237 Maybe this is the end of first love

As the saying goes, companionship is the most affectionate confession.

If a person can't be by your side for a long time, then all feelings will become pale and weak. Even if it's the first love, even if it's more beautiful than all love stories, you can't escape it.

Suddenly a drizzle began to fall in the sky, falling on people's faces, and there was a faint sadness.

Zhao Jinsong stood in front of the dormitory building, I don't know how long he waited. The figure was stretched long by the light, and it looked even thinner in the night, and his face was also cold. When He Xiaohan saw him, he felt weak, stood still, and the two of them were separated by a distance of a few meters and entered a stalemate stage.

In the end, Zhao Jinsong took a few steps closer, stood in front of He Xiaohan and looked at her quietly for a long time before he slowly spoke, his voice was flat and waveless, and he couldn't hear any emotion: "Gu Ran always praises you for being smart, but I don't know if you are smart or stupid." His voice was ethereal and empty, as if it were just an exclamation.

He Xiaohan was suddenly a little sad, and there was a tearing pain spreading deep in her heart, she bit her lip: "Senior Zhao, I'm just an ordinary girl." ”

Zhao Jinsong didn't speak again after listening, and quickly turned around and left.

He Xiaohan's face turned white, looking at someone's back who was getting more and more blurred, she was nailed to the spot, and after a long time, she slowly spoke, her voice hoarse: "Zhao Jinsong"

That night, He Xiaohan got up to go to the bathroom with insomnia, but found that there was a person standing on the balcony, and when he got closer, he found that it was Lin Xiaoxiao.

"Smiling? What are you doing? She asked softly.

Lin Xiaoxiao turned his head and smiled, and smiled with a smile: "Xiaohan." You can't sleep. ”

He Xiaohan draped the clothes in his hand over her, feeling that she was a little abnormal: "What's wrong with you?" ”

Lin Xiaoxiao's smile on her face did not change, and her voice was brisk: "I fell out of love again, and I was dumped again......"

"Scumbag!" He Xiaohan was stunned, but she still scolded the boy who bullied their best friend for not knowing how to be a scumbag, no matter whose fault it was, it was not her fault that she was beautiful with a smile, but unfortunately she couldn't meet a good peach blossom. How many times have I experienced such a scene, but it is rare that Lin Xiaoxiao will not be able to sleep because of this.

"I regret it. It really shouldn't have been an easy start. Lin Xiaoxiao choked up.

"There are too many scumbags in the world. There's no need to be sad for that kind of boy, let's go, let's go to sleep, sleep him in the dark! He Xiaohan comforted. She knows. This time. Lin Xiaoxiao must have liked the boy who dumped her very much. Only when love is deep will you hate it.

Others say that this woman is like a demon. It's so sweet and sad, but they don't know that although Lin Xiaoxiao likes to tease people all day long, she is the most dead-eyed person. Once you get into your eyes, you will be in your heart, and you would rather die than look back.

This situation is both respectable and sad.

He Xiaohan lay back on the bed but still didn't feel sleepy, is Lin Xiaoxiao's lovelorn a warning to her? Isn't this a living example? Lin Xiaoxiao is right, what shouldn't have started at the beginning, if you don't start, you won't have the pain you have now. Why start knowing that it won't end well?

Maybe she did everything right today.

With the departure of the senior students one after another, the student union also began to change the water, many ministers and deputy ministers were promoted from below, and many newcomers were recruited.

When He Xiaohan arrived, it was already full. Someone beckoned her to sit down. He Xiaohan didn't care much, sat down, and looked at everyone after sitting down, but soon she felt uncomfortable, she sat down and found that it was Zhao Jinsong next to her, Zhao Jinsong was sitting in the corner just now, the light was dim, she didn't see it clearly, only to find out that something was wrong after sitting down, and unconsciously leaned to the side.

She remembered that the last time she was also in KTV, at that time she was also sitting next to Zhao Jinsong, the two of them secretly Chen Cang, the scene was different, but everything was different in just a few months.

He Xiaohan secretly glanced at Zhao Jinsong, his expression was as usual, he couldn't see anything, and he didn't even give her an afterglow, he was really angry, right?

He Xiaohan glanced at the other side while thinking, singing, drinking, playing games, the box was very lively, but the excitement was quickly interrupted. I don't know when the microphone reached Zhang Xiaohua's hand, she ordered a song and stood in the center of the room.

Everyone cheered and stopped to listen to Zhang Xiaohua sing. Zhang Xiaohua smiled and looked in a certain direction, and with the sound of accompaniment, everyone suddenly fell silent.

It's Karen Mok's "He Doesn't Love Me":

"I know he doesn't love me,

His eyes speak of his heart,

I can see through his heart, and the backs of others lingering......"

He Xiaohan suddenly remembered the video he watched a long time ago, on the night when Feng Delun and Xu Ruoxuan's relationship was made public, Karen Mok secretly cried and sang hard at the concert alone: He doesn't love me......

He Xiaohan clearly remembered that Mo Wenwei was crying while singing, and she still kept a smile on her face, which made people feel distressed.

Looking up at Zhang Xiaohua, she really had affection in her veins, and her expression seemed familiar.

Zhao Jinsong sat expressionlessly, lazy and indifferent, with his eyes down.

Everyone saw the doorway and got up to leave, He Xiaohan just wanted to stand up, but Zhao Jinsong grabbed his hand and pressed it, turned his head and looked at He Xiaohan seriously, under the colorful lights, the seriousness on his face was unprecedented. His voice was clear and transparent in the chaotic music, impacting He Xiaohan's eardrums:

"I asked you before, do you care about me or seniors, have you thought about it? I thought I was clear, but now I can't tell whether it is friendship between you and me, or missed love? ”

He Xiaohan's beautiful eyes suddenly flashed, it was obviously an unrelated topic, why did Zhao Jinsong bring up the old matter again at this time? For the first time, the various things between her and Zhao Jinsong were officially crowned with the word "love". Suddenly I felt a lot of pressure, and everyone's eyes were sharp.

She was embarrassed there, her eyes were silent, her heart was pounding, her scalp was numb, and she finally mustered up the courage to look at Zhao Jinsong, her lips opened, and finally she was silent in his deeper and colder gaze.

His eyes were pitch black, like a ball of thick ink that could not be dissolved, and like a bottomless abyss, attracting her, and she couldn't take her eyes off it, so she could only tie her hands and fall into the bottomless abyss. It's just that at this moment, there is a chill in the abyss, and the touch on the wrist is also cool.

After a while, Zhao Jinsong said indifferently: "Today's situation is not what I think, but, Xiaohan, I really hope that you can stay and stay by my side." ”

He Xiaohan suddenly panicked, hurriedly withdrew his hand, broke free and walked out, this time Zhao Jinsong did not stop him, and slowly let go with a cold face. Zhang Xiaohua's singing also stopped the moment the door closed. Zhao Jinsong sat in the shadows and was not at all uncomfortable, as if there was no second person in the box except him.

"You can also see her attitude, you are about to go abroad, she will not go with you, you will not be together, it is impossible for you to love each other." Zhang Xiaohua said loudly into the microphone, as if she wanted Zhao Jinsong to wake up quickly. (To be continued......)