I don't dare to hope to go back to the past, and I can't grasp the present.

Fang Wuxie's mood at this time was not much better than Hu Jie's. He drove without a goal in the city, unconsciously passed by the Huzhou Art Institute, and unconsciously drove in the direction of Sujia Village. It wasn't until the black iron gate in the alley suddenly flashed in his mind that he woke up from his unconscious and pulled over slowly, and some fragments of memories had already surfaced in his mind.

"It turns out that she saved my life a long time ago, but now it's a thing of the past."

Fang Wuxian sighed and turned on the radio, a sad song had already been sung to the end.

If the past is still worth nostalgia for,

Don't be too quick to let go of your suspicions.

Who is willing to do this,

There is no concern for each other......

The melody of sorrow slowly fades away like flowing water, we all had it, and then we will all lose it.

Fang Wuxian took a deep breath, he was not afraid of the past leaving him, but he was worried that the future would have no direction.

Unwilling to think about it, let alone dare to think about it, he put on the gear to give oil, turned around and drove towards his current "home".

On the way home, Fang Wuxian also stopped to buy some food, but before he opened the door upstairs, he could already smell the aroma of food.

Shen Ziyan has returned.

"Didn't you say that I would cook all the food in the future?" Fang Wuxian rolled up his sleeves and took the big spoon in Shen Ziyan's hand.

Shen Ziyan smiled: "Because there is something happy today, I will make an exception to compensate you." ”

Fang Wuxian asked: "Is it joy or compensation?" ”

"Does it matter?" Shen Ziyan put the apron on him.

"Hmm......" Fang Wuxian thought for a while, his left hand shook lightly to smooth out the dish, and sighed, "It doesn't seem to be too important." I have something to tell you, though. ”

"It just so happens that I have something to do." Shen Ziyan began to bring the dishes and chopsticks to the table, turned around and smiled: "I'll say it first this time." ”

The two sat opposite each other, and Shen Ziyan actually took out a dozen beers from the refrigerator, and the opening remarks turned out to be "Come, this bottle is dry first"!

Fang Wuxian looked at the usually gentle and quiet woman, and actually blew a bottle of beer directly, he was a little surprised in his heart, feeling that his eyebrows were swollen and painful, and some pictures flashed in his mind, only then did he realize that it was not the first time he had drunk like this with Shen Ziyan.

remembered what had happened one after another, but Fang Wuxian didn't have much joy in his heart. It's not that he doesn't want to remember, but when he recalls these past events, he doesn't feel like a participant, and he can feel the mood when something happened. More like a bystander, just remembering, not feeling.

Maybe as the body recovers, this memory will also be fully restored one day!

Fang Wuxian could only hope for the future, he raised his beer, and drank it cleanly.

Shen Ziyan burped twice unladylike and said with a smile: "I went to see her today." ”

"She?" Fang Wuxian was stunned for a moment, and immediately understood who Shen Ziyan was talking about, "What are you doing when you see her?" ”

"Don't do anything, look at how you two fell in love at first sight." Shen Ziyan handed him another bottle of beer, "What's more, she was so seriously injured last night, speaking of which, there are reasons for me, I have to go over and have a look, so that I can feel at ease." ”

Fang Wuxian shook his head and sighed: "I'm afraid that if you look at it, you will see a lot of trouble." ”

"There will be no trouble," Shen Ziyan pursed her lips and chuckled, revealing two small dimples: "I have decided, let you go from today onwards." We don't care about Shengdezhai's, you can live with your little girlfriend how you want. ”

Fang Wuxian smiled bitterly: "This is why you are happy and compensated? ”

Shen Ziyan nodded solemnly and said, "Well, that's it." When I asked you to go to Shengdezhai, I thought you were a carefree person. Actually, I don't pay much attention to this matter, and since you still have concerns, I won't force this troubled water. Look, I took two pictures of you today, and she's recovering well, and I promise you, there will be no scars. ”

Shen Ziyan pulled up the photo from her mobile phone, and was just about to hand it to Fang Wuxie, when a text message came, and after reading the text message, Shen Ziyan's face changed color.

Fang Wuxian said: "The text message is about me? ”

Shen Ziyan nodded, and said with a solemn expression: "Who are you helping with?" ”

Fang Wuxian said a little lonely: "It doesn't matter who you help to do things, the important thing is that even if you give me freedom, I am not qualified to fight for it." ”

Shen Ziyan said, "Why are you doing this? You don't have to come forward and push everything on Shi Huiqing. ”

"After drinking this bottle of wine, I'll tell you slowly." Fang Wuxian took the initiative to dry a bottle this time, and after Shen Ziyan finished drinking, her eyes staring at him were slightly angry.

"If I said that before I came to Huzhou, I just wanted to come and look for a job, would you believe it?"

Shen Ziyan nodded, then immediately shook her head and said, "I don't believe it now." ”

Fang Wuxian smiled bitterly: "Actually, I don't believe it either, but I really just came to look for a job at that time." Then I met you, heard the news of Fang Wuxie's death, and went to the archery hall, and everything was out of my expectations. ”

Shen Ziyan recalled the information about "Fang Su", although she didn't believe what he said at this time, but these things were all experienced by her, and she felt that there were no loopholes.

