"You didn't let me in just to tell me this, did you?"

Li Junhan touched his nose a little embarrassed. Pen & Fun & Pavilion www.biquge.info

"Or else? There's not much you can say to me and oppa. "The Golden Cultivation Sutra is a matter of course.

“…… What's been wrong with you all lately? It's been a rare time for me to focus on my work lately, and you're ...... one by one."

"One by one? Do you think we all consciously and voluntarily told you about Xiujing! Jin Zhijing sighed.

Be quiet.

"Say whatever you want, I'll listen." Li Junhan also sighed.

Jin Zhijing can be regarded as an old friend who knows him very well.

If she hadn't confirmed that she would have listened, she probably wouldn't have said it.

Perhaps, what is really the ......

"Xiujing has had a terrible year for more than a year." Jin Zhijing said seemingly casually, "I didn't actually plan to move here before, but it was good to live in the dormitory, and I could keep in touch with my teammates more...... It's just that I really can't rest assured of her. ”

“…… Well. ”

"As for what she did, I won't tell you, and you're not interested anyway." Jin Zhijing looked at Li Junhan's face, a little speechless, and said with a little disgust.

"Hmm."

"And then I moved in, for a long time...... For more than a month, she came to my house to sleep basically every day. ”

"Oh."

"I had nightmares every night, and two nightmares woke me up."

“……”

"Hold this death of mine...... I felt like I almost had my ribs cut off by her. ”

“…… That girl has brute force. ”

"Yes, this year, her physical condition has deteriorated very much." Jin Zhijing sighed, "It feels like my body has collapsed, and I don't know what's going on." ”

"You don't have a good meal, do you? It feels like she's lost a lot of weight this year. Li Junhan thought for a while and said.

"Maybe." Jin Zhijing nodded, "But it may also be because of poor rest." ”

"Bad rest?"

"Yes! She doesn't seem to sleep more than four hours a day now. ”

“…… Doesn't it look like she's in the same condition? ”

"Injections!" Jin Zhijing sighed, "From time to time, she seems to run to the dermatology department......"

“……”

"Last month, right? She came to my house that night, and we had dinner together, and she couldn't hold a plate steadily. Jin Zhijing sighed, "My hands are shaking." ”

“……”

Li Junhan suddenly remembered the thing she used to open the drink bottle just now.

In the past, Zheng Xiujing didn't talk about drink bottles, she could open the red wine bottle by herself!

"Oppa, seriously, haven't you forgotten Xiuyan Xi?" Jin Zhijing looked at Jin Zhijing with a serious face.

Li Junhan was stunned for a moment, and glanced at Jin Zhijing.

Perhaps, in addition to Li Juli, only this girl can make Li Junhan say what is in his heart, right?

Li Junhan nodded lightly.

"I really didn't see it, oppa, you are so affectionate!" The feeling of Jin Zhijing's words sounded a little ironic.

"......" Li Junhan didn't say anything.

"Tell me, you're the one who was abandoned, so you can't forget it? But, oppa, it's not the first time you've been abandoned, haven't you gotten used to it? Won't it be fine in a few days? ”

“…… How can you talk like that! Li Junhan had a black line in his head.

"That's what it was! Your ex-wife also abandoned you, right? Oh, by the way, you said you almost killed yourself by jumping into the river that time...... Not allergic, Jing abandoned you, but I didn't see how you were. Kim Jijing seems to be beginning to recall Li Junhan's love history.

Li Junhan suddenly felt that he was a failure.

Although it looks like I've never chased after a girl, I ...... Every time I am the one who is dumped!

"So, is there any difference between Xiuyan Xi?" Jin Zhijing seemed to be determined to help Li Junhan sort it out, and brought the topic back.

"I don't know." Li Junhan shook his head sincerely.

He actually didn't mind Jin Zhijing to help him sort it out. This kind of topic can't be talked about with Li Juli, I'm afraid only Jin Zhijing can talk about it, right?

“…… You can't forget that there is always some reason for her, right? Is it inconvenient to say that......" Jin Zhijing's face was slightly red.

Li Junhan was stunned for a moment, his face turned red, embarrassed.

"It seems so!" Jin Zhijing sighed.

“…… Not really! Li Junhan hurriedly shook his head.

"It doesn't matter, everyone is an adult and can understand." Jin Zhijing had a generous expression, "That's except for ...... Well, what about those things outside of that? ”

Li Junhan was silent.

"None? oppa…… You're really ......" Jin Zhijing spurned with a face.

Deep contempt.

