019 Never give up
"Lord, haven't we already agreed?" I pushed him away and stepped aside: "I just treat the prince as a younger brother, a relative, and there is no love between men and women, why can't the prince let go of Wen Wan?"
"Brother?" he couldn't hide the embarrassed look between his eyebrows: "Why does my sister want so many younger brothers?"
He walked up to me: "Wen Wan, you are only two years older than me, I call you sister, I am afraid that you will think that I don't pay enough attention to you, but after all, you will misunderstand!"
He pulled me into his arms and said softly: "Tomorrow I will meet the emperor and beg him to marry you to me, and he will agree!"
"Don't!" I broke free from his embrace, and now for his good, I had to say: "I, I already have someone else in my heart!"
"Who?" he asked me in a low voice, "Do you have someone else in your heart?"
"Yes, why should I tell you?" I turned to close my eyes, not wanting to hide them any longer, and whispered to him, "I already have his child!"
"What are you talking about?, kid?" he leaned over.
I took a deep breath, plucked up the courage to face him, and continued to him duplicitously: "I already have a child in my belly who I like that person, I love him, and he loves me! β
Before I finished speaking, Gao Changgong immediately pulled me towards him, his face was pale, his lips were pale, his eyes looked straight to my abdomen, and it took a long time to come back to his senses and say: "Someone, pass on the imperial doctor!"
After a few moments, the physician retracted the fingers that were pressed against my wrist.
"Back to the prince, the gentle girl is happy to pulse!" The imperial doctor helped me finish checking the pulse, and couldn't wait to say to Gao Changgong: "Lord, gentle girl, you may have suffered a little bit of wind and cold, and the cold in your body is too heavy, which is not conducive to the growth of the fetus!"
"Get out!"
"Lord Wang, don't worry, the slave will ...... if you prescribe some stomach-warming herbs."
"Get out, get out, get out of here!" Gao Changgong finally couldn't hold it anymore and became furious, he walked towards me angrily: "Who is he?"
He yelled at me, no longer caring about others and his own identity: "You have his child, I cherish you so much, but you let yourself be pregnant with someone else's child, and say, Who is he!
I've never seen him say this to me, even if he knew that I helped Yun Si kill him in Pishan, he didn't ask me half of the reason and complained about me.
"Lord Wang, you just want to know who that person is? Does it matter who it is? To me, he is everything gentle and gentle, my heaven and my earth! I naturally won't tell you, you die of this heart!"
"Smack!"
My face hurt hotly, and Gao Changgong slapped me!
My heart was dripping blood, but I still smiled at him: "Lord Wang, you have seen Wen Wan's true face, Wen Wan is such a person, she is not worthy of your treasure, Wang Ye let Wen Wan go, right?"
"Is it the sinner of the Liang Kingdom? or the name you called in your dreams? You really have a lot of brothers, it must be his!"
"Smack!"
I also stretched out my hand and hit him: "He is my own brother, I don't allow you to talk nonsense!"
Before I could say anything, he stretched out an arm and wrapped me in his arms, ignoring my refusal, and pressed down in defiance with his fiery lips!
"What are you doing?" I tried to push away, but my strength was not as strong as his, my mind was exhausted to the limit, I could only close my eyes and let him kiss me.
After a long time, he finally let me go, turned around and called the people in the house: "Go and tell the princess that this king is going to take a concubine tonight, and the house will be full of lights, and it must be lively!"
"Slave and maid obey!"
I asked him eagerly, "Are you crazy? I'm still in the Queen's Palace!"
"Can you still go back to the palace?" he looked back at me, "Whoever he is?if he cares about you, he should be by your side right now, apparently he doesn't?"
He looked gloomy and said to me: "You can stay here with peace of mind, and I will talk to the emperor himself!"
After he finished speaking, he turned around and left, I wanted to tell him all this, I wanted him to know that I only had him in my heart, as early as Bishan, as early as Luoyang, maybe earlier, full of him, and I couldn't pretend to be someone else!
But I can't say anything, how can I mention me and Yun Si to him, how to explain to the eldest princess, how sad and sad she will be to know that I am still a fine workerγγγγγγ
He told me to stay here in peace, he took me as a concubine, did he want me to give birth to the child? He is still thinking about me and arranging for meγγγγγγ
Towards the end of the year, it was getting colder and colder outside, and I often stood alone in the garden in a daze, facing the white expanse, and my heart became heavier.
I haven't seen Gao Changgong for more than two months, since that night, he sat in my room until dawn, and he hasn't come since he left, the emperor has issued a holy decree, and ordered my father-in-law to pass on me to him, and I also keep my duty as a concubine, and I haven't taken a step out of the garden, presumably he also wants me to be like this, he doesn't want to see me again after all!
"Madam, the imperial doctor said that you have cold in your body, so it's better to go back to the house!"
The clever girl brought me a tiger jacket and put it on her body, and suddenly felt that her whole body was warm.
"This is what our prince brought to his wife!"
"Has he been here?" I followed her into the house.
"Every time the prince comes, it's when the lady is resting, and we are not allowed to pass it on, for fear that it will disturb the lady's dream!"
When I looked at her, my heart was full of pain, helplessness and bitterness, how could she understand?
"Madam, your belly is only more than two months old, and it is already so big, it must be a son!" another girl in the room brought me a green snail, and smiled at me and joked.
I drank tea by myself and ignored her!
"Madam, the princess is here. As soon as the words fell, I saw Xing Ran walk in.
I got up and saluted her, but my heart became nervous, what was she doing here?
"My sister is pregnant, so you don't have to be polite!"
She lifted me up and sat down with me, her expression calm and her smile believing, which relieved some of my worries about her.
"Sister, have you had a good appetite lately?"
"Thank you princess for your concern, it's much better now than a few days ago!"
"Hearing my sister say this, I am also relieved, I went to the queen a few days ago, and the queen asked me to bring some ejiao to my sister, to replenish qi and nourish the body, which is also beneficial to the fetus in your womb" After she finished speaking, she ordered her subordinates to take it to the kitchen.
"Thank you, Princess, and please thank you Niangniang for your gentleness!"