Chapter 160: There is no way out
It is estimated that in this world, no one can guess what Fang Wuxian is thinking at this time, because his experience is too special.
In a sense, Fang Wuxian was already a dead man. After his "resurrection", he thought that it would be good to "die" like this, to get rid of the past and get rid of enmity. What a happy thing it would be if you could find a timid and gentle girl like Su Su to take care of her.
But in fact, Fang Wuxian is still alive, that is him, a person who has lost his memories, a person who cannot cut off everything in the past, and a person who is facing advance or retreat.
He had no sense of substitution for the name of the other party's innocence and what he had experienced, even if he knew who "killed" him, he didn't think about how to take revenge. In his heart, even if his name is Fang Wuxie, it doesn't have much to do with the person before, whether it is physical or psychological.
Even when he returned to Huzhou this time, he didn't want to get his memories back like most amnesiac people. He just wanted to see if the people he once cared about, those relatives and friends who were sad about his departure, were like Huang Shou's analysis, with the death of "Fang Wuxie", they would slowly stay away from the hatred of Xiao Yan, Ding Yin and others, and live their own lives.
This may be the minimum condition that he can tolerate when he bids farewell to Fang Wuxie's identity.
But even with such low conditions, in front of Xiao Yan, who is bound to repay him, it is also a luxury.
When he heard that his relatives and friends were holding a "funeral" for him, he had a vague sense that things were not as simple as he imagined.
After coming to the archery hall, he felt inexplicable pain in his heart when he saw Tang Xiaoqi crying; the throbbing in the depths of his soul when he saw his sister Ye Liuyun; When he saw Guan Li and Zhang Xiaoxiao, those pictures that quickly flashed in his mind made him uncomfortable; When he saw the injured Miao Xiaodao, boundless anger rose in his heart.
All this made him understand that in this life, his memory can be lost, but some people can never be parted.
Because of this, when he found out that Guan Li seemed to be looking for trouble with Shen Ziyan, he muddied the water in a wild way, so that Guan Li would not have a good seizure; When Xiao Yan came to the door for bullying, he shouted and beat him; rushed forward when Ye Liuyun was in danger and punched his sister angrily; After thinking of Xiao Yan's conspiracy, he stayed uneasily; After seeing Miao Xiaodao, he lied and tricked him into leaving. Of course, what he said to Miao Xiaodao can't be considered a lie, because he is Fang Wuxie.
These alone were not enough, Fang Wuxian suddenly had an awareness when he saw Xiao Yan, Xiao Yan would never let go of his sister and even those who had helped him because of his "death".
Xiao Yan's persistence in hatred shattered Fang Wuxie's illusion of quietly retreating. He is a person with a past, a person with relatives and friends, and he can't quietly quit just because he doesn't want to play anymore, and transfer the hatred between him and Xiao Yan to those who shouldn't bear the hatred.
Since there is no way out, we must seize the road and move forward.
Fang Wuxian first heard Guan Li say that Shen Ziyan had helped Xiao Yan break some secret method in his hand, and when Shen Ziyan was blunt, he put some thoughts on Shen Ziyan.
Later, Xiao Yan's surprised look when he saw Shen Ziyan, and his expression of retreating after contemplation, were all looked at in his eyes one by one, and a vague plan was slowly sketched in his mind.
This plan is to stay in Huzhou, get close to Shen Ziyan, and then get close to Xiao Yan. Even if you can't break into the enemy, you must know as much as possible about Xiao Yan and prepare for a counterattack.
And that's just one reason he stayed in Huzhou. Another reason, of course, is for Tsing Yi Building.
After Fang Wuxian met "Miss Shen" in Luwei Village, he had a secret conversation with Huang Shou, if Huang Shou did not lie, then he had an agreement with Huang Shou's master and the head of Tsing Yi Lou that when he helped recapture a restaurant called Sheng De Zhai, Tsing Yi Lou would be owned by him.
Originally, he wanted to withdraw from Huzhou's grievances, so he casually perfunctory Huang Shou, and by the way, he sought some benefits for himself. But after coming to Huzhou, he knew that there was no way to retreat, so he had to consider Tsing Yi Lou's help to him.
It is difficult to say that it is difficult to take away the industry, and if the owner of Shengdezhai regards the foundation as more important than life, and does not let go of death, it will be difficult. But listening to Huang Shou, today's boss "Shi Jie" himself does not have the surname Shi, and also changed his surname to "Gu" or "Hu", such a person must have no sense of belonging to Shengdezhai, Fang Wuxian believes that with the intention of calculating or not, and with Tsing Yi Lou behind his back, the chance of winning back is still very great.
As for whether it will be used as a gun by the people of Tsing Yi Lou in the future, Fang Wuxian is not without consideration. But he felt that since he had decided to wrestle with Xiao Yan, who was the head of the East China Region of the Central Security Bureau, it was nothing to have one more Tsing Yi Building. What's more, people in the world are a little sick, if the people in Tsing Yi Lou really misbehave, even if they don't agree to the other party, they won't let go of themselves easily, it's better to gamble, in case you make a profit!
Fang Wuxie's ghost idea came quickly, and he modestly showed himself to be a useful person and a righteous person in front of Shen Ziyan, which slowly attracted Shen Ziyan's attention.
When he saw someone stalking him and Shen Ziyan, he knew that the opportunity had come. seemed to have unintentionally said that he wanted to stay in Huzhou to work, but he had to flee because he provoked Xiao Yan.
He knew that with Shen Ziyan's relationship, he would definitely be able to help him, and he was a little sure that Shen Ziyan would help him.
This affirmation does not come from intuition, but from inferences drawn from subtleties.
Shen Ziyan should not be a martial arts master, but Shen Ziyan is definitely a righteous person, she was ashamed of Fang Wuxie, and hurried back to Huzhou to attend the funeral after getting the news; Fang Wuxian was thrown off the bus in the morning, and she followed without hesitation; was questioned by Guan Li at the memorial service, and she bluntly admitted her mistake and apologized.
These things all show that Shen Ziyan is a righteous person, at least in front of people.
People who are righteous are generally helpful, and Shen Ziyan really moved her mind to help him and took the initiative to invite him to breakfast.
It can be said that the innocent careful thinking has never been broken from beginning to end, and the behavior and language strategies of each ring are extremely complex, and it is absolutely difficult for ordinary people to imagine.
But that's just complicated.
Just as some people are good at mathematical operations, some people are good at literature and art, and some people are good at reasoning and analysis, Fang Wuxian is good at speculating on people's hearts, and it can also be said that he is good at communicating.
His eyesight is far beyond ordinary people, and his memory is also extraordinary, often by discovering the small things that the actor starts with, he can push out the person's next move from a small point of view, and can adjust his own behavior in time, so as to affect the development of the situation.
This ability seems to be mysterious, but just like the instinct of drinking water and eating, there is no need to do it deliberately, but when you see it, you think of it; I thought of it, and I did it.
Fang Wuxian found that Shen Ziyan, whether she was dressing, traveling or eating, was not as complicated as the celebrities and celebrities that the world thought. She wore nothing more than canvas shoes, judgment pants, and Taobao tops; The most I can sit in is the business car of more than 300,000 yuan, and the bus is also available, and the walking is not squeamish; And what to eat, it's just a xiaolongbao on the edge of the university, with a bowl of seaweed egg drop soup......
Fang Wuxian basically didn't have a good life, he also fled in the mountains, he ate and devoured food, he felt like a soldier, he finished eating three steamed buns, and then looked at Shen Ziyan, one steamed bun just ate three.
Although Shen Ziyan is eating xiaolongbao, it is like eating a royal banquet, with neat and white teeth biting, chewing carefully, and swallowing slowly, although it is very good-looking, but Fang Wuxie who saw it was anxious, and said with a wry smile: "Miss Shen, eat at your rate, we can eat lunch directly in a while." ”
Shen Ziyan pursed her lips and smiled: "Wouldn't that be just right, I'll invite you in the morning, and you invite me at noon." ”
"I'm afraid this won't work, I wrapped a thousand yuan in gift money in the morning, and I'm already penniless." Fang Wuxian smiled and asked for steamed buns again: "I have to eat more when you invite me, otherwise there will be no next meal, and I don't know how long I will be hungry." ”
"Then you can eat more, and eat the evening ......" Shen Ziyan put down her chopsticks with a smile and pushed her cage over: "You have such a good amount of food, how did your body do it?" ”
"Don't mention it, I came to Huzhou to look for a job a while ago, but I didn't find a job but had a high fever for more than half a month, and my wallet was stolen again while taking the bus. If it weren't for Fang Wuxie, I wouldn't know where to ask for food at this time! Fang Wuxian had already thought of what he said, and there was no flaw in it.
"Oh, so what did you do before? I feel like you're good at fighting! ”
Fang Wuxian scratched his head and said, "It's hard to talk about my previous life, don't laugh at me." Do you know how to steal mountains? ”
Shen Ziyan shook her head, she is a reporter, and she is well-informed, but she has never heard of the saying "stealing mountains".
Fang Wuxian whispered: "In this mountain, there are many treasures." But now everything belongs to the state, and the mountain is sealed at every turn, and the treasures in the mountain have become the private property of some people. What I used to do was to take these treasures that belonged to the common people out of the mountains. ”
Shen Ziyan said: "It's so nice, can you take it out and give it to the people for free?" ”
Fang Wuxian slapped his chest: "What do you think, am I not just a common person!" ”
Shen Ziyan was amused by him and giggled: "You can really put gold on your face." By the way, what treasures do you take? What is the approximate range of activities? Why don't you do it? ”
"Alas, in these days, there are fewer treasures. Since I was a child, I went to the Northeast with my uncle, picked ginseng, hunted, and then these two businesses were not good, so I was ready to resell mountain goods. Last year, my uncle died in a foreign land, and I didn't want to toss anymore, so I returned to Linhai, wanting to start a family and do something. ”
Fang Wuxian's words are all consistent with the identity of "Fang Su" today, and they are all fake, but he does have the experience of the old forests in the northeast, even if he loses his memory, he has a lot of instincts, and he will not easily show his feet when he encounters someone who cares.
[Author's digression]: Chapter 2, it's late tonight