Chapter 472: Watching Love (12)
Lin Duoqing explained a lot, basically some round words, literally, to make up for a lot of the face he had lost. Pen % fun % Pavilion www.biquge.info
Jiang Muxue was speechless and didn't want to say another word, and this farce finally ended with Lin Duoqing's apology.
After the melon-eating crowd dispersed one after another, Bai Ping and Wen Li were relieved to hug Jiang Muxue and Lu Chenxi into the door.
Bai Ping was still afraid that Lu Chenxi would have any ideas, so she tried to explain to him what happened just now, after all, Lu Chenxi came relatively late. Before Bai Ping could say a few words, Lu Chenxi said: "Auntie, don't worry, Shishi is the best, I will definitely not let her down." ”
Not only did he not put this matter at ease, but he pitied Jiang Muxue even more, which made Bai Ping almost burst into tears after hearing this.
The plan to follow Lu Chenxi back to his hometown was not affected by this incident at all, and the two of them set off as scheduled early the next morning. After living in the quiet and simple countryside for three days, Jiang Muxue was treated extremely warmly.
The simple and loyal parents of the Lu family can't wait to give their hearts to Jiang Muxue, and they don't look like entertaining their daughter-in-law at all, but like entertaining VIPs.
At the beginning of this, both parties were satisfied, and on the fourth day, the two returned.
The first second she returned home, Jiang Muxue felt that the atmosphere was wrong, and asked again and again, Bai Ping sighed, she told Jiang Muxue that Lin Duoqing committed suicide two days ago.
Hearing this, Jiang Muxue thundered like five thunderbolts.
"People outside are rumored that he can't stand Wuyunmeng and Chen Mei's blows to him, so he swallowed the medicine for a while, but several students who went to him for counseling found him in time and sent him to the hospital, and after rescue, he has now woken up." Wen Li said on the side, and his tone was very heavy.
In any case, Lin Duoqing was one of his many students who was extremely impressive. It is also a hard-working and kind-hearted one.
Otherwise, he would not have gone to the mountains to teach for three years.
Although her daughter's heartbroken departure was related to Lin Duoqing, in the final analysis, Lin Duoqing didn't do anything to be sorry for Wen Shiman, and who can say the emotional entanglement?
In his seven-year marriage to Wu Mengyun, he has experienced such deception, and no man can stand it.
What's more, there are always poems hidden in Lin Duoqing's heart, and that day, Lin Duoqing's eyes when he looked at his daughter were clear.
For all this, Wen Li could only sigh deeply.
said that he was helpless.
"Pick a time, you should go and see him, so I can persuade him, his child is still so young, he has no mother at the beginning of the year, and there is no father at the end of the year, it's really pitiful." Bai Ping took the initiative.
Jiang Muxue hesitated, "Since the words have been said that day, why bother with it anymore." ”
Wen Li disagreed, "Don't say anything else, after all, he is your teacher, and he has the grace to teach you, so let's go and see." Just a few words of consolation, nothing else. So, tomorrow we will go together, and then call the morning light. ”
Jiang Muxue thought about it again and again, and felt that it was okay to go and see it.
On the second day, Lu Chenxi drove and the four of them went to the hospital together.
In just four or five days, Lin Duoqing seemed to have changed into a very old person.
Not to mention the whole person, even the cheekbones on the face are a little protruding.
Standing beside the bed, Jiang Muxue didn't come back to her senses for a few seconds.
Naturally, I sighed in my heart.
In his previous life, he and Wen Shiman were depressed and unhappy as husband and wife for a year, and in this life, he did not marry Wen Shiman again and looked for death and life, and it is also a kind of ability to live like this life.
I really don't know what he thinks, how to live is just two words, unhappy.
Wen Li and the others saw that Lin Duoqing had been staring at Jiang Muxue, silently, ignoring their concern at all, and left the ward a few minutes later, leaving Jiang Muxue alone.
"I didn't expect you to come and see me."
After a long time, he turned his head and burst into tears.
Jiang Muxue snorted coldly and sat down, "You think everyone is like you, heartless." ”
"Can you eat now?"
"Not yet."
"Then you're hungry!"
The more Jiang Muxue spoke, the more angry she became, "What is there you can't think of?" Your parents are over 70 years old and your children are only 5 years old, what if you leave them like this? ”
Lin Duoqing smiled bitterly and didn't speak for a long time.
There were only vigorous tears, and the spring seemed to be open, and it couldn't be stopped.
"In this life, there are so many constraints, sometimes I think about what a beautiful state it should be to be helpless and helpless. As Zhuangzi said, the water strikes three thousand, and it sways upward, ninety thousand miles. ”
It's really interesting, Jiang Muxue smiled, at this time, this person is eager to get away from it!
But she didn't answer and let him speak.
"To be born on earth and to be free from it is a sorrow in itself. Fame and fortune, public opinion, relatives and friends, you can't get rid of them, because the more you want to get rid of them, the more you can't get rid of them, you can only struggle in them, you can only shout in them. Tired to the extreme, naturally one is dead, one hundred. ”
"Finished?" After a while, Jiang Muxue saw that he was no longer talking, so she asked.
Lin Duoqing smiled bitterly, "Isn't it annoying for me?" Also, even I annoy myself, let alone you. ”
"You go, I won't die again."
Jiang Muxue smiled bitterly, "Everyone dies once, you say that you won't die again, where do you get your confidence?" ”
Lin Duoqing was choked for a long time and sighed, "Yes, everyone dies, some people don't think they live enough, and some people don't want to live." Sure enough, life and death are life, wealth is in heaven! ”
"Whether you want to be free or die, in my opinion, it is a kind of escape under impotence and cowardice, and there is nothing to sigh about." Jiang Muxue couldn't listen to it anymore and said sarcastically: "Actually, as early as ten years ago, I already saw that you were a coward like me, you obviously liked it, but you didn't dare to take a step beyond the thunder pool, and the world hasn't done anything to you, you have been defeated!" At that time, I wanted to confide in you more than once, but I was especially afraid of being rejected by you to make jokes, and then I told myself that when I graduated and joined the workforce, I would have the courage to stand in front of you and confess to you, even if I was rejected...... It's a pity that people are not as good as heaven, I graduated, and you have been taken away by another woman. ”
This remark made Lin Duoqing so excited that he couldn't help himself, and he just hated that time couldn't go back.
"When you return to China this time, you always like to wander around that path, are you waiting for me?"
This is the third time he has asked, Jiang Muxue doesn't know why he is so obsessed with this question, and he still doesn't give up.
According to Wen Shiman's thoughts, he was indeed waiting for him, Jiang Muxue was silent for a moment and nodded.
In an instant, Lin Duoqing burst into tears.
"I know, I've always known that. But he didn't dare to go, but when he mustered up the courage to meet you, there were other people around you...... I did everything on my own, and I couldn't blame others. ”
"It's not so much waiting for you, it's more like reliving my past youth. In the past, I was obsessed with it and didn't understand, I always thought that I was watching you, but now I realized that it is not so much watching over you as love. ”
"Sometimes, love has nothing to do with people."
After Jiang Muxue finished speaking, she often breathed a sigh of relief.
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