Chapter 44: Trust

Fortunately, there was white gauze wrapped around my knees, and there were still blood stains inside, and I could feel a burst of pain. Luckily, my knee was hurt, and if I lifted the quilt and found it intact, I would have collapsed! I couldn't help but breathe a sigh of relief when I thought of this.

"Yesterday night. When I came out of my grandmother's room, I went to the central garden, and my knee fell there and hurt me, so how do you say that I fainted in my grandmother's room? I pointed to my knee and said to them eloquently.

"Ruolan, you didn't hurt your brain when you fell", Yan'er put her hand on my forehead and touched it: "There is no fever, Ruolan, you don't remember, yesterday you tripped over a medical machine, just fell on the parts, and your knee bled a lot, when your mother and I arrived, Dr. Ma was about to carry you downstairs."

I looked at the three of them in fear, whether it was my mother or Yan'er, they seemed to be monsters, why was there suddenly no one around me who could believe it? Or, is it me who has the problem? But......

"Ruolan, you are just under too much psychological pressure, and your spirit is a little tense, why don't you go to the hospital when you have time, and I will help you do a hypnotherapy?"

"Okay, okay, Ruolan, you've fainted, it's time to relax, I'll accompany you then", after Dr. Ma finished speaking, Yan'er rushed to answer for me.

I was just about to speak, but my mother said, "Dr. Ma, it's really hard for you."

I sat on the bed and looked at their faces that were very concerned and distressed about me, and I felt a chill coming to me. Mom and Yan'er, are they with Dr. Ma? Hypnosis? Who knows what kind of medicine he sells in his gourd. I suddenly remembered what Han Tian once said to me: "Doctor Ma wants you to be the next me", and I couldn't help but shudder all over my body.

"No, I'm not going, school is about to start, if my classmates know that my family is hospitalized in a psychiatric hospital, and I see a doctor there, will I still be able to find my in-laws' house? I'm not going to go, Mom, if you force me, I won't go to school." I said firmly.

My mother sat on the edge of my bed, took my hand and said, "Okay, okay, my Ruolan, Mom depends on you, as long as you are happy, but you promise me to rest at home and not run around."

I breathed a sigh of relief, but fortunately I wasn't forced to do it, I always thought something would happen if I went. So tired, I lay down, covered the quilt, and drove them all out.

It's so quiet in the room alone, I don't know when it starts, I become insecure, especially just now, they all advised me to go to Dr. Ma for hypnosis, it felt like falling into the water last night, fear, helpless, desperately trying to grab something, but the surroundings were empty, as if I was the only one left in the world......

I must go to my grandmother's place, I have to ask if I fell in the ward last night, or if I went downstairs later! Although my grandmother is a psychopath, she is currently the person I can trust the most, especially yesterday when I hugged her and cried, I haven't released myself like this for a long time, I really want to cry in Wan Boyi's arms, as long as he can give me a hug, I can forget everything else, and I can not care about anything......

"Manju Sawa has come to an end, and from now on, we will live together and die together. Don't give up, he'll be there soon", Grandma's words keep echoing in my head. Manju Sahua? Isn't this the flower of the other side?

I have read in a book before, the flowers bloom for a thousand years, the flowers fall for a thousand years, the flowers and leaves are born and wrong, the world will never see each other, this flower, growing on the other side, hence the name of the other side of the flower, this flower is very peculiar, there are flowers without leaves, leaves do not see flowers, destined to not see each other in this life. The flower blooms, on the other side of life and death, symbolizing death and separation.

What did Grandma mean by that? Are you talking about me and Wan Boyi?

The brain is so messed up that I actually pondered the words of a psychopath, but I must go to my grandmother's place tomorrow to ask what happened last night! And one more trip to the central garden in the evening! It's so weird, you have to figure it out, or I'm not going to admit that I'm mentally ill...... Well, I'll go to Grandma's tomorrow first, and then sneak into the garden in the evening!

Although the scenery of the central garden is exceptionally beautiful, the thought of going alone again is still a little unpleasant, and there is always an indescribable weirdness at night, and ...... What if I wake up like yesterday and find myself in a different place, and the people around me tell me that I haven't been to the Central Garden? Or...... Called on the thunder line? He's got a strong body, a cool head, and he feels pretty reliable, and the last time he was in a car accident, he and I heard the strange things the doctor said, but he didn't ask much, he should believe the incredible things I've been through these days, right?

"You'll come to meet me sooner or later," I asked him to a coffee bar, Lei Xing sat across from me, stirring the coffee in his hand.

"I want you to accompany me to the central garden of the psychiatric hospital, is that okay?"

"Okay, when?" Lei Xing answered so crisply, I didn't even know how to answer his words.

"Won't you ask me why?" I looked at him curiously.

"You can rest assured, I will not tell anyone about our actions and I absolutely believe in every word you say". Lei Xing sat there comfortably, casually, but firmly, answering me.

I wanted to say, don't tell Yan'er yet, and I'm worried that he won't believe me, but I didn't expect Lei Xing to say everything I thought in my heart! Things have come to this point, I can only trust him completely, the so-called "don't use suspicious people, don't suspect people", that's what it means, right? I briefly told him about the things that had driven me crazy these days, especially the Central Garden.

"This is supposed to be a ghost hitting the wall, just like the last time in Fantasy Village, in fact, everything is your own illusion." Lei Xing dragged his cheeks and listened carefully, and then gave this sentence.

"But......" I said, "I feel different from the time in the Fantasy Village, in the Fantasy Village, it was my own inner demon, and when I broke the inner demon, I came out, but the central garden does not only exist in my heart, it is real, but I accidentally bumped into the other side of it", I tried to recall, while explaining to Lei Xing.

Lei Xing looked at me with a frown: "This is also possible, Ruolan, I believe in you, your feeling should be correct."

I tilted my head and looked at Lei Xing, in fact, I am not familiar with him, if you want to say familiar, Yan'er grew up with me, his parents and my parents have a good relationship, but I can't tell her these things, after telling her there are only two results: either tell the world that I am a psychopath, or she herself secretly treats me as a psychopath!

And seeing Lei Xing answer me so seriously, he was the first person he asked me to open my heart and be completely trusted, and his eyes told me that he didn't doubt everything I said!

"Can I ask you a question...... You...... Why do you believe me so much? ”