Fang Wuxian said: "First I offended Xiao Yan on impulse, and then I found out that you and Xiao Yan seem to have some relationship, and you are not an ordinary reporter, so I want to see if I can solve this trouble with my strength." ”

Shen Ziyan thought that this was the case at that time, and pouted: "At that time, I thought I had found a friend who was angry. ”

Fang Wuxian smiled and said, "Am I not righteous? Besides, since you think you've made a friend, it's nothing to do a favor to your friend. Just as I knew that you wanted to investigate Xiao Yan, you still had no hesitation in trying to find a way to infiltrate Shengdezhai. ”

At this point, Shen Ziyan felt that she had been using Fang Wuxian all along, and she said angrily: "These explanations are not convincing, I just want to know, where did your money come from?" ”

"The money was given by this person." Fang Wuxian took out his mobile phone, pointed to a number and said: "The Hu family is stalking Shengdezhai, and its purpose is by no means Shengdezhai itself, you and I can figure it out◎ Not only was I assassinated at night, but Shi Huiqing's second uncle was also assassinated." The difference is that I caught the killer and prehistoric was shot at home. ”

Shen Ziyan was puzzled: "You mean, the people behind Shengdezhai want you to attract the firepower of the Hu family?" ”

Fang Wuxian nodded.

Shen Ziyan said: "Then why do you want to do such a desperate job for them?" What do you have to do with Shengdezhai or the forces behind it? ”

"I've explained it 10,000 times, if it weren't for you, I would have gone back to Reed Village or the Northeast by now, why do you have to think of other places?" Fang Wuxian took a sip of wine and said, "I know, my sudden action today has confused you. However, I have absolutely nothing to do with the forces behind Shengdezhai, except for interests. Of course, after today, there will be a lot of intersections. ”

Shen Ziyan looked puzzled and a little puzzled.

Fang Wuxian smiled bitterly: "Do you have to let me say it so bluntly? I now own 40% of Shengdezhai's shares, which is also worth 40 million according to the minimum purchase price of Nan Thief Gate. But everyone knows that if Shengdezhai gets back on its feet, this share will be a small gold mountain that will increase in value, and it will be endless. Since I'm doing business on the belt of my head, why don't I fight for a future for myself? ”

Shen Ziyan frowned and said, "But ...... But what about her? ”

Fang Wuxian said: "I haven't been with her for too long, she is a student, and she desperately mixes into the crew, at best it is for the ideal, but at worst it is that the family background is not strong enough, and there is no other way than to work hard by herself." I came back from the Northeast almost penniless, without the support of relatives and friends, why should I pursue others. I don't know if people from a big family like you don't understand the suffering of our ordinary people, in this society, no matter how full your ideals are, the premise is that you can eat a full mouthful. ”

Fang Wuxian drank the wine in the bottle in one gulp, and said with a wry smile: "Look, let's not talk about anything else, Huafu Longting, two houses of one hundred and twenty square meters, the minimum is five million, right?" Even if I don't have the luxury of buying a house, just renting a set will cost two or three thousand a month, right? I'm a security guard, will I have the opportunity to live in such a house in my life and marry a beautiful woman like you? ”

Fang Wuxian shook his head, "If I don't exhaust myself, everything will be in vain. I am an ordinary person, and I am glad that I still have my own pride and my own principles, so when I was in the archery hall, I had to punch Xiao Yan regardless of the consequences, and I dared to challenge the South Thief Gate alone in Shengdezhai. I am even more glad that I have helped a poor girl and given me the opportunity to fight for my own future with my life. At this time, I am a mud bodhisattva who crosses the river and cannot protect himself, and I am no longer qualified to care about any love. Life is precious, love is more valuable, it can be seen that whether it is life or love, there is always a price, we can afford this price to bear, and if we can't afford it, we will give up. The pressures of life are not up to us, and we can only seek results in the worst and the worst. ”

Fang Wuxie's words were like accusations, more like a declaration, leaving Shen Ziyan speechless. She silently put away her phone, raised the bottle and touched it with Fang Wuxian, swallowing it one bite at a time.

Refreshing, cool, and straight to the heart.

The two didn't say a word during the meal, and they drank all three dozen beers in the refrigerator. Beer occupies the stomach, even the god of wine has to run to the toilet, back and forth a few times is somewhat embarrassing, the original drunkenness, but later it became slightly drunk.

Leaving the table, no one cleaned up the dishes and chopsticks. The two sat on the couch in silence.

It was Fang Wuxian who spoke first: "Do you agree with my idea?" ”

Shen Ziyan shook her head: "I don't agree, but you have your freedom." What's more, I asked you to go to Shengdezhai, and I am even less qualified to say anything. ”

"Since you don't say anything, I want to ask you for a favor." Fang Wuxian hit the snake with the stick, his skin was always thicker than the city wall.

"How can you help?"

"To get rid of the endless assassinations, I need to have some identity. What I want is to find a way to become the director of the neighborhood committee of the old power plant and grab the title of one of the top ten outstanding young people in Huzhou City. ”

"I think you're beautiful!" Shen Ziyan glanced at him, but still pursed her lips and said: "The director of the neighborhood committee needs to be elected by the people, are you confident that you can get support?" ”

"This, probably, maybe, maybe, almost! ……”