I went back to my room after saying I was tired, and now I can finally take off my mask and don't have to pretend so hard.

I should have known that he was going to marry the concubine of the right prime minister, and in his capacity, only the concubine could stand on his left and right. If it weren't for that ridiculous "proverb", we might not even have had the chance to meet. And this Miss Yin is also so excited for him, I think they should be very compatible. With this realization, I smiled softly, as if I couldn't feel how my heart hurt. Perhaps, it is really numb, after all, it can carry too little.

I took out the jade pendant from the innermost part of my pocket. I haven't taken out the lobelia carved by him with his own hands, and the mutton fat jade is still warm to the touch, but now I feel so hot when I hold it. I took out a silk handkerchief, wrapped it, and walked briskly to the bamboo forest behind me.

I found a very thick bamboo, dug a small pit underneath with a small shovel borrowed from Ah Qiao to dig herbs, gently put the jade pendant into it, and then filled it with a small shovel, and with each shovel, I seemed to hear him talking to me:

"You're Ding Xiang's youngest daughter?" I nodded......

"I'll leave this position to you if you want." I stretched out my hand, but there was no longer the warmth of his palm......

"I really like you, you have to believe me." But I didn't really believe it anymore......

"The third thing is, I'll never fail you!" I looked up, but I could no longer see the determined eyes......

"You don't know how to protect yourself like this, how can I rest assured?" At that time, the red eyes and nervous expression were all pretended? Does he know that he is the one who hurt me the most and loses me the most......

"I, Jiang Yunlin, will only marry Ding Muqing in this life and this life." The words are still in his ears, and now he is also happy to find another good wife......

Okay, good, let's even bury these together......

I sat on the edge of the mound of dirt, watching the water drip into the dirt drop by drop, it turned out that I would still cry for him?

I didn't hear the footsteps at all, and when I saw Du Yichun, I didn't have time to hide any of my emotions, I only looked at him with tears in my eyes, and said, "Brother Jiu?"

He crouched down, took me into his arms, and said softly, "What are you doing?" What's wrong?"

I shook my head and said, "It's nothing, it's just that I remembered some unhappy things in the past, it's just...... Homesick. ”

He patted me gently on the back and slowly read a poem: "The beauty rolls up the beaded curtain, sits deeply and frowns, but when she sees the tears wet, she doesn't know who she hates." “

I burst into tears and laughed, "It's not relevant, there's no bead curtain here, and I ......" My voice lowered, "I don't hate anyone." ”

He still patted me gently and said, "When I was a child, every time my mother cried, as long as I read this poem, she would laugh." At the time, I thought, maybe all women like this poem. When I grew up, I realized that this poem was actually a very sad poem, but I still can't understand why my mother laughs when she hears it. ”

I can almost imagine him now, shaking his head and reciting poems at a young age. I couldn't help but chuckle, then shook my head, and said, "Brother Jiu, I think you must have misunderstood your mother, she must love you very much." So she laughed because she felt that her son could recite poems and comfort his mother, and she was a happy smile. “

Du Yichun hugged my hand tightly and said, "Really? You mean, my mother doesn't hate me? She doesn't hate me for coming into this world, she still loves me?"

His voice was not filled with hope, but with some kind of fear. I don't know why he misunderstood his mother so deeply, but I think that a woman who hears her son reciting poems and laughs must not be a bad mother.

I stretched out my hand, shook him lightly, and said, "Brother Jiu, no matter how suspicious you are of your mother, the next time you go home, you must open your heart and talk to her, I think she may be distressed that you misunderstood her." ”

Du Yichun smiled bitterly: "Maybe there is no such opportunity." ”

I looked at him suspiciously, and he explained, "Now that the situation of the war is unknown, how can I have time to go home." ”

I nodded, and then remembered something: "Didn't you swear by Meng Xizhi's high-five?" He was not allowed to invade the south for ten years. ”

Du Yichun looked out from afar and said: "You also said that it was a high-five oath, even if you sign a truce now, it may not be useful, let alone a verbal promise." ”

"Then why go to such great lengths to do those things?" I was puzzled.

"At that time, the result was already the best. Although Wan Yanyue's subordinates said that they would follow whatever decision he made, if he repented after high-fived him, it would always make his subordinates feel that there was something wrong with him. And if Wan Yan Yue can really keep his oath and wait for ten years, then ten years later, he will be a thousand times more difficult to deal with than now. So, I would have liked him to invade the south now. Besides, even if he keeps the contract, that Wanyan Bing may not be able to stop. If he really doesn't think he can go south, the more he is afraid, the more happy he is to see it, and I wish we would lose both. Therefore, how the war will develop now is really not certain. He said a lot in one breath, and his analysis was very reasonable, and I couldn't find anything, so I had to bow my head slightly.

"By the way, I heard Zheng Yu say that Mu Qinghe was taken away by the right minister's people? What's going on?" He asked in a different subject.

I gave him a little pass, and he nodded and said, "I received news that the emperor has given the daughter of the Fourth Highness and the right prime minister to be married, but I don't want the daughter of the right prime minister to have such a relationship with Mu Qinghe." ”

I saw that he seemed to be watching my expression closely, so I tried to be more natural and said in a calm voice, "Oh, that's good." Anyway, the right minister is also recommended by His Royal Highness, and it is just right to get married. It's just that now that His Royal Highness has the help of the Shen family and the right minister, my father is afraid that he will be troubled. "I deliberately pointed out the antagonistic relationship between Jiang Yunlin and Ding Xiang, and then explained that I can't have anything to do with him.

Du Yichun didn't delve into it, and said, "Let's go, let's go back first, if Doctor Mu just prescribes medicine to you, then you can rest for two more days, and we can set off." “

I hurriedly said, "No, Brother Jiu, let's leave tomorrow." There is no need to rest anymore, Mu Qinghe also said that I can. "I really don't want to delay him too much because I have military affairs on my side. Moreover, there is really nothing wrong with my body.

Du Yichun looked at me, I nodded firmly, and he also nodded and said, "In this case, I will tell Zheng Yu to set off early tomorrow morning." ”

Walking out of the bamboo forest, he saw Zheng Yu standing outside the bamboo forest, motionless like a sculpture. Du Yichun smiled and shook his head: "He has been guarding here, saying that he is protecting you." This kid usually plays tricks in war, and he doesn't have such a one-sided look, it seems that you should forgive him as soon as possible, otherwise he doesn't know how long it will take him to carry this burden......"

I looked at Zheng Yu who was standing there, I didn't know what to say, and finally didn't say anything. Maybe a person feels guilty about another person, and he can only be really calm when he feels that he has paid it off.