Chapter 40: Manju Sawa
"Although I have my own attending doctor, in fact, Dr. Ma has always been in charge of my condition, his eyes, so thief, although wearing a mask and a hat, only show a pair of eyes, but at first glance it is him, the gas coming out of the needle tip in his hand will be red and green, walking towards me slowly, even if he is wearing a mask, I can still feel that he is smiling!"
Speaking of this, Han Tian's hands trembled even more, but he tried to calm himself down, and continued: "He walked up to me and squeezed out some liquid, as soon as the liquid came outside, it immediately turned into gas, and the sharp needle was right in front of my eyes, watching Doctor Ma stick the needle tip into my temple, I struggled madly, according to my doctor, it seemed that I didn't expect me to have so much strength, I was a little caught off guard, and over there, after Dr. Ma pierced the needle, he pushed the syringe hard, but I didn't know what was going on, It seemed like the liquid couldn't get in at all, and I just felt my head blow up, and there was a lot of pressure inside. And at this moment, I resisted desperately, and the doctors couldn't hold me anymore, so Dr. Ma suddenly became irritable, threw away the syringe, and slapped me hard......"
Han Tian covered his face and sighed: "In the end, they injected me with sedatives, and when I woke up, I was here, and my mother was there, and I heard my attending doctor and my mother say that I still have to be hospitalized for a while."
Looking at his empty eyes, I feel sorry for everything he has encountered, maybe some of what I just said is fantasy, or exaggeration, or my own subjective distortion of facts, but that kind of fear and helplessness is real, and the tortured inhuman boy in front of me seems to be really my brother, I just want to protect him.
"Are you sure Dr. Ma hit you?" I immediately regretted asking this sentence!
"Sister, don't you believe me?" Han Tian looked at me with unfamiliar eyes: "I didn't say anything about this matter, not even my mother told you, I only told you one person, because I always remember what you said last time, and I want to try to make everyone think that I am a normal person, so things that seem unreasonable, I will not mention it to anyone except you." But, sister, don't you believe me now? Does the whole world think I'm crazy......
Listening to him speak with such a strong logic, it's hard to believe that he is a psychopath! He looked at the front with his eyes as if he was at home, I was so worried to see it, the person he trusted the most now was me, but I questioned him just now, and suddenly felt so regretful......
"How is that possible, of course not! I'm just emphasizing that you're too sensitive, and if I treat you like a psychopath, how can I talk to you for so long? What normal person likes to chat with neurotics, right? I smiled and touched Han Tian's head.
He exhaled and smiled calmly, but then said seriously: "Sister, you must be careful of Doctor Ma, everything about his appearance is fake, gentle and polite, everything is pretended by him, when he feels that there is no need to disguise, he will show a very dark and vicious side, and I have recently felt something strange in my body, obviously it was done by Doctor Ma, although I can't guess what his purpose is now, but it must be a big conspiracy!" Sister, you must stay away from him! The farther away the better! ”
"Something strange about the body? What's wrong? I asked with concern.
"I often dream that I am wandering alone by the lake, if I just dream at night, it is okay, several times in broad daylight, as long as I am not concentrating, unconsciously it is like a dream, I dream that I am walking around the lake, sometimes there will be Dr. Ma in my dreams, he always wants to deal with me, but it seems that I can't do anything about me, I don't know what the situation is, every time I watch a movie like a monkey playing tricks in front of me, but in the end I leave in a hurry."
"The lake you're talking about can't be the central lake downstairs, right?" I asked tentatively.
"Yes, sister, how do you know?"
There is something wrong with this lake, how can there be such a beautiful lake, whether it is sunlight or moonlight, the surface of the lake shines like countless diamonds, the more beautiful things are, the more dangerous this sentence is not wrong at all! Otherwise, I will spend the night by the lake today and see what the secrets are, why you can't go in there at night, and make it so mysterious. I looked at the time, it was 6 o'clock in the evening at the moment, and after I was going to see my grandmother, I immediately slipped into the central lake, and I won't come out tonight!
As soon as I walked out of the ward, I saw that Han's mother had been at the door, and as soon as she saw me, she came up to me and said, "Ruolan, thank you, every time you talk to Tian Tian, he will calm down."
Suddenly, what Han Tian said to me just now, I still felt that I should confirm it: "Auntie, has Dr. Ma been treating Han Tian?" ”
"yes," Han's mother said.
"Doesn't Han Tian have his own doctor? And isn't Dr. Ma a psychiatric? How could you treat Han Tian? I asked, puzzled.
"Although he is a psychologist, but he can't do any department, and the technology is not under the experts, he has been helping us since he entered the hospital, we are fortunate to meet Dr. Ma, this noble person, hey, but Tian Tian has never known gratitude, always with him, fortunately people don't care, and Tian Tian is so patient, I really don't know how to express my gratitude to him."
I wanted to ask Han's mother if Dr. Ma would beat Han Tian, but since she said so, I swallowed the words again. Suddenly, I felt ridiculous, how can I always take the words of a psychopath seriously, it seems that if I stay any longer, my nerves will be abnormal!
After looking at the time, it was more than 6 o'clock, so I quickly comforted Han's mother and walked to the ward next to my grandmother.
I opened the door and went in to find my grandmother standing at the window with her back to me, I shouted, but there was no response, I walked over gently, before I had time to shout again, my grandmother turned around and hugged me, and the moment I turned around, I saw her face full of tears, Chu Chu's pitiful eyes, at that moment I had an illusion, grandma is a tactful and moving girl. And I was hugged so tightly that she was allowed to cry on my shoulder.
"Manju Sawa has come to an end, and from now on, we will live together and die together. Don't give up, he'll be there soon". Grandma hugged me and whispered in my ear.
When I heard the words "don't give up, he will appear soon", I suddenly felt a pain in my heart, and tears welled up at once. At this moment, how much I hope that it is Wan Boyi who hugs me, don't say anything, just hug me tightly, no matter how big the grievances and pain can be relieved in his arms......
"But when will he appear?" I cried uncontrollably.
"As long as you insist, it's fast".
"I'm so tired, I don't want to take it all ...... alone"
"You're not alone, he's harder than you".
I have never been so calm, the three words of Wan Boyi have been read many times in my heart, I don't know who to tell, I don't know who to tell, I don't know who to tell for so long, there has not been a shoulder for me to cry like this. The depressed mood was suddenly released, and at the moment I wanted to cry uncontrollably, that's all.
"Ruolan, you're here, what are you talking about", Grandma's nurse walked in and greeted me.
What are you talking about? Suddenly, it dawned on me that I had been talking to my grandmother for so long, but what I said was about Wan Boyi, so what did my grandmother say? Why did I talk to my grandmother right? Suddenly, I felt a little creepy, every time my grandmother seemed to be able to see through my mind, looking at the grandmother in front of me wearing the red pajamas I bought, I felt a little strange and weird, but this idea was immediately dispelled, even if there is really anything weird, she will always be my grandmother, my dearest and most beloved person!