At this time, I realized that the feeling of missing someone was so painful and hopeless. I want to see her, but I don't know where; I wanted to hear her voice, but I felt that it was far away. I think I'm finally able to understand some of my dad's feelings. ”

"As the days passed, in the midst of pain and loneliness, I became silent day by day. One day, a strange man came to me, and he knew who my father was, and that I had become an orphan, so he asked me if I would like to go with him, and if I did, I would have no worries about food and clothing. This man was richly dressed, and seemed to be the son of a very high-ranking family. But it is precisely this kind of person that I hate and hate the most. is often the son of this kind of family, who is often rampant and domineering on the street, bullying the strong and afraid of the weak. I've suffered a lot of losses. I was about to say no, but I was about to speak, but suddenly stopped. ”

"Because behind this son, a girl came out."

"That girl, the forehead of the crescent moon, the eyes of the lacquered stars, the flowing hair, the posture of the spirit. In addition to the coldness in my eyes, that face, that look, isn't it the person I dream of every day like a girl? ”

"I was amazed that her beauty illuminated me like the sun. I only felt dazzling, and a soft flower bloomed in my heart. ”

"Later, I agreed to the strange man, and he took me to his place. Only then did I know that the person had established an organization, and it was a person like me who had excellent martial arts qualifications, and I also knew what that organization did. That organization turned out to be an organization of killers, but it killed all the people who would be killed. That man, he is both a good and evil character, and he is very good at the killers below, and I am slowly and at ease. ”

"Once I joined that organization, I was able to see her a lot. At the pavilion, by the lake, on the road, and at the training ground, I often looked at her from afar, just wanting to be able to say a few more words to her. But every time, I fell into disappointment. ”

"She never gave me an extra glance except when necessary. Even if she met on the road, she said a few words, and she just, quickly and absentmindedly answered a few words, and walked quickly. In her eyes, I seem to be a dispensable person, or even a person who does not exist in her heart. But does she know that her figure, no matter where she is, can illuminate my heart; Every time I answered coldly, my heart was so sad and trembling. ”

"Five years have passed, under thousands of tortures, I finally can't bear it anymore, I want to tell her, tell her how I feel about her, tell her that there is a person who just wants to be by her side for the rest of her life, laugh with her, and suffer with her...... Even if it is such a dangerous killer life, as long as you can be with her, there will be no regrets in this life......"

After Song Yizhen finished quietly, he stopped.

There was silence all around.

……

At this time, Xu Zi was already in tears.

She turned around and said slowly to Song Yiyan: "That portrait, have you ever carried it with you?" ”

Song Yiyan nodded, took out the figure from his sleeve, stretched out his hand, and handed it to Xu Zi.

Xu Zi held the portrait, and the tears in her eyes fell down like beads of broken threads.

She closed her eyes, and the pain in her heart could not be calmed down for a long time.

She slowly opened her eyes and said to Song Yiyan: "This portrait doll is mine." ”

Yes, this portrait doll is hers. When she fell into the black hole, she was carrying the doll in her pocket.

This doll was a gift from her mother for her tenth birthday;

This doll is made by my mother herself, and it resembles her doll

This doll has her mother's deep love for her......

However, after arriving here, only a few days later, the doll was strangely gone.

Because of the loss of this doll, she was so sad that she cried for several days, and her face became a cat face. The doll was never found again.

Now that I think about it, maybe the boy Song Yizhen saw took the doll away from her while she was unprepared.

Hearing what she said, Song Yiyan's eyes widened, and there was shock and contradiction in his eyes.

"Before I came here, I had a wandering life on the streets. This doll fell off at that time. ”

"Thank you for helping me get this doll back, I'm going to take her away." With that, Xu Zi held the doll tightly and was about to turn around and leave.

"You!" Song Yizhen didn't expect her to leave without saying anything, and she had to take the portrait away. He reached out and grabbed her left arm, with an angry and sad look in his eyes, and said in a low voice: "Senior sister, are you unwilling to say anything to me if you refuse?" ”

The voice trembled slightly.

Xu Zi only felt a tremor in his heart, but it didn't make a sound.

The light around him suddenly dimmed.

The two of them subconsciously turned their heads and looked at the sky.

The sun slowly descended, retracting its afterglow in the sky, turning into a red-orange-orange disc that gently receded behind the distant peaks.

On top of that peak, there was a large tree with a tall trunk and branches that stretched out densely to block out the weakening sunlight.

The sun was setting, and in its reddish-orange disc was the shape of a tree. The whole shape of the tree resembles a heart.

Therefore, from a distance, it seems to be in a luminous disc, with a heart-shaped object in it, shining brightly.

Xu Zi suddenly wanted to laugh, and suddenly wanted to cry.

Did the people of ancient know the shape of the heart?

Xu Zi lowered her head and saw the heart-shaped pendant shaking around the doll's neck, which was crystal clear.

I see.

Xu Zi closed her eyes.

She finally knew why Song Yizhen was determined to take her here at this moment!

But how should she respond? How could she respond?

She hesitated and opened her eyes.

There were still tears on her face, but she finally said: "Song Yizhen, the person who doesn't exist is me, not you." ”

Song Yiyan's eyes were filled with incomprehensible doubts.

"I don't belong here, I don't deserve to be here." Xu Zi continued.

She belongs to the modern era, she shouldn't have been in this ancient world at all, no matter how difficult it is, she wants to find a way to go back.

Over the years, although she has not found a way to go back, she has never given up hope in her heart.

That hope has always been in her heart, like a spark, just waiting for the prairie to burn.

If one day, she can go back to modern times, she will definitely leave without hesitation.

If she wants to say that before leaving, she has anything to be reluctant to, it can only be Wu Tingyuan.

She had a very dependent feeling on Wu Tingyuan, and that was the most important reason why she was reluctant to leave the Shengyuan Hall.

However, back to modern times is different. She wants to go back and see her relatives and be with them again.

"Maybe one day, I'll have to leave here. That is, never to come back. Xu Zi said.