"Wan Boyi! Help me! Help me! "I screamed his name desperately in the dark, and tried with all my strength to break free from the chains that held me to death, but the cold, thick chains held me like snakes. It was as if there was no living creature in the world, and I was the only one left, helpless, frightened, prostration, trying to struggle but unable to do anything, like a nightmare, with body and soul deeply bound and never able to break free......

"Ruolan! Look! ”

I opened my eyes suddenly, and found Wan Boyi holding my shoulders with both hands and shaking me, and I calmed down and found myself standing at the entrance of the cave. I looked at him suspiciously, and then at my surroundings, and the evening sky was dim and dark. I was rescued by Wan Boyi? Why hasn't it changed that day? Walking all the way through the mountains just now, I saw that the sky was getting darker a little bit, if he was rescued, then why wasn't the sky darker than just now?

"Let's go inside!" Wan Boyi saw that I was stunned, so he took my hand and began to walk forward.

I stopped where I was, not understanding why I was going in! At this moment, it is Wan Boyi who is pulling me, will he become Doctor Ma after entering? I was nervous, but I didn't know where to speak, but I cautiously asked, "Are we really going in?" ”

"Don't worry, I'm here, there's nothing to be afraid of!" Wan Boyi smiled at me and led me on.

I grabbed him hard!

"What's wrong?" He was forced to stop and look at me, and I was standing at the mouth of the cave, my eyes staring inside, trembling!

"Why don't you wait for me outside?" Wan Boyi smiled evilly at me like that just now, and then walked inside.

I rushed over like crazy and hugged him from behind! Fortunately! Fortunately, I hugged him while he was still outside the cave! My heart was beating wildly, I couldn't believe it all!

"Ruolan, what's wrong with you?" Wan Boyi was frightened by my abnormal behavior, slowly turned around, and helped me wipe away my tears.

"Can you believe it? I...... I've been in there! "I was panicked and confused, I didn't know how to express it, and I was already in tears unconsciously, will Wan Boyi believe my words? No wonder the sky was the same as before entering the cave. Nothing has changed, it turns out that I haven't actually gone in at all! Everything that went into the cave just now was my own fantasy, and it seems that it has been so long in my fantasy, but in fact, it is only a moment!

But. Fantasy is fantasy, how can fantasy happen in reality? Wan Boyi's words "Don't worry, with me, there's nothing to be afraid of" and "Otherwise, you wait for me outside" and so on, these words are what I "experienced" just now! It's not just the language that goes word for word. Including demeanor, movements, etc., are exactly the same! It's a reproduction of the hallucination just now! Thinking of the "infinite loop" in the neurological hospital before, is it going to come again now? But...... I've hugged him before he gets into the hole! Fortunately, it didn't continue as it happened in the hallucination!

However, I said that I had already gone in, would Wan Boyi believe it? I was like a child left in a barren mountain, without any sense of security.

"Been in? What did you experience inside? He frowned.

I looked at him carefully, I knew that many people thought of me as a psychopath, and to say that it was a mental illness, and for Wan Boyi, it was just about to enter the hole. Suddenly I stood outside the cave, burst into tears, and said that I had already gone in, and that he wouldn't treat me as an anomaly, would he? But seeing that he kept frowning as if he had something on his mind, and asked me what I was going through inside, didn't he...... Does he believe what I say?

I recounted the "hallucinatory experience" in its entirety.

"Did you see Dr. Ma? And tied to the operating table again? ”

"Hmm", I nodded helplessly, surprised at the way he didn't understand why he completely believed me.

"Let's get inside!" Wan Boyi said and took my hand and walked towards the entrance of the cave......

"But...... But ...... "I was almost dragged along."

But he had only walked a few steps when he stopped.

"What's wrong?" I asked, panicking, and looked into the black ink-like hole.

"Just now I just thought that Dr. Ma had already found out that you had run away! But ......"

"But what!" I was so anxious that I almost cried!

"But now it occurred to me that he might already be in there! Let's not make a noise when we go in! ”

"Huh? That...... Then let's go home! I subconsciously grabbed Wan Boyi. Go in the opposite direction.

"Don't worry, one day, I will hold your hand and go home together". Wan Boyi clasped my hands together and said to me seriously, but why did his eyes shine with tears. Before I could react, he took me by the hand and stepped into the cave.

I suddenly became nervous, and inside I was just as I thought, and I couldn't see my fingers. My palms are full of sweat, I don't know if it is Wan Boyi or Dr. Ma who is holding me at this time! Will it be stuck in another cycle? Wait a minute, will there be candlelight ahead? Will you go through what you just happened again? If so, what am I going to say to Wan Boyi when I stand at the entrance of the cave again? Will he still insist on going into the cave with me?

Although my brain thought about these things over and over again, I was still helplessly led to keep moving forward, and in the darkness where I couldn't see my fingers, I didn't know if I was walking in a straight line or if I was always in a circle.

Each of us is like a chess piece, a chess piece in the chessboard of God and Destiny, how to move and how to move depends on the chess player.

However, it didn't take long for my eyes to gradually adjust to the darkness inside, it seemed to be a cave, not some kind of Dr. Ma's basement, which was great! didn't fall into that strange circle, the key is that next to me is Wan Boyi! I happily rested my head on his arm, and it didn't matter where I went as long as I was by his side.

He also turned his head to me and smiled slightly, put his index finger to his mouth, and made a "shhhh Before entering the cave, he said that when you go in, don't make a sound! Dr. Ma may be here? As soon as I thought of this, I got nervous again, let's not make a sound? Does that mean Dr. Ma is hiding inside? To get me back?

I held Wan Boyi's hand tightly, for fear that he would disappear as soon as I let go, and then looked around, it was really a bit like a cave when I went to sketch, the surroundings were wet, and occasionally there was the sound of water dripping down, because it was too dark, not very complete, I had to get closer to see clearly, on the cave wall next to me, there was a thick layer of moss, which looked wet and fluffy.

It's small, it's more like a tunnel, and I don't know how deep it is and where it leads...... (To be continued.) )