Suddenly, the sunlight shot in like a sword, and Boss Jin turned his back violently, and said tremblingly: "Quick, pull it up!" ”。 Hunched back, shivering in the sun. I immediately closed the curtains and said I was sorry.

There was a dark silence in the room again, and I didn't reflect it for a while, and I couldn't see anything in the dark, so I just stood in place.

"I'm sorry, Ruolan, you can sit down first", after a while, his eyes were a little adjusted to the darkness, and Boss Jin suddenly said to me.

There was a chair behind me, facing Boss Kim, with a desk between us. The chair was mahogany, and I was wearing a skirt, and my thighs felt so cold when they touched the wood, the study was like an ice cave, and even my breath was white. I kept rubbing my hands together and said, "Boss Jin, it's so cold here."

"I'm sorry, I'll turn up the temperature", said Boss Jin picked up the remote control and pressed it. I found out that in such a small room, there was actually a vertical air conditioner, which was very powerful, and the white air conditioner rushed to drill out.

I looked at him puzzled, pointing to the air conditioner: "This ......"

"I don't know what's wrong, I've been getting more and more afraid of heat lately", Boss Jin looked at me coldly and continued: "By the way, you went to the central garden, did you find anything?" ”

The boss Jin I saw today is completely two people from last time, he in front of him, there is no joy, anger and sorrow on his face, usually when people speak, his face will have a little expression, but he won't, as if his facial features are engraved.

"The last time you saw the girl in the dark room, was she about four years old, with big eyes, very cute, like a doll?"

When Boss Jin heard me say this, he immediately sat up straight, his dim eyes were instantly filled with light, and he said excitedly: "Yes, Ruolan, have you gone to investigate for me?" Did you find out? You're going to save me."

From the time he entered the house to the present, I finally saw that he had a little expression, and the depressing and strange atmosphere just now eased a little. The last time I met Boss Jin, it was fine, why did it become like this in a few days? What the hell happened to him?

"Can you tell me what's going on with you these days?"

Boss Jin leaned back in his chair, his eyes returned to the dimness they had just now, but with more helplessness and pain, looking at the ceiling and recalling:

"I don't know when I was uncomfortable in a hot place, as if the whole person would melt away, once I had no intention of going to the refrigerator to get something, and when I opened the freezer, the cold air hit my face in an instant, and it was indescribably comfortable, so I kept the air conditioner on. There is also light, I feel more and more that the light can illuminate me, only in the dark, my body seems to have cohesion, every time I come into contact with the light, every cell in my body will feel very light, and I always feel that I will gradually disappear in the low sunlight. And I always felt like I was dying, and that feeling was getting stronger and stronger. People also become very lazy, and sometimes they don't want to say a word for a few days, and even if they want to, they don't know who to say it to."

Quietly listened to Boss Jin tell all this, his face was expressionless when he spoke, as if he was telling someone else's story, and his whole face was like wearing a mask, numb and stiff.

"Why do you need to donate hospital funds at this time?" I asked suddenly.

"10 years ago, it was the psychiatric hospital that made me a new person, and 10 years later, it is Dr. Ma who treats me again and again, so that I can be more comfortable, and I have to repay this kindness." Boss Jin's tone was slightly aggravated when he spoke.

I tentatively asked again, "What...... Don't leave some for your wife and son who is studying abroad? ”

Boss Jin suddenly stared at me and said, "I said it, I have to repay this favor, and the rest is not considered."

I looked at him blankly, the three words "Boss Jin" have always been a household name in Chinese mainland, not only strong economic strength, but also his precious quality, whether it is an earthquake, a typhoon, or a big flood, every time after these disasters, large donations, there is always the name of Boss Jin. There is also the dream of a child in a remote mountain village, or the desire to survive without a sick patient, as long as Boss Jin meets him, he will do his best to satisfy others. What is even more talked about is that he has a heart that loves his wife, although he is strong, he does not have many "goddaughters" like other rich people, but takes his wife with him every time he attends important occasions and takes care of his wife in every detail. What is the reason for such a person to be able to say things like "everything else is not in the table"?

"In that case, I'm sure Dr. Ma will heal you," I said, following his train of thought.

"It's also strange to say, every time I come back after seeing Dr. Ma, after a few days, I will have a strong premonition of death, this fear seeps into every pore of mine, and the feeling of fear of heat and light is getting stronger and stronger, and after receiving Dr. Ma's treatment, it will be slightly eased, but it will become worse after a few days." Boss Jin got up from the chair, walked to the air conditioning outlet and stopped, inhaled the cold air sprayed from it, and continued:

"And...... There is also a strange feeling, I feel more and more that this body is not mine, the body has the mind of the body, I have the mind of the body, as if I am not one with it, sometimes I think, if I suddenly sit up when I go to bed at night, I mean, I suddenly do this behavior on my own, without informing my body, then after I sit up, look back, will I find that my body is still sleeping? Hehe, I don't know if you'll laugh at me if I talk to you like this. ”

With so much going on, I can fully understand what Boss Jin said, and there is no need for him to joke with me like this. I smiled at him and said, "How could I laugh at you, I have already met that little girl, her name is Zhizhi, and I believe that from her mouth I can know the cause and effect of the incident." Don't worry, I'll get to the bottom of this matter."

Suddenly, Boss Jin knelt down in front of me, and said excitedly: "Ruolan, thank you, I already knew that the person who could really save me was you, not that I was afraid of death, death was nothing more than a close of my eyes and a kick of my feet, and I didn't feel anything, but this feeling of not being alive and not dying is too difficult, and even if I die, I have to die clearly, and I can't die like this."

I quickly helped him up and told him that he must take care of his body first, and that he must tell him as soon as there is news.

As soon as I got out of the study door, Mrs. Jin thanked me with tears in her eyes and sent me to the door: "Ruolan, I really don't know what to say, it would be good if you could go in and talk to him, if I can open his heart knot, I will be willing to make you a cow and a horse in the next life."

Mrs. Jin must just think that Boss Jin is depressed caused by rebirth after the catastrophe, looking at her cloudy eyes, decadent eyes, and she who was once cared for by Boss Jin on TV, there is a world of difference. Looking at her in front of me, I was extremely distressed......