"I have a lot to say to you, but now my heart is very messed, never so messed up, I am a little scared, because I will lose you, I will lose my loved ones, go alone to a far away, very strange world, but when I leave, I can see you reinvigorated, I can still be loved by you, I am not so afraid.

I'll start talking about it from the time we met, the tall and handsome school grass fell in love with me, Cinderella, I can't believe it, but I yearn for the feeling of being watched, so, I agreed to your pursuit, a handsome, talented person likes me, what am I not satisfied with? Why should I not be satisfied? ”

When he saw this, Zhang Yang seemed to see the girl who was a little timid, a little scared but with a hint of expectation standing in front of him, peeking at himself.

"Are you lying to me? Did you make a bet with someone to chase me...... Still, I'll say yes......"

Do you crave to be loved? Xiangyu?

"You didn't lie to me, you really made me your girlfriend, I'm very happy, even though you can't take care of people, but I can take care of you, which I'm very content.

But when you're down, do you know how much my heart hurts? But I can't force you, I'm waiting for you to figure it out by yourself, I know, a person drilled the tip of the horns, it will not be easy to come out, I work, make money, maintain our expenses, maybe you don't know, every day I still work part-time in a fast food restaurant, but I don't feel tired, but I feel very happy, because I believe that when you figure it out, you will be very good to me, and we will be very happy in the future.

But when I found out one day that my stomach cancer was in an advanced stage, I really broke down! How did I get this disease? Why did God do this to me? The two of us may be destined to be fated, but fortunately, although I am just a passerby in your life, you are my forever. ”

When he saw this, Zhang Yang's eyes and nose finally felt an incomparably sore, tears poured out like a flood that opened the floodgates, and Zhang Yang finally cried!

He put the letter down. Afraid that tears would wet the letter, he opened his mouth wide and tried hard to control his emotions to prevent himself from making a bitter sound...... But the sobbing of the cry still made him make a sound. He could only bite his arm in his mouth......

This is a moment when he and Xiangyu are alone, and he doesn't want to disturb anyone, nor does he want to be disturbed by anyone......

"I've been thinking for a long time, to stay by your side in the last moments of my life? Or will you use this opportunity to leave you ruthlessly and cheer you up? I chose the latter. Because I can't be too selfish......"

"I'm glad you were able to pick myself back on for me, I'm glad you didn't hate me, I'm glad you did, I'm so happy ......"

"Maybe you don't know, since I met you, I have been very happy every day, I feel that you are a gift from God, I believe that one day, you will become a world-famous star, but I can't see that day. I can't be by your side, but I will pray for you, no matter what world I am in, I will pray for you. ”

"Yang, I have no regrets in my life, I am a rural girl, I can get your favor and love you, I have already got what I want, so. I will go with peace of mind, you have to live well, then I will be very happy. ”

By the time I wrote this, my notes were starting to get messy. It seems that Xiang Yu has no strength, and it can be seen from the formless words that Xiang Yu's hands are trembling weakly at the moment.

Zhang Yang bit his lip tightly and continued to read.

"I'm a selfish girl after all, and I don't want you to forget me. But you are going to start your new life, so please put me in a corner of your heart and don't forget me completely, otherwise I will be very sad. ”

"Yang, I haven't had a father since I was a child, and my mother raised me alone, but now I haven't had time to repay her, I'm leaving, my request is very undeserved, but I still hope that you can take the time to visit my mother when you are not busy, after all, after I leave, she will be very lonely, and in this world, I believe in you the most, and I also know that you will definitely agree to my unreasonable request, right?"

"Yang, I really can't hold on anymore, I feel like I can leave at any time now, I can't wait for you to come, I can't see you for the last time, I think in the past six months, you must be more handsome than before, right? I'm sorry, I really can't hold on anymore, so I'll write it here, I want to say goodbye to my mother...... Yang, I'm sorry, forgive me for being the first to leave, Yang, I'm sorry, I love you......"

After Xiang Yu's letter was written, the last few words could only be guessed by the shape, but Zhang Yang still knew clearly what Xiang Yu wanted to write.

Xiangyu, I'm sorry for you, it's not that you're sorry for me, you've done enough for me, but what have I done for you? No! Nothing!

After reading the letter, the heart-rending pain began to officially make Zhang Yang feel that Zhang Yang's pain was in a ball, and he fell to the ground and couldn't stop convulsing.

He bit his lip tightly, blood left down the corners of his mouth, snot and tears mixed on his face, and his forehead had been broken, but these were not as good as the boundless sadness in his heart, the kind of regret that he wanted to take out and trample on his heart, the helplessness and unwillingness to be powerless!

It took a long time for Zhang Yang to recover from his state of grief and remorse, he stood up, found a tissue to wipe the blood and stains on his face, and then pushed open the door and walked to the room where Xiangyu was sleeping.

Zhang Yang felt that he would never forgive himself in his life, Xiangyu would not occupy only one corner in his heart, but would occupy the entire heart! Since seeing the sky, Zhang Yang's heart is not only beating for himself, but beating with Xiang Yu, Xiang Yu has not gone far, as long as there is a place for him, Xiang Yu is there.

And Xiangyu's mother will naturally be handed over to him in the future, Xiangyu's mother is his mother, and from now on, he will have one more mother.

Xiangyu's mother has changed Xiangyu into a new dress, the kind worn by dead people, Xiangyu leaned on her mother's arms unconsciously, her body was already stiff, Xiangyu's mother just hugged her daughter like this, dumbfounded, looking at Xiangyu's hand without focus.

Zhang Yang came to them and took out a small red square box from his arms.

This was what he prepared for Xiang Yu, and he was originally going to give it to Xiang Yu, and by the way, he also proposed.

Open the box, a platinum ring lying quietly in the box, no diamonds, no complex decorative carvings, very ordinary, very ordinary a platinum ring, Zhang Yang gently took out the ring, then knelt on one knee on the ground, gently picked up Xiang Yu's left hand, and carefully put the ring on Xiang Yu's ring finger, Zhang Yang's movements were very careful, very light, as if he was afraid of hurting Xiang Yu.

On Xiangyu's ring finger, Zhang Yang's name was engraved.

After the ring was worn, Zhang Yang stood up and took off a hanging chain from his neck, and a delicate jade pendant was tied to the red rope, which was a jade pendant in the image of Maitreya Buddha.

Zhang Yang leaned down and gently hung the jade pendant on Xiang Yu's neck, and then straightened Xiang Yu's collar before standing up straight.

Xiangyu's mother had already come back to her senses when Zhang Yang knelt on one knee, and she watched Zhang Yang complete this series of actions with amazement.

Wear a ring and hang a jade pendant.

When Zhang Yang stood up after doing this, Xiangyu's mother smiled. (To be continued.) )