Section 145 Xu Xian's Reaction (I)

Maybe it's the power of love, two people who love each other, in a week when they can't see each other, whether it's rest or work, it's very smooth. However, in the meantime, we must not ignore the feelings of others

It's just that on the other side of the ocean, the message is received more slowly.

"What Ernie is looking at"

In a villa in New York, Xu Xian stood behind Tffany.

As of today, the two have been in New York for nearly a month, during which time they have been in Li Junfeng's villa, while Li Junfeng has wandered back and forth between New York and Los Angeles in order to discuss some business matters.

Having said that, on this day, there were only two people in Li Junfeng's villa, Xu Xian and Tffany. On weekdays, a few nannies, or more precisely, housekeeping companies, come to clean the room, but most of the time these two people are at home.

In boredom, tffany will also find some videos to watch, and on this day, I found the latest issue of my knot.

"I'm knotted" Seo Hyun asked as he saw a corner of the screen blocked by Tffany with headphones.

"Oh." Tffany then noticed a person standing behind him, took off his headphones, and replied.

After receiving an affirmative answer, Xu Xian stopped talking and just quietly looked at what was on the screen.

"Wow" Tffany looked at the screen of Li Jiangnan and U talking and laughing, and said: "I remember that Jiangnan Oppa didn't talk to me much at the beginning, but I didn't expect him to be such a good person." ”

Of course, tffany would say this, obviously not knowing the relationship between Xu Xian and Li Jiangnan, although he probably knew that Xu Xian and Li Jiangnan knew each other, but there were all kinds of things between the two people. tffany can be said to know nothing.

Seeing that Xu Xian didn't speak, just smiled and nodded, Tffany continued to look at it with satisfaction. However, she didn't notice behind her, Xu Xian's face. Written full of loss.

After walking away quietly, Xu Xian returned to his room, recalling the expressions of Li Jiangnan and U that he had just skimmed from the screen, I don't know why, but I can't forget it.

"Why is this happening" Xu Xian lay on the bed and said to himself quietly: "Didn't you make up your mind to forget him before you left, besides, we are just friends, why do you watch your friends happy." I'm going to be sad and it's all fake, I knew it, but why would I be sad or say"

Further down, Xu Xian didn't dare to think about it anymore, he could only attribute everything to his hypocrisy, if he didn't want to let go, he shouldn't have promised Zhang Jingyan, and he shouldn't make Li Jiangnan sad, but now looking at Li Jiangnan's happy expression, he was gloomy, and recalled what he wanted to get by watching an anime that he had watched a little by chance. The same price must be paid.

Perhaps, this price is difficult for Xu Xian to accept, just like now. The tears of grievance have wet the pillow, but he still has no intention of stopping crying.

But outside the door, as if by chance, Tffany was knocking on the door.

"Xiaoxian, let's eat, I didn't eat breakfast, let's have a brunch together, I'm starving."

But in the room, Xu Xian didn't answer. Probably out of fear, because as soon as he spoke. Tffany could immediately hear his chokes, but he didn't speak. The curious tffany will push open the door and come in to see, so

So Seo Hyun was found sad by tffany, but it was actually just a matter of time.

"Xiaoxian, ayen"

Xu Xian, who was already desperate in his heart, couldn't answer, and there was no way to stop Tffany from coming in, so helplessly, Xu Xian could only push the door in by Tffany and see his appearance.

"Hatd" Tffany looked at Seo Hyun and asked in shock, "What's wrong?"

"Ernie Woo Woo"

Seeing Tffany walk in, Xu Xian seemed to have collapsed his psychological defense, and he couldn't help but endure his thoughts for so long, and wanted to tell Tffany all these pains.

Seeing Xu Xian crying like this, Tffany was stunned, because she had never seen Xu Xian like this, and she was also thinking in her heart, thinking why Xu Xian was crying, could it be the video she just watched, or the person in the video

Sure enough, when Xu Xian said the first sentence, Tffany had already guessed that Xu Xian was sad for Li Jiangnan, but why, thinking back to the first time he saw Li Jiangnan, it was in that amusement park, and Li Jiangnan at that time was just a very shy big boy who couldn't even speak when he saw him, and the second time was in Sunny's "newlywed home", and he knew that Li Jiangnan's father was Li Junfeng, who is now his teacher.

There were only two meetings before and after, and Li Jiangnan actually didn't leave much impression on Tffany, except for playing games, being shy, and not liking to talk. Therefore, Tffany couldn't figure out that even though Li Jiangnan and Xu Xian might know each other, what could have caused Xu Xian to become what he is now

"Say it, it may be easier to say it, don't hold everything in your heart, you will get sick."

Sitting on the edge of the bed, Tffany gently stroked Seo Hyun's back and comforted.

"I" Xu Xian was still sobbing, although it was not as sad as crying just now, but Tffany could hear that Xu Xian's heart knot seemed to be very serious.

Why do you say that, because tffany can hear Xu Xian's entanglement, as if he wants to say it, but he seems to be weighing where to start in his heart.

So, Tffany said to himself: "Don't hide it, isn't the disease to be cured from scratch?"

"I" Xu Xian was still sobbing, but said as if he had made up his mind, "I know." ”

Hearing Xu Xian say this, Tffany smiled warmly, and he didn't even feel hungry just now, only the idea of lying on the bed side by side with Xu Xian and listening to Xu Xian speak.

"The first time I met him. When the teacher returned to China, he was actually helped by Jessca Oni, and it was just to come out to relax. I didn't think about it so much," Xu Xian said, although he was still sobbing slightly. But it's much better than just now.

Tffany listened to Seo Hyun quietly like this, and she didn't know that what Seo Hyun said was something that no one, not even Yoona, had ever heard.

"On the first day I returned home, I met him, he was at that time. With his sister, it was Han of EXD. ”

"I know all of that." Tffany said.

Xu Xian still said softly: "The first time I saw him that day, I always felt that he was a person with no sense of responsibility, he couldn't take care of people, and he didn't have any ideas, so he quarreled with his sister at every turn, but I don't know why, I yearn for such a family, and suddenly, I was thinking." If I also had a pro-oppa, what would life be like? Later, in a café in our studio, the café had not yet been renovated to its current state, and I saw at that time that he was not a person without ideas, but he never liked to show these to others, and pretended to be an otaku every day, in fact, he knew better than anyone else, I asked him about Rong and Oppa, and he told me about feelings. The person who holds on to it is always more seriously injured, if you don't want to hold on to it. Just let it go as soon as possible, if you still want to grab it. You have to hold back the pain and get the man who let go back. ”

Hearing this, Tffany's heart was shocked, because she couldn't have imagined that these words came out of Li Jiangnan's mouth.

"After that, I always tried to make sure of my heart, although what he said was right, but I don't know whether I should let go or hold on, I once contacted Rong and Oppa, but the answer was that he was very busy, and he would come to me when he had time, but until now, I haven't waited for his reply."

Tffany shook his head and said, "It's time to let go of this relationship." ”

"yes." Xu Xian stopped crying, just sighed leisurely: "I also know that this relationship is over, so I desperately go to work, study, and want to forget this relationship, but at this time, Yun'er Oni had an accident." ”

Tffany nodded, she also knew that this incident was the biggest crisis in her life, but fortunately, it had been solved, which was a great blessing.

"I remember meeting with Jessca Oni at that time, and it was he who helped mediate, and it was because of him that the matter was resolved."

"Li Jiangnan" tffany asked in surprise: "It's him"

Xu Xian nodded and said, "It was he who was busy and finally solved this matter." ”

"Then why, you" Tffany looked at Xu Xian in confusion.

Xu Xian smiled, but this smile was full of despair.

"I know he's a good guy and it's not good for me." Xu Xian said bitterly: "Ernie knows who is behind Yun'er Oni's studio."

Tffany shook his head and said suspiciously, "Isn't it a company?"

"It's not." Seo Hyun said, "It's a company called Jeju Crown Resort Group. ”

"Hat" tffany didn't seem to understand the long, unpronouncable name.

"What should I say?" Seo Hyun explained, "It's the hotel where we stayed after we went to Jeju Island to shoot pictorials. ”

Hearing this, Tffany finally understood and asked, "So what?"

"His mother is the representative of that company."

When the words fell, Tffany's ears sounded like a thunderbolt: "Really"

Xu Xian continued very calmly: "At first, he kept it a secret from me, but one day, I looked for it myself, but I happened to meet him, and then I knew that he was the young master of this group, at that time I was very laughing at myself in my heart, and I was also very angry, I was angry why he was hiding from me, I had been honest with him, but he still had something to hide from me, I was angry that he didn't treat me as a friend, or didn't take me seriously at all, just at the beginning, I was anxious to tell Yun'er Oni something, so, I agreed to one of his mother's conditions."

"What conditions"

"His mother told me that I could see Yoona Oni, but only if I couldn't see him again."