Chapter 108: Confused

The lights in the study were always on, and Dante never saw anyone again, but he didn't turn off the lights and leave. My legs kneeling on the ground about half a pillar of incense time began to numb, now although the first month, but the weather is still cold, we are still wearing cotton clothes and cotton pants, so just kneeling is fine, but at this time the cold has spread from the knees to the whole body, the whole person has frozen.

I heard footsteps behind me, and there was a sound of Suosuo, and I looked back, but it was Ah Qiao who came. She half-knelt beside me and said softly, "Miss did this...... Even if there is something, you can talk about it, but why do you talk to Ling Guard, what does it mean to kneel here in anger?"

When I heard her say this, I knew that she didn't know about Ding Xianglai, and I am afraid that these things were also taught by Ling Yun.

But I could only say in passing: "Don't worry about this, my father wants me to go back to the capital, but I don't want to." Now that he has been killed by gangsters again, his life and death are unknown, I can only kneel at his old man's house, hoping that he will be auspicious and prosperous. "I deliberately raised my voice a little, hoping that Ding Xiang could hear and understand my mind.

Ah Qiao hurriedly said: "Have you forgotten what Doctor Mu told you?"

I looked at her blankly, not knowing what she was going to say. Ah Qiao saw that I didn't react, pouted with dissatisfaction, and said: "Let you not stimulate your legs for half a year, this looks like the half-year time limit is approaching, you are good, and now you are still kneeling on this bluestone slab in the cold weather, I don't think I want this leg." ”

The tingling sensation in my leg told me that Ah Qiao was right. But now, this is the only way to make Ding Xiang completely dead, and only in this way can I feel a little lighter about disobeying him. What's more, this is related to Jiang Yunxiu's life and death, and I dare not take it lightly. Not to mention a leg, even if it might endanger my life, I wouldn't dare to leave easily.

Thinking of this, I straightened up and said to Ah Qiao: "I have my own measure. There you go. ”

Ah Qiao sighed and said, "Miss, I know you are stubborn, so be it." Even if you have to kneel, use this pad. With that, he took out a cushion from behind him and put it under my legs.

I think so. Hand on the ground ready for her to be placed under her legs. Unexpectedly, he found that his right leg was unconscious. This realization took me by surprise. But in order not to persuade Ah Qiao again, I had to pretend to be smiling and said, "Ah, I've been kneeling for so long, my legs are too numb, you help me a little bit, so I can pad this mat." ”

Ah Qiao pouted, but his hand still helped him over. Put that cushion underneath before leaving.

With this upholstery. I held on for another hour, and at last my legs went limp, and I half-sat on the mat. I can't hold up my legs, so I can only barely hold up my hands on the ground, otherwise the whole person may collapse on the mat.

It seemed to be past midnight, and the temperature dropped so low that I began to shiver all over, and my right leg was already unconscious, and my left leg was no better, and the sore, numb, and painful feeling was the same as before.

I don't know how long it took, but I seemed to be about to lose consciousness, but someone gently hugged me and leaned on his shoulder. I knew it was Ling Yun, and shook my head slightly, signaling that I was fine.

Ling Yun whispered in my ear, "Jiang Yunxiu is almost in Ancheng, there should be no problem." I have sent a dozen masters to escort him secretly, and I will be able to keep him safe. “

I listened to him and breathed a sigh of relief. At the same time, I heard the study door squeak open, and Ding Xiang walked out slowly. Seeing my embarrassed portrait, he sighed lightly and said, "Just for a man, make yourself like this?" These men surnamed Jiang, I don't know what's good, why did you plant them again and again?"

I closed my eyes softly, as if I hadn't heard them, because I didn't know how to answer.

Although I didn't open my eyes, I could feel Ding Xiang's disdainful gaze falling on me.

After a while, I heard Ding Xiang's voice sound again, but this time, his tone became much softer: "Actually, you are like me, I was to Biying back then...... Alas, Qing'er, you are smart and resolute, thoughtful, and absolutely worthy of those eight words. It's just that you are too kind, too affectionate, and too soft-hearted, which is your fatal wound. He paused, seemed to turn his face a little, and said to Ling Yun, "So, Leader Ling should protect her well and remind her." And ......," he continued to me again, "Since you have already started to use this 'purple eye', then the honor and disgrace behind the Ding clan is your responsibility." ”

I opened my eyes and looked at Ding Xiang, and my heart was full of mixed feelings. When I heard him say that "eight-character proverb", I wanted to refute him, I never thought of "power over the world"; When he said that I was too soft-hearted, I knew from the bottom of my heart that he was right, but I wanted to argue with him and didn't want to admit it; Finally, when it comes to "Purple Eyes", I feel that the identity and responsibility that I have been getting rid of for a long time have finally returned to me, and now, it is too difficult and difficult to talk to Jiang Yunxiu about feelings without any burden......

I broke free of Ling Yun's support, knelt down again, and said, "Daughter, thank you for your father's teachings." I wanted to return the "Purple Eyes", but I remembered that I took the initiative to come back yesterday, and now I have to give up.

"Okay, I'll go back to Beijing now. I can't wait for your third brother, you are now the number of "Yunshiji", there are more people than Daddy, and I can't force you to go back to Beijing with Daddy. It's just that it's not necessarily good to think about returning to Beijing now, and it's not necessarily bad for you to stay here. Then, I won't force it anymore. After Ding Xiang finished speaking, he slowly walked out.

I looked at Ding Xiang's back, bowed to the end, and said, "Daughter, thank you daddy for your success, goodbye daddy." ”

What I didn't expect was that this parting would become a permanent secret.

People are always like this, when people are in front of them, they always think of what he is not and what he is not good, but as soon as he leaves, all that appears in front of him are pieces of harmony and beauty that have long been forgotten before.

Just like now, I feel strange in my heart that Ding Xiang handed over this mountain-like heavy responsibility to me, so that I can't leave this identity and be with Jiang Yunxiu unrestrained, but I forgot that as for him, now that he is at the end of the crossbow, he can only give me the responsibility of protecting the Ding clan to me, who has spent the most effort to cultivate; I blame Ding Xiang for wanting to assassinate Jiang Yunxiu, but I forgot that the killer sent by the royal family was ruthless to Ding Xiang, and Ding Xiang was just an eye for an eye.

But now I didn't think about it so much, and after a long time, I could only sigh: I was just confused at the time. (To be continued......)