"If I told you why I went to the United States alone, would you keep it a secret for me?"

As the words fell, the man sitting across from him was sluggish, his back began to chill, and his mind began to think wildly......

The woman sitting across from her lowered her head until she was choked up and unable to speak......

Thinking about it, we live in this world, every year, every day, every hour, we are constantly experiencing and growing. We don't know what will happen in the next second, and we won't know where the last second went. There are some things that we can't look forward to, and there are some things that we can't go back to.

Perhaps, everyone wants to go back to the past, and Xu Xian is no exception, of course she will not forget that happy time, short, beautiful, but it seems like a white horse passing by, fleeting.

Imagine, if Xu Xian looked at him more at that time and asked him more, if his psychology at that time had a little deviation, maybe the two of them would still be together now.

But now, there is only possibility left in Xu Xian's emotional world.

Li Jiangnan has no idea what a person will do when he is emotionally hurt and his body is incomplete.

Missing, sometimes it is a sweet elixir, and sometimes it is also a poison that paralyzes the nerves......

"Rong He, Zheng Rong He, Rong Oppa."

Li Jiangnan listened to Xu Xian for twenty minutes, and the frequency of this name was about uh...... Two sentences at a time?

Although Li Jiangnan knew how Xu Xian and Zheng Ronghe met, how they got acquainted, and how they became good friends in the end, he didn't know anything about what Xu Xian said.

yes, where do you know......

Maybe I feel more comfortable after saying it, but saying it doesn't mean forgetting it, but one more person knows.

I can only sigh that fortunately, this person is Li Jiangnan - a tight-lipped otaku, because no one communicates with anyone who wants to say it.

"That's why you don't want to come back?" After listening to Xu Xian tell her story, Li Jiangnan asked.

"Sort of...... Xu Xian sighed and said, "But thank you oppa for the coffee, this taste is quite nostalgic, I haven't drunk it for a long time." ”

"I also have a little fantasy about new things, just like a new game always wants to be the first to play, but ......" Li Jiangnan pouted: "New things are not necessarily fun, such as this coffee, whether it is sweet or not is bitter or not, it has a strange taste." ”

"Huh." Xu Xian barely squeezed out a smile that was more ugly than crying, and wanted to try to say it easily, but his tone was extremely heavy: "I think it's delicious......"

"That's why you're always so submissive, aren't you?" Li Jiangnan asked.

"My previous nickname was 'Qi Pack'......" Seo Hyun smiled.

"Always being bullied?" Li Jiangnan asked.

"Actually...... It's ......"

"Just don't dare to get angry? Or is it just a matter of enduring? ”

Lee Gangnam -- This "top student" of the computer science department of Seoul National University seems to have something to say.

"You've just been putting up with it since you were a kid? Do you endure when the surrounding environment becomes unfavorable to you? Although the people around you may treat you well, there are always people who treat you badly, right? It's going to be vexatious, right? You'll be fine, right? I'll criticize you if it's okay, right? Will you be broken up by others instead of seeing that it won't last long and take the initiative to cut it off? ”

Xu Xian sat still, because she didn't expect Li Jiangnan to have such a side.

Li Jiangnan continued his "impromptu speech": "It's because you've been enduring it that you get hurt." ”

As he spoke, Li Jiangnan asked with interest, "Is there a rubber band?" I'll give you an experiment. ”

"Oh......" Xu Xian took off the rubber band used to tie his hair on his wrist and handed it to Li Jiangnan.

Li Jiangnan grabbed one end and said to Xu Xian: "Hold this one." ”

"Huh?" Xu Xian thought for a while, although he always had a bad premonition, he still strangled the other end with his index finger.

Sure enough, Li Jiangnan pulled the rubber band hard, pulled and pulled, and suddenly let go, Xu Xian's index finger was stretched by the rubber band.

"Hiss......" Xu Xian inhaled in pain.

Li Jiangnan asked, "Does it hurt?" Are you still putting up with it? ”

"......" Xu Xian wanted to say it at first, but after listening to Li Jiangnan, he suddenly didn't want to speak.

Li Jiangnan smiled and apologized: "I'm sorry, I did a bit of a flesh and skin experiment with you." ”

After apologizing, he explained: "But I want to tell you a truth, this is also a story I read from the Internet, this story tells me that the tighter I grasp in the relationship, the more it hurts when I let go, so I don't fall in love, because I don't want to let go, and I don't want to be let go by others, understand?" ”

But what if you don't want to be hurt? Didn't you say it online? Xu Xian was pondering and asking questions.

"Yes." Li Jiangnan took the rubber band on the table, tightened the two ends with both hands, and pulled the rubber band off directly.

"Just pull it off, so that both people will be hurt the same way, and they won't be hit by the band."

"But it's a lot of work......"

Li Jiangnan stuffed the rubber band into his pocket and said: "This rubber band is like a shackle between two people, anyone in the relationship will have some involuntary reasons, which leads to the final breakup of two people, if these involuntary reasons are broken, won't there be world peace?" Wouldn't there be a breakup? But have you ever seen such a person? ”

Xu Xian stopped talking, but looked at Li Jiangnan with a kind of look at the cultural relics in the museum, and that kind of vision revealed a kind of worship, a kind of admiration, and a kind of peace of mind, which was completely different from just now.

"So, oppa means, to break?" Xu Xian asked weakly.

Li Jiangnan thought for a while, and seemed to return to his usual appearance and said, "But haven't you broken up yet?" ”

"We are, but ......"

"Ah...... I get it. Li Jiangnan smiled: "Since you call me oppa, your teacher is my father, from a certain point of view, I have no blood relationship with your own brother, right?" ”

"Almost...... Is it? ”

"The elder brother should encourage you, right?" Li Jiangnan pondered.

"Of course, if you can." Xu Xian replied.

"Then ......" Li Jiangnan thought for a moment and said, "Then I have to bless you...... If you still like him. ”

"Huh?" Xu Xian finally smiled and said as if he understood something: "Hmm! Thank you oppa! ”

"Hehe......"

Li Jiangnan also laughed, but the smile was not very natural, because he always felt that what he was doing was not necessarily right, and he didn't know whether he was hurting her or helping her, after all, it was something that hurt her for so long, could he really let himself make it clear in a few words?

In short, Li Jiangnan is a little apprehensive, a little uneasy, and a little strange, doesn't she understand these truths?

"But where did you learn all these things?" After excitedly taking a sip of coffee, Xu Xian asked casually.

"It's all drawn like this in the comics......" Li Jiangnan didn't think about it either, and said casually.

"Comics?" Xu Xian tilted his head and stared at Li Jiangnan and said, "What comics? ”

"In this world, there is something that no one has ever seen, it is very gentle, very sweet, and I guess if I could see it, everyone would want it...... Because of this, no one has ever seen it, and the world hides it so that it cannot be obtained so easily, but one day someone will find it, and that's ......" (from the anime "Dragon and Tiger")

"Wow......"

After Li Jiangnan finished speaking, the light of admiration in Xu Xian's eyes became brighter and brighter......

"Do you feel like I'm a writer?" Li Jiangnan smiled awkwardly.

"Eun!" Xu Xian nodded violently, and the haze on his face just now had long disappeared on his face.

"Then I'll go back and write you a list, and you can go back and make up for the lessons, after you get there."

"I'm not leaving." Xu Xian said: "Didn't I say that I won't go back for the time being." ”

"Huh?" Li Jiangnan was completely stupid now: "No, that's not what I meant...... You...... Don't...... What should I do......"

"Why not?" Xu Xian asked, "Didn't you ask me to find the thing that was hidden by the world?" ”

"I'll wipe it, it's over......" Li Jiangnan thought to himself: "This ...... It's not going to come back to make up for it...... Isn't this kid really stupid......"

However, although he thought so in his heart, Li Jiangnan still had to say this: "That, actually, you know the score situation, right?" Don't ruin your future on the spur of the moment...... Someone has been injured worse than you, but isn't she alive and well now......"

"Who?"

"Isn't that the ...... That's a lot, anyway. ”

Facing Xu Xian's puzzled gaze, Li Jiangnan hurriedly stopped the words he had just wanted to blurt out, because if he said too much, he would lose ......

At this time, the sun over the city after the dark clouds dispersed, just like Xu Xian's current mood, was very energetic and full of anticipation.

However, where the sun shines, there will always be shadows, and Li Jiangnan is standing in this shadow now, and he can't see the direction in front of him clearly.

PS: It's not easy to get a new book, ask for support