Chapter 21: Committing Illness
"Haha, okay, then I can take care of Ruolan myself", Yan'er smiled and took my hand and walked towards the elevator.
"I'm going to die!" I pretended to knock her on the head: "Haven't I been discharged from the hospital after graduation?" Do you like me to stay in a psychiatric hospital forever? ”
Shanshan couldn't help but laugh next to her: "Look, you carried a schoolboy's bag, it really looks like a psychopath", she stuck out her tongue at me after she finished speaking.
A few of us got into the elevator with a fight, although the two of them were making fun of me, but with friends by my side, I could feel the warmth and tenderness, how I wished I could go back to school early and stay with my friends......
We all entered the elevator, and the elevator doors slowly closed, and there were other people inside, so we stopped playing and playing, and suddenly the environment was quiet, and I felt very uncomfortable, and Yan'er's words just now began to echo in my brain.
Yan'er's words are like a curse, disturbing my heart very stuffy, there has always been a knot that I can't unravel, do I really want to be here for the rest of my life? Why did she just say that? But...... I can't question her face to face, she's just a joke, and if I think I'm going to be too nervous, but ...... It's really like a curse, and I can't breathe......
When we got to the 11th floor, we walked to the hospital room, and I was holding the strap of the backpack on my shoulder, and I felt that I must be looking funny. Grandma didn't know where the schoolbag came from, or the schoolbag for elementary school students, and there was a big cartoon character on the front of the schoolbag.
How...... How did I become this virtue intentionally or unintentionally? Even my grandmother had prepared such a nervous bag for me, as if I was destined to fall into this strange circle......
As soon as I arrived in the room, I threw my bag under the table and felt a deep disgust, if it weren't for the geese there, I would have thrown it in the trash!
"Ruolan, what's wrong? I don't seem to be happy", Dr. Ma sat down on the sofa with me and turned on the TV.
"yes, wasn't it just a bit of fun. It's really a woman's heart like a needle under the sea", Yan'er smiled very easily, but I couldn't laugh at all, and I was still haunted by what she just said.
"Then you can talk. I'm going to get busy first", the nurse trainee smiled at me.
However, before she could walk out of the room, I suddenly screamed......
Just as the nurse was talking, I accidentally caught a glimpse of Dr. Ma's neck...... He...... One side of his neck. There is a visible wound, which ...... Isn't that the doll bitten......
"Ruolan, what's wrong with you? Ruo Blue! Dr. Ma hugged me tightly as I kept screaming.
"Get out!" I pushed him away, he was full of grievances in front of me, I really didn't know whether to trust him or not! Was it all my hallucination, or were they all working together to deceive me......
"Ruolan, what's wrong with you? Why did you suddenly ...... "Yan'er didn't know when she was already sitting next to me and gently holding my hand, I could only cry to Yan'er, and I didn't know how to explain it to her for a while."
Dr. Ma quietly sat down on the other side of me again. "Ruolan, what happened? Tell me okay? As he spoke, he slowly put a hand on my hair, running it along the ends of my hair, and gently stroked it.
Looking at the wound on his neck that fit perfectly, I jerked to my feet and looked at him in horror: "Don't touch me! ”
Yan'er also stood up, hugged me who was shivering, and comforted me softly, and Shanshan also encouraged her: "Ruolan, just say what you have." We'll help you out."
"You...... You ......" I stood in front of Dr. Ma and pointed at him, although Dr. Ma sat on the sofa and let me do this with a puzzled expression...... But in my eyes, he's all pretending. Pretending to be so innocent, pretending to have an expression of no reason, that wound was obviously bitten by a doll when he violated me, didn't he know it in his own heart?
"Ruolan, what's wrong with Dr. Ma?" Shanshan saw that I couldn't say a word for a long time, breaking the awkward and dull atmosphere.
"You say...... How did the wound on your neck come about......" I said, lying on my stomach in Yan'er's arms. It turns out that it takes a lot of courage to uncover a truth, and I pretend not to know anything when I think about something, he said half a month, then I will endure it for half a month, as long as it is half a month, I can go back!
Seeing that Dr. Ma wanted to speak and stopped, he suddenly felt distressed, I trusted him so much, why did he lie to me? Why do this to me? I always thought he liked me too......
"You say! Say! How did the wound on the neck come about? What was the bite? I asked aloud as I cried. I obviously felt a dull pain in my chest, as if I was questioning my lover's betrayal......
"Ruolan, don't ask, forget it, it's all over......" Yan'er said softly in my ear as she hugged me.
"Why!" I turned around and pushed the goose away, I didn't understand! I really don't understand why even Yan'er has to say this, does he know anything? Why do you want me to forget it? There is not a single person in the world who can be trusted by me......
Yan'er stopped talking, no one spoke, only I stood alone on the sofa crying silently, my whole body was weak, and I couldn't even stand steadily......
Yan'er didn't say a word, just came over to help me again.
"You say! Why do you want me to forget it? Why? I pushed the goose away again and cried until I was silent......
"You ......" The nurse trainee suddenly took a step towards me, but only said one word, and her lips tightened again, looking tangled.
"Forget it, don't talk about it, you go out", Dr. Ma said to the nurse weakly as he sat on the sofa.
"No way!" I grabbed the trainee nurse who was about to go out: "You make it clear!" Finish talking! Don't even think about going out today! "This is the first time I have been so fierce to her, although I have a skeptical attitude towards Dr. Ma, but I can't deny that Dr. Ma is here, I still feel full of security, and I dare to say anything.
"Doctor Ma, I'm going to say it, you see Ruolan she doesn't appreciate it at all!" The trainee nurse suddenly stood up and stared at Dr. Ma for a long time, while Dr. Ma took out a cigarette, frowned, and began to light it, I really can't figure it out, why is he so painful!
"You're too embarrassed to ask!" The nurse glared at me, "It was bitten by you!" ”
Suddenly, the whole room became so quiet, everyone was motionless like puppets, the nurse kept her mouth cocked, and the whole world seemed to be only the cigarette in Dