Time is changing, you are changing, he is changing, and what I thought had not changed has also changed.

My eyes were wet with tears, my body was shaking with excitement, and I looked very desolate in this cold night.

Xiang Chen, what have you been doing for so many years, and what have you experienced?

The woman hesitated: "You know? I stared into Xiang Chen's eyes, trying not to let myself escape.

"Do you still know me?" This sentence, which had been buried in my heart for a long time, finally came out through the wine, perhaps not because of excitement but because the weather was so cold, and my teeth were shaking.

He looked at me noncommittally, as if he were looking at a stranger as he had done the previous times.

Didn't even break free of my hands.

"Miss, even if you are a nymphomaniac, there is a first-come-first-served one, right? He's decided to come with me tonight. Seeing that Xiang Chen was silent, the woman's tone was much higher, and she actually reached out to break my hand.

I was pulled by her, and I was in a hurry, and I also used brute force.

"It's about first come, first come." I heard myself blurt out, "This person, I made an appointment seven years ago, where were you at that time?" ”

The woman was furious, straightened up from Xiang Chen's arms, and pinched the back of my hand.

I was just about to use my trick, but Xiang Chen suddenly stretched out his hand to block it, separating us. "Stop making a fuss."

In the tone, there is a clear disgust, but I don't know who it is for.

I felt a dull pain in my chest, and suddenly felt that all the strength in my body had been drained, and I took a few steps back in prostration, but fortunately, Hu Hao, who chased me out at some point, helped me and didn't fall to the ground.

Seeing that Xiang Chen had no intention of protecting her, coupled with Hu Hao's sudden appearance, the woman immediately understood the situation, sneered a few times and left.

"Car keys." Xiang Chen said in a deep voice.

The woman paused, raised her hand and threw his car keys over.

Comes with a resentful look.

Xiang Chen was grabbed by my sleeve, his movements were slow, and the car key fell on the ground in front of him.

I heard Hu Hao pat him on the shoulder and teased, "Yo, are we Xiang Shao lonely and unbearable?" Then he turned to me and asked, "Summer, are you okay?" Freak out? ”

Xiang Chen looked at the hand I was grabbing, and then looked at my face.

I don't know if it's a psychological problem or whatever, but I suddenly felt that his eyes seemed to be more sober than at the beginning, and that sharp gaze gradually changed back to the gentleness of high school in the night.

Like a deserter who had exhausted all his strength, I lowered my head and weakly released my fingers.

"Now, can I go?" He ignored Hu Hao's ridicule and asked me calmly. I shook my head, and nodded again.

I muttered, "You really don't remember me?" ”

I don't know why I'm bothering about it, maybe I'm trying to tell him that it's okay if he doesn't remember me.

But do you remember the basketball court, the rubber track, and the class bell at that time?

And also...... At that time, you were yourself.

How can you forget who you were back then? It's like drunken talk.

He didn't answer me, bent down to pick up the car keys on the ground,

"Don't you know how to drive?"

Xiang Chen still didn't answer me, and walked towards the parking lot without looking back.

Tears blurred his eyes, and his back gradually became blurred, and I suddenly used all my strength to shout loudly at his back: "I'm Xia Feng's sister Summer......"

The last thing I want is for him to remember me as Xia Feng's sister.

And now, I told him myself.

If nothing else, I just know that if you don't talk about it now, maybe it's really too late.

Hu Hao didn't catch up with Xiang Chen, let alone comfort me who was crying, he sighed meaningfully, and was about to send me home, but I refused.

Walking alone on a dark path, letting the wind blow across my face, although it was cold, made me more awake. It was as if my heart was being weighed down by a stone weighing a thousand pounds, and it was difficult to breathe.

I hugged my knees and sat on the couch since I got home, crying silently.

Li Na, who came out to drink water in the middle of the night, was startled by me, and jumped over with a strange scream. "What are you doing, when did you come back, I fell asleep, and I didn't answer your phone." She sat next to me with a big grin.

I hugged her neck and cried.

Finally, there is someone who knows the whole story, and can listen to me in such an inclusive dark night.

When she heard what happened to me tonight, she was slightly moved.

"Summer, what do you really love about him? Don't you feel that for so many years, all you have loved is a dream that you have imagined? She asked me.

I've asked myself this question a thousand times.

"Li Na, what is love? All I know is that after so many years, just thinking of him makes me feel happy. Because I wanted to be close to him, I became brave, tried to make myself good, became strong, endured loneliness, and even rejected the person who loved me, although sometimes I felt hopeless, but I still persevered, because I loved him, so I didn't want to give up this beautiful dreamlike relationship...... Do you think my love is hard? No, I'm not hard at all, when I'm in love, everything is not terrible, everything becomes beautiful, all hurts can be forgiven, it is he who makes me feel hopeful every day. I cried tonight just because I felt sorry for him, I was sad that he brought me so much, but I couldn't share a little bit for him, and I didn't even know why he was so lonely. ”

Actually, love is a very simple thing.

The person you love, the place where he exists, the whole world is illuminated by the sun; When he is lost, it rains all over the world.

What can be avoided is never fate, and what can be given up is never love.

Love and fate are both divine things, and I am sober and sinking, but I can't do anything.

"Don't sink too deep into the abyss of love, or you will lose yourself, just like me at the beginning, I used to think that the boy who played the guitar and sang was all I had, and then he left, in order to find what love was, I fell, but now I wake up, why bother with true love? Cherish it when you have love, and let it go away when you don't have love! Li Na sighed deeply and comforted me by stroking my back.

"Li Na, I don't mean anything else when I say so much today, it's just that my heart hurts so much to see him like that today." I whimpered and concluded.

"I'm in so much pain...... too"

"Your heart hurts too?" I was successfully attracted to her.

"No, I have a sore bladder...... I was just about to pee, and I saw you crying here, but I didn't pee...... I've endured it until now, and I don't dare to interrupt your lyrical ......"

"Poof!" I can be considered to have learned Li Na's face-changing skills, and I was sad with me just now, but now I have suddenly changed my painting style.

This girl is really healing.