander Guan, sometimes it's mental. We can't really help as doctors. ”、

Guan Dad waved his hand and said, "Okay, okay, you go out." ”

Dr Lim with Kwan Chi Shun and Kwan Chi Leung. Leaving the ward, leaving space for the old couple to **** wounds to each other.

In the room, there was silence, and each other's breathing could be heard. Dad Guan was irritable and walked around the hospital bed. Finally, he pulled up a chair and sat in front of the hospital bed.

"Child, mother. I see if it's almost enough, don't I feel bad when my son dies? Whoever is changed, everyone feels uncomfortable, but there must be a limit to how sad you are. Look what you've become, don't you remember you used to tell me a lot? You don't mean that you have a high level of consciousness, and you are not quite the same as ordinary people. But you're not even as good as an ordinary person now. There are many people who have sacrificed on the battlefield in southern Xinjiang, so it is impossible to pass this day. ”

Looking at the old wife who is still silent. Guan Dad stood up angrily and paced back and forth irritably. Stopped, looked at her with both hands on his waist, and finally turned into a helpless sigh.

There are doctors and nurses in the hospital to take care of them, and the father and son went home late at night, and Guan's father, who was lying on the bed, couldn't fall asleep, sat on the bed, and looked at the dark night sky: Ah Yong, Dad doesn't blame you, you come back! I finally came back to appease my wife's heart.

Just keep your eyes open until dawn.

Guan Zhixin got up early in the morning, and there was no one to cook, so he had to roll up his sleeves and cook the porridge himself, but fortunately, he could still cook the white porridge. Then I went to the cafeteria to buy steamed buns and steamed buns, and saw Guan Dad coming out of the room with dark circles under his eyes and said, "Dad, eat something!" ”

Guan Dad took a bite and threw away the chopsticks.

"Dad, why did you just take a bite!" Guan Zhixin persuaded, "Eat something, you are like this, my mother is like that......" said and tears fell again.

Dad Guan slapped the table on the spot in an irritable mood, "You always say that your mother's food is not good, I think you are not as good as your mother?" Why am I eating this! ”

Typical of looking for nothing to do, unhappy, angry, and venting the depression in his heart.

Guan Zhixin touched his tears and said, "Dad, I'll do it for you again." He stood up.

Dad Guan waved his hand and said, "Forget it, forget it, you just give me dragon liver and phoenix gall now, and I don't have that appetite." As he spoke, he stood up, shook the military jacket on the back of the chair and said, "You guys eat!" I'm going to see your mother. "Strode out.

I bought a breakfast in the hospital cafeteria, carried it into the ward, stood on the side of the bed and said, "Come and eat breakfast, I will ask the canteen to make millet porridge for you." Lai ......" blew the porridge in the spoon and put the millet porridge into her mouth, but it all flowed out, so panicked that Guan Dad hurriedly found a towel to wipe her mouth, and her chin was ......

This look, a look of refusal, how to feed! Dad Guan simply threw away the towel, put the rice bowl on the bedside table, sat on the edge of the bed, looked at Mama Guan in the same posture as yesterday and said, "Child, what's wrong with you, what do you mean, don't want me and the child anymore." Yes? After a pause, he continued, "Then when you came to me with your child all the way to me, you said that you would follow me for the rest of your life. What's wrong now, so many difficult days, we have both helped each other and come over, the second child is gone, I will lose you again, how can I live in the future! Saying that, he left the chair and sat on the edge of the bed, grabbed her hand, patted it, and said, "There are some things I have never said: the day I married you, I swore in my heart, no matter what you do in this life, I will treat you well, this ups and downs have come over for so many years, we are all old, the children are older, you throw me down at this time, how do you want the old man to live alone!" As he spoke, he couldn't stop crying, "Ah! Why are you leaving me here? Child, the food you cook is delicious, I haven't eaten enough, the old cotton shoes you made are warm, I haven't worn enough, what's wrong with you, talk to me, okay? Rubbing her hand and continuing, "You're going to have a nervous disorder, it's over, you don't know anything, I don't know you anymore, you don't know the children anymore, and I tell you, no matter what you do, you are my daughter-in-law." You're going to be really mentally ill, I'll report early retirement, and I'm going to retire and quit. I'm going to poop and pee at home, and I'll serve you for the rest of my life, okay! Who made you my daughter-in-law! Child, tell me a word, okay? He said almost pleadingly.

Guan Ma was still expressionless, and tears were full of tears, and she was dripping down.

Guan Dad made persistent efforts and said, "I can't lose you, we have all lost too many relatives and can't lose anymore." All right? He put his hands on her shoulders and said, "If you are nervous, I will be nervous with you, ah!" I'm going to have a nerve with you, and see which of us can pass by whom? Good no good. Teary-eyed and tender black eyes stared at her.

Looking at his wife who kept shedding tears, Guan Dad hurriedly said, "Come, cry, cry." Cry a lot, cry out or not! ”

Guan Ma's empty eyes gradually gained focus, looking like an old man who was more than ten years old, with a thousand words to say, but he couldn't say a word. His lips trembled and he whimpered......

"You're comfortable crying, and I'm happy, okay!"

Finally, she rushed over and hugged Guan Dad, as if she was enduring great pain, and the hands that reached Guan Dad's chest tightly grasped the placket of his clothes, and her cheeks were also pressed against his already emaciated shoulders.

Guan Dad didn't move, until the slightest coolness came from his shoulders through his clothes, and he vaguely heard his wife's suppressed sobs, he slowly raised his dry hands, patted his wife's already rickety back very gently, and then hugged her tightly in his arms.

At this moment, Guan's mother has become a helpless child, trembling slightly, and letting Guan's father comfort her. Her eyes were closed, and tears slid down her cheeks like a clear spring, instantly wetting Guan Dad's clothes.

Today, when I received the news of my son's sacrifice, the sky fell, and a big hole was broken in my chest, as if my heart had been stripped out alive. She couldn't hear anything, she couldn't see anything. My son is gone, my son is gone......

was gently comforted by his wife, and the pain in his heart was no less than his own, and the original solid, thick chest was much thinner at this time. Wow, Guan Ma cried out, and let the tears flow unscrupulously.

Guan Dad didn't say anything, just hugged his wife tightly. Because of his introverted personality, he has never been good at conveying his feelings with words. Even if the heart hurts terribly, it is a man who bleeds and sweats, and does not shed tears in front of others.

Dad Guan took her into his arms and hugged her tightly, no less sad than her. The husband and wife **** each other's wounds.

"It's me who is bad, it's me who is not good, and you have experienced the pain of losing your child twice." This time it's real......

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With a bang, the door was opened, and He Zheng strode in and said, "Uncle Guan, Aunt Guan." ”

"Zheng Shao, you're here, Erxiao he...... They have already sent the relics, and we are about to go to see the children one last time. I don't know what happened to Ah Yong? Guan Dad had a thick nasal voice and a hoarse voice.

"That's what I'm talking about? Brother Yong called me and asked Luo'er for help, I don't know what happened? Can't get in touch, and I don't know what happened to Brother Yi? He Zheng said anxiously.

"Wait...... Zheng Shao, what are you talking about! Why didn't I understand? What do you mean? Guan Ma was so anxious that she even brought out the local voice.

"Is that ......?" After receiving Guan Zhiyong's call, He Zheng made detailed arrangements.

"You mean my family is the second child, and I haven't ...... yet It's not ...... yet," Guan Ma said with trembling lips.

"But the doctor announced it on the spot." Guan Dad said excitedly.

"Yes!" He Zheng nodded and said, "But you also know how simple the medical care on the front line is, so after doing a simple bandage for Brother Yi, Brother Yong led someone to find Luo'er." (To be continued.) )

PS: Later two updates