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Who is Zhao Jinsong? He should have stood in the middle of 10,000 people and attracted the attention of all people, was he willing to give up everything and return to that small village with her and live a life in obscurity? No way.

Even if he was willing, how could she bear it?

He's not the boyfriend she can afford, so why start if it doesn't work out? Even if these are nothing, will the Zhao family's family background accept a country girl like her? He Xiaohan lowered her head, and suddenly saw the peace charm she was carrying on her chest, and immediately felt that this peace charm was burning her heart.

Gu Ran's words were stopped, and his clever tongue was his specialty, but he didn't know how to comfort He Xiaohan at the moment: "I'm sorry, I just don't want to see you anymore and always be alone." Xiaohan, what's wrong with you? I've never seen you get angry......"

He Xiaohan didn't know what was wrong with her, she thought that she was not in a hurry or impatient, almost no one and nothing could make her emotions fluctuate so violently, but it seemed that once Zhao Jinsong was involved, she couldn't control herself.

He Xiaohan lowered his head: "Gu Ran, do you think I'm very hypocritical?" I admit that I didn't stop myself from getting close to him, I thought that if I got closer, I could see the shortcomings of the other party, he would not be able to stand me, or I would be tired of him, who knows, the closer I get, the more I will find his good, the more I am attracted, I have been riding a tiger hard, I can't resist him anymore, the panic in my heart is getting worse and worse, I am afraid that I will not be able to forget him. ”

After finishing speaking, he turned around and went upstairs, Gu Ran was stunned, he didn't expect He Xiaohan to see it so thoroughly. He originally thought that reason could not fight love.

Back in the bedroom, no one was there, He Xiaohan sat at the table and clutched the peace charm tightly, her hands trembled slightly, and she had so much sadness in her heart.

Lin Xiaoxiao pushed the door in, and saw He Xiaohan with red eyes, so he sat next to her and said, "Man, there are so many, you will meet even better!" Don't think about that Zhao Jinsong. When he comes back and you graduate, you won't stay here. He won't go to your hometown either. What are you thinking about things that don't work out! ”

He Xiaohan nodded vigorously. After staring at Lin Xiaoxiao for a few seconds, he slowly lowered his head.

Zhao Jinsong's playful smile, the temperature between Zhao Jinsong's fingers, and Zhao Jinsong's scarf. Zhao Jinsong gave her a peace charm. That windy evening. Zhao Jinsong took her hand and walked through the campus, and Zhao Jinsong also told her that her handwriting was very beautiful, and she planned to have the opportunity to write a picture for him...... There is a chance...... The phrase "chance" made her think they had plenty of time. Now you don't have a chance?

Suddenly, she began to panic, this feeling was very strange, and Zhao Jinsong seemed to make her comfortable life more and more out of control. He Xiaohan had no sleep that night, and the next day he took leave and returned to his hometown, or it can be said that he fled home.

After taking the train overnight, then taking the minibus, and then walking a long field road, when He Xiaohan arrived home in the early morning, He's mother probably went down to the field and was not at home, she was lying on the plank bed with her eyes closed.

Mother He came back and saw her, and was startled: "Hey, girl, why did you come back suddenly?" ”

He Xiaohan didn't open his eyes, and snorted twice to indicate that he heard it.

Mother He sat next to her and touched her forehead, with a look of concern: "Sick? ”

She fell into her mother's arms and was coquettish like when she was a child: "No, I just miss you." ”

Mother He laughed and patted her on the back: "What's wrong with you girl?" It's not time for the holidays, why, was dissuaded by the school? ”

There was no warmth left in He Xiaohan's heart, his head was full of black lines, and he was stiffly holding his mother's waist.

Mother He frowned and thought, "You won't get pregnant before marriage, will you?" No, you're going to be in your senior year, and after reading so many books, you should know how to take protective measures......" He's mother was still analyzing the possibilities, and He Xiaohan couldn't help but interrupt, "Mom, your daughter is not a bad girl......"

Mother He looked at her daughter's complaining little eyes, a little embarrassed, and stood up with a smile to change the topic, "Of course, whatever you want to eat, I'll make it for you." ”

He Xiaohan closed his eyes listlessly and went to sleep: "Whatever." ”

Then He's mother reluctantly went to the kitchen to figure out what to do.

At dinner the next day, Mother He finally spoke, "I see that you have almost rested, go back to school early, don't delay the classes in school." ”

He Xiaohan put down his chopsticks and protested listlessly: "Mom, I don't want to go back." ”

Mother He was not surprised, and added a spoonful of soup to He Xiaohan: "Say a reason and come out and listen." ”

He Xiaohan thought for a long time, and then spoke: "Mom, if a person is very good to you, but you can't meet his expectations for you, what he wants and what you want to do, there is a conflict, then how to return his goodness?" ”

Mother He looked at He Xiaohan with a serious face for a long time, she thought that her mother was going to tell her the answer, but her mother laughed in the next second: "Could it be that there is a young man in the school who has taken a fancy to you?" ”

"......" He Xiaohan felt that he had made a mistake just now, lowered his head and continued to drink the soup,

"If people don't want to, you don't have to force it, you see now, you still make yourself so unhappy......"

He Xiaohan was crazy: "Mom! I'm serious! ”

Mother He put away her jokes and looked at He Xiaohan seriously: "Girl, you must know that once the personal debt is touched, it will not be repaid." ”

He Xiaohan was stunned for a moment, nodded with a wry smile: "I know." ”

"You never care about what others want, unless this person is different to you, or what this person wants is what you want, and what you want now conflicts with what you wanted before, and it is difficult to choose, you will be troubled."

A word wakes up the dreamer.

Could it be that she also subconsciously wants to be with Zhao Jinsong? No way!

What she always wanted was to come back early and live with her mother! She originally wanted her mother, who has a lot of life experience, to show her the way, but now she is even more confused.

Mother He saw her brows tightly locked, and explained with satisfaction: "Remember to wash the dishes after eating." ”

That night, He Xiaohan sat at the dinner table and struggled for a long time. Mother He sat under the lamp and mended cotton clothes, and when she looked up at her daughter again, she had already happily washed the dishes.

On the day He Xiaohan left his hometown, he sat on the bus and looked at the sky outside the window, his head was as clear and clear as the sky. It's just a fleeting relationship, and if you don't hold hands and go on, it doesn't mean that you don't love. She wanted to silently say to her heart: "Loved, but it has passed." ”

***

When the cause arises and the fate ends, it will come to an end.

At dusk, He Xiaohan got off the bus with his luggage and met Gu Ran and a group of his new classmates at the gate of W University. When she looked at Gu Ran, her expression was a little unnatural, and Gu Ran didn't see any enthusiasm, so she nodded lazily at her: "What are you doing here?" ”

He Xiaohan sat in the car for a day and didn't have much energy: "I went back to my hometown to see my mother, who just came back." ”

Gu Ran suddenly realized: "No wonder I only saw the three in your bedroom recently, but I didn't see you." (To be continued......)