"Yikes! Golden Cultivation Sutra! You shut up! Li Junhan was completely fried.

Let her say that she has become something!

"Pervert."

"......" Li Junhan felt that he couldn't stay here anymore.

I'm going to get up and go.

"Do you want to try it with Xiujing? Maybe you forgot about Suyeonxi......"

Li Junhan really wants to do a variety show reaction.

Stand up halfway, and then, fall to the ground.

It's just that this is not a variety show after all, Li Junhan can only look at the serious Jin Zhijing there with a ridiculous face.

"Anyway, I don't think Xiujing minds. Even if you try it......"

"Planting scriptures! I think you really need to find a boyfriend. Li Junhan interrupted Jin Zhijing's words, "What kind of spring heart has you become!" ”

"Then if it weren't for this, you wouldn't be able to forget Xiuyan Xi, there would always be something......" Jin Zhijing looked indifferent, "What impresses you, right?" Moment? Or ......"

"Hmm."

"What?" Kim seems to have finally found the crux of the problem.

“…… At the beginning of last year, Jia Yun solo's song "Nightmare", have you heard it? ”

"Yes. I also bought 10 albums to show my support. Jin Zhijing nodded, "A very nice song." How to ......"

"That song, I'm in ...... A few years ago, when I went to the United States for medical treatment because of a car accident, I wrote it on the plane. Li Junhan thought about it and decided to tell the truth, "On the plane, I met Xiuyan by coincidence...... She happened to be sitting next to me. Then, leaning on my shoulder and falling asleep......"

“…… At that time, you were? ”

"Nope." Li Junhan shook his head, "We really didn't know each other well at that time. ”

"Then why do you rely on you......" Kim Jijing looked suspicious, but quickly, "oppa, you continued. ”

"Anyway, I fell asleep leaning on my shoulder, and then, I was having nightmares......"

“…… And then there was the song? ”

“…… You can listen to me! Li Junhan suddenly realized that Jin Zhijing was really not a good listener.

Jin Zhijing hurriedly made a gesture of please.

I saw her brow furrowed as if in pain, and then ...... He stretched out his hand and rubbed his ......."

"Yikes! Pervert! Aren't you unacquainted? You're just going to get started......"

“…… I don't know! Li Junhan looked aggrieved, "It's just a little subconscious...... Then, her frown spread out and she laughed. ”

“…… Do you remember? ”

"I can't forget it until now." Li Junhan nodded sincerely, "At that moment, her smile was so beautiful......"

"......" Jin Zhijing didn't know what kind of expression he should make.

There was silence in the room.

It took a while.

"Anyway, even if you laugh now, it's not a smile for you." Jin Zhijing finally chose the most abrupt way to resolve this embarrassing scene.

"I know." Li Junhan nodded, his face expressionless. "And it's my own fault."

"Didn't you get dumped? Why are you still taking the blame on yourself? ”

It was quiet again for a long time.

Li Junhan didn't say anything, and Jin Zhijing didn't speak, she could see that Li Junhan seemed to have fallen into some memories.

"Actually...... I could have had a chance to get it back. Li Junhan said a little sullenly, "In our ...... I called her before we officially broke up, and she said she could come back to me if I promised her not to go to the law of the jungle video. ”

“…… So, are you afraid of letting Bingwan oppa carry this pot, so, you carried it yourself? "Jin Zhijing seems to understand something.

"No, it has nothing to do with Bing Wange." Li Junhan shook his head. "At that time, I didn't think I should be sorry for Brother Bingwan for her."

“…… Then you are still here affectionately! Jin Zhijing's originally somewhat sympathetic face instantly switched to contempt, "So you actually dumped her, right?" ”

"At that time...... Actually, so to speak. Li Junhan sighed, "She asked me not to go to the video of the law of the jungle, and I refused without thinking about it, maybe it was really that I thought that Bing Wange's position in my place was indeed a little higher than her......"

"And then? Regret it now? ”

"No regrets." Li Junhan shook his head, "I promised that the things that people must do, and there is nothing to regret about this matter." ”

“…… I really don't understand you. Jin Zhijing sighed, "Since you were like that at the time, it's been more than a year, why ......?"

"I've been through a lot in the past year." Li Junhan smiled slightly, "Even for a few months, I didn't know if I was asleep or awake, alive or dead......"

“…… So sick? ”

"There is a reason for the disease, and there is a reason to take medicine." Li Junhan said simply. "During that time, I thought several times that it was better to live like this than to die......"

“…… Then...... "Kim Jijing finally understood," has something to do with Xiuyan? ”

"Well, once again I ran out of the house like a madman, I don't know where I ran all the way, and I just wanted to ...... like that" Speaking of this, Li Junhan laughed, "Someone reached out and pulled me." ”

Be quiet.

"Then I realized, well, it turns out that what I am facing in this world is not all kinds of suffering...... Maybe for some people, I can actually continue to live. Li Junhan glanced at Jin Zhijing, who had a complicated expression there, "That day, right there, I was like a psychopath...... Well, actually, I was a nervous at the time, giggling and walking all day down that boulevard. Looking back, there were a lot of things between me and Su-yeon. Something that I thought I had no memory of, and that was in the past...... When we eat together, we fight to grab a piece of meat, and when we go out to play, we guess who pays the fare...... Something like that. ”

"Sounds like something that can be easily forgotten......" Kim nodded his head.

"And then, the smile I just told you about on the plane." Li Junhan also nodded, "That smile made me realize that I actually like Suyan more than I imagined, and I like to be with her more." The time I spent with her, before we broke up, there was never even any unhappy memory. It's all smiling, smiling......"

Be quiet.

"When so-yeon laughs in front of you, she must be beautiful."

"Hmm." Li Junhan sighed, "It's just ......"

"Distressed?"

“…… Some. ”

"Why don't you say these things to Xiuyan? She knows, and maybe she'll forgive you. Jin Jijing continued to ask: "I include Xiujing, we always thought that you were tired of it, and then Xiuyan ran away by herself before you dumped her." ”

“…… How can I get tired of it! Li Junhan shook his head.

"Pervert."

"Yikes! Golden Cultivation Sutra! Can you talk well! Li Junhan really felt that this girl was uncomfortable with changing the law to find herself.

Of course, it may also be in this way to enliven up the atmosphere that has just been a little heavy by Li Junhan's sincerity.

"I heard Xiujing tell me that Xiuyanxi told her that she felt that you were no longer passionate about her, and it felt like coping with life, and you began to show some things in front of her that she couldn't understand, and she felt a little scared, so she ran away......"

"I can't understand anything...... Li Junhan actually knows, although he asked.

Said. Li Junhan has heard it.

"Anyway, it's ......" Jin Zhijing waved his hand, even what she knew, it was impossible for Li Junhan not to know.

It's just that you know, why ask? Li Junhan's gaze made Jin Zhijing a little embarrassed.

It's a little awkward quiet.

"Actually, I really don't know how to tell Oppa about Xiujing." Jin Zhijing finally broke the embarrassment, "I just think I should persuade you to try to accept it......"

"Planting scriptures! Compared to Xiujing, I'm not as good as ......"

"Nothing better." Jin Zhijing interrupted Li Junhan's words that diverted the topic a little, "Oppa, can't you let go of something?" Just like Xiujing. ”

“……”

"She told me some time ago that she didn't want to renew the contract of S.M. She didn't want to be an entertainer anymore. ”

“…… She told me today that she wanted to come to JHL. ”

"She knew you wouldn't want her." Kim Jae Ching said with a smile, "So she's been trying to find a job these days. ”

“…… She has a broken brain, and you don't persuade her? ”

"Why didn't I persuade." Jin Zhijing sighed, "I can persuade you, but ...... It's useless! ”

“……”

"As soon as she said it, if she was no longer f(x) krystal, just Zheng Xiujing, maybe oppa you could treat her as an ordinary girl, and no longer a student, Zheng Xiuyan's sister...... and so on, so even if she can only find a job as a supermarket cashier, she will not continue to be an artist. Jin Zhijing looked at Li Junhan and said lightly: "Oppa, you see, you successfully destroyed a little girl." ”

“……”

"Really, oppa, in fact, Xiujing doesn't want much, you don't treat her as a little girl anymore, it may be enough......"

"But I really ......"

"oppa, actually, I guess, you probably plan not to fall in love in the future, and you won't have any emotional entanglements with other girls, right?" Jin Zhijing said with a smile.

“…… Why do you think so? ”

"It's just the feeling!" Jin Zhijing took it for granted, "And according to your character, this is a very possible thing." After all, now you will suspect that your illness is not completely good, so you will definitely not dare to provoke Xiuyan again. And since Xiuyan has taken such a big weight in your heart, you can hold it down...... I'm afraid it's impossible to accept anyone else, right? ”

“…… Well. Li Junhan nodded in acknowledgement.

"So, I have a proposal, would you like to hear it?" Jin Jijing laughed. (To be continued.) )