Chapter 196: Meeting on a Narrow Road
PS: I'm really sorry, I went to the hospital and delayed the second shift
Nanshan was so angry that he didn't know what to say, and his tightening strength almost crushed Ranran's wrist, and by the time he reacted, Ranran's lips were already pale with pain. He let go of his hand in frustration, wanting to care, but he didn't want to instinctively want to dodge, and almost fell out of the boat again.
In a hurry, he stretched out his hand and pulled her back with force, and with too much force, Ran Ran immediately fell into his arms, and both of them were very embarrassed.
Ran Ran hurriedly got up from him, and pretended to be calm: "Didn't I leave a letter for all of you?" ”
Nanshan was choked by her words, and the bruises on his forehead burst out, "You...... It's nonsense! ”
Ran Ran deliberately didn't look at his face, and said in a calm voice: "Then why did you come." ”
"How could you let me not come!" Nanshan was shocked by her indifference, looked at her side face, but couldn't see any reluctance and sadness, and suddenly felt like a piece was missing in his heart, and couldn't help asking, "Why?" ”
"What why." Ranran frowned slightly, glanced at him, and her heart was stimulated by his hurt expression.
Nanshan lowered his head self-deprecatingly, looking very helpless, "Why don't you say goodbye, even if you don't want to see him, you can tell me, why don't you leave without even saying me." ”
Ran Ran pursed her lips, feeling a little difficult to answer: "I, treat everyone equally." ”
Nanshan was extremely dissatisfied with her answer, and looked up to meet her gaze, "So you see me as the same as them!" ”
Hearing his almost angry words, Ran Ran couldn't help but sigh, "You see I didn't even say it to my sister and brother, I just didn't want you to worry about it, so I didn't say it." ”
As long as Nanshan secretly clenched his fists, he didn't know how to vent his anger, if he wasn't on the boat now, he would immediately pick her up and take her back.
However, before Nanshan could speak, Ran Ran told him his worst intentions. "I'm out anyway, if you want me to go back, it's impossible, I'll jump ship." Look at his terrified eyes. Ran Ran smiled bitterly: "I've had enough of that kind of life, I'm too tired, I want to live my own life, don't worry about anyone anymore, and don't ......"
Nanshan gritted his teeth and snatched her words. "You just don't want to see him, you don't want to leave if he doesn't come back."
Ran Ran frowned, then shook her head and said, "No, it's only a matter of time before I leave, it's just a coincidence." Because under the age of fifteen you can't go out alone, so I've just dragged you all these years to waste time, and now that the time is up, it's time for me to go. ”
If it weren't for Shen Jia's lack of righteousness, she wouldn't be alone. But that's fine, you're free to go anywhere.
"Where do you want to go?" Nanshan looked at her expression that didn't look like a joke, and asked with a low temper.
"The world is so big, when I've walked enough, I'll naturally know where I want to go." Ran Ran raised her head and saw that the sky was as blue as the day she first came, clear and longing.
"If you want to go out and about, you can say, you don't have to be very willful. Do you know how worried they are? Nanshan was reluctant to speak harshly to her after all, but when he thought that he saw the letter, his whole heart was about to jump out of his throat.
But he didn't know that Ran Ran chose to come out. I didn't think about going back. "As long as I don't go back, I won't know."
"How did you become so unreasonable?" Looking at her calm and somewhat unfamiliar face, Nanshan was sullen and uneasy.
"I haven't changed, I've always been so unreasonable, it's just that you haven't noticed." Ran Ran suddenly looked at him seriously, looked directly into his gaze, and said solemnly: "Nanshan." You said I stayed in Moon City, what am I doing? ”
"What identity?" Nanshan repeated her words.
Ran Ran nodded, "Yes, in what capacity do you want me to keep, whether to wait for my husband to come back with an illegitimate child and selflessly accept the Gu family's adopted daughter-in-law, or to worry about my brother and sister about the future of the mountain girl." I don't like either status, I want freedom, and the work I've done over the years has been to pave the way for them, so I'm leaving now with peace of mind, and I don't owe them. ”
She thinks that over the years, she has done it for them, thought about them, and even prepared them for the future. Chunyuan's future, Chunxiao's whereabouts, Ah Fu's marriage, her efforts are worthy of what she accepts.
Nanshan didn't think so, he looked at Ran Ran in disbelief as he was calculating the things of these years, and couldn't help asking, "Do you think you can clear the two things in this way?" Can you really have peace of mind? ”
"Even if I can't, I don't regret it." Ran Ran closed her eyes helplessly, unwilling to think about it again.
"Why?" Nanshan was puzzled by her desperation.
"Why do you have so many questions?" Ran looked at him amusedly.
Nanshan felt that he was going to be stabbed by the person in front of him today, "Ranran, I suddenly don't know you, what's wrong with you." ”
Ranran didn't like how Nanshan had become so indecisive, and decided to interrupt the conversation between the two, "It's nothing, really, I just want to leave." I wanted to leave many years ago, but the time was not yet ripe, just like Shen Jia, I said that I would go with her, but she also left. We weren't all worried at first, but now we've forgotten about it, and you'll forget about me. ”
"Don't think about it!" Nanshan hated.
She tilted her head, looked at Nanshan's resentful face, and wondered in her heart, "Nanshan, your reaction is too great, if you leave, I won't blame you." ”
"That's because you don't have a heart." Nanshan replied angrily.
Ran Ran pursed her lips, feeling a little emotional, she had done so many things, but she didn't expect to be said to be heartless.
The two were silent for a while, and even the boatman who was rocking the oars did not dare to speak, for fear of igniting the bomb. He quietly watched the interaction between the two, and defaulted to the fact that the young lady of the rich family was losing her temper and running away.
Half an hour later, I saw that the boat had reached the center of the river, and it was impossible to go back.
"So where are you going to go next?"
"I don't know, let's go ashore first, then change into clothes, take a walk around the neighborhood, maybe there will be new discoveries." What about you. ”
Ran Ran thought about it for a long time, and found that she came out in a hurry, and she didn't even plan the route. In order not to attract people's attention, act immediately as soon as the decision is made, and catch them off guard. But when she came out, she found that the world was not big, she was too small, and even if she had a car and a horse, she couldn't go anywhere at once.
Following her gaze, there was a green tree on both sides of the river, and there was a sudden feeling of happiness in her heart, and she said in a brisk voice: "I will go wherever you go." ”
This time it was Ranran's turn to be dumbfounded, she didn't expect Nanshan to choose to walk with her.
"Why?"
"Why do you have so many questions."
"But I don't have enough money to support two people."
"I support myself."
"Then you don't have to follow me."
Ran Ran lowered her eyebrows aggrievedly, although she took a lot from the shopkeeper Mo, and even selfishly concealed Zhu Mingyun's jade plate, but there was never one more person in her budget.
Nanshan seemed to see through her thoughts, and changed his tone and threatened: "You'd better not leave my sight, otherwise I will find you and bring you back to Moon City immediately." ”
Ran Ran immediately became anxious, "You can't do this!" What kind of grudge do I have with you, how can you do this. ”
Seeing that she had regained her usual vitality, Nanshan's mood also became happy, "You can try." ”
"Nanshan!"
"It's not negotiable." (To be continued.) )