Chapter 476: Can't Ask for It
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However, Lin Jingxian didn't drink a drop, she lightly refused: "I'm pregnant now, so I can't drink." ”
Qin Yuheng's face brought a slight embarrassment, he actually forgot about this.
No, maybe he didn't forget, he just deliberately wanted to ignore this fact.
How much does he hope that the Lin Jingxian in front of him is still the Lin Jingxian he knew who he didn't love in his heart?
But the reality often feels cruel.
Qin Yuheng was about to drink himself, when he heard Lin Jingxian add: "You have injuries on your body, and you can't drink." ”
Qin Yuheng put down the wine glass and looked at Lin Jingxian deeply.
Lin Jingxian felt that although the feelings in Qin Yuheng's eyes were still full of forbearance, this feeling became more and more intense, as if the earth fire before the eruption of a volcano.
It's been brewing underground, and one day, it can't be suppressed anymore, and it will break through the thick surface and shoot out!
Lin Jingxian was worried that Qin Yuheng would one day no longer be able to suppress the emotions in his heart!
At that time, if Qin Yuheng did something ingenious and robbing, it would be enough to give her a headache.
Lin Jingxian knew that she shouldn't stimulate Qin Yuheng at this time, so she tried to ease her tone, looked at Qin Yuheng and said, "Qin Yuheng, why are you doing this?" ”
Qin Yuheng was slightly stunned, and it took a while to understand the meaning of Lin Jingxian's words.
"I don't know, it's probably the first time I met you, and I was destined to like you, so I was destined to ask for it." Qin Yuheng sighed slightly.
"Qin Yuheng, you are a good person, I also believe that you will be a good emperor, as long as you can understand that everyone in this world has things that you can't get, and when you can't get it, as long as you learn to let go, you will be happy." Lin Jingxian persuaded in a low voice.
Qin Yuheng smiled in his eyebrows: "I know that my feelings for you have caused you trouble, but I really can't do what you say." ”
Qin Yuheng paused, and said in an affectionate and long tone: "I only know that I once wanted to let go, but not only did I not let go, but I made this feeling deeper and deeper, and it became ......stronger and stronger."
"Every time I see you, I can even feel my blood flowing faster, and I can even feel that I want to fly happily, that is, when I ascend the throne and become emperor, that is, when I get rid of General Zuo, I don't have this happiness." Qin Yuheng said as he spoke, as if he remembered this feeling, and couldn't help but dance with his eyebrows.
When Lin Jingxian saw Qin Yuheng like this, she knew that Qin Yuheng was a demonic barrier, and he shouldn't be able to listen to what he said.
But Lin Jingxian still couldn't help but say: "Why are you doing this, you know me, even if you are as deep as the sea, I will never respond to you in my life." ”
Qin Yuheng looked at Lin Jingxian and said seriously: "That's right, I crave your response, but even if you don't respond, my feelings for you will not change." ”
"What's the point of liking someone like this that you will never get?" Lin Jingxian didn't understand why Qin Yuheng was like this.
She didn't know why Qin Yuheng was so obsessed with herself.
Qin Yuheng is the emperor of Dashun, if he wants to, the harem of three thousand is not a problem, but why does he have such stubbornness and can't let go of himself?
Qin Yuheng shook his head and said, "How can it be meaningless." ”
Lin Jingxian will never know that in those difficult days, Lin Jingxian became the only reason for him to persevere.
Lin Jingxian knew that she couldn't move Qin Yuheng, so she sighed and said, "There is always a **** who will understand that this is not worth it." ”
"There is no one more worthy of my love than you." Qin Yuheng said with some excitement.
Lin Jingxian said silently: "I'm not worthy." She can only refuse Qin Yuheng like this now.
How could Qin Yuheng not understand that Lin Jingxian was perfunctory to him?
Qin Yuheng also understood that the more affectionate he showed at this time, the more it would make Lin Jingxian defensive and disgusted, thinking so, Qin Yuheng said, "Let's not talk about this." ”
Lin Jingxian also knew that if the topic just now continued, it might touch the bottom line in the hearts of the two people at any time.
Although the two of them have different minds now, one thing is the same, that is, both of them are willing to maintain their performance calm at this time.
"Jing Xian, you use vegetables." Qin Yuheng beckoned.
Lin Jingxian wanted to ask Qin Yuheng if he had Cheng Zhijun's whereabouts at this time, but she thought that she would ask in vain.
I'll go back tomorrow.
Lin Jingxian prayed silently in her heart, hoping that Cheng Zhijun had gone back safely at this time.
The two of them didn't convince anyone just now, and the atmosphere was a little solemn at this time.
Lin Jingxian has long been used to it, since she knew that Qin Yuheng was the crown prince, the two of them have never gotten along completely equally, and when she got along with Qin Yuheng, she never had the relaxed mentality before.
For a meal, Qin Yuheng tried to eat as slowly as possible.
Qin Yuheng knew that after eating, Lin Jingxian would definitely find an excuse to rest and let him leave.
At this time, Qin Yuheng even hoped that he was a despicable person and could stay with a cheeky face, but Qin Yuheng at this time couldn't do it after all.
Every time he faced Lin Jingxian's bright eyes, Qin Yuheng would feel that the darkness in his heart would become nowhere to hide, and Lin Jingxian would see it clearly, and then it would be melted away by the temperature in Lin Jingxian's eyes.
But no matter how slow you eat, there is always a time to finish eating.
Sure enough, as Qin Yuheng thought, after eating, Lin Jingxian frightened the eviction order: "Qin Yuheng, I'm a little tired." ”
Qin Yuheng couldn't stay at this time, he opened his mouth and said, "Okay, then you can rest." ”
Qin Yuheng walked out, and when he walked to the door, Qin Yuheng paused and said without looking back: "You can rest assured, I will send you back as promised tomorrow morning." ”
Qin Yuheng was worried that Lin Jingxian would not rest well, so he gave Lin Jingxian a reassuring pill.
After he left the big tent, he did not return to his big tent, but stood at the door of the big tent and did not leave it for a long time.
Late at night, a eunuch came over and whispered, "Your Majesty, you have injuries on your body, you should rest early." ”
This eunuch is called Xiao Dezi, and he has been following Wang Chong's side before, but now that Wang Chong is gone, the heavy responsibility of serving Qin Yuheng falls on Xiao Dezi.
(To be continued.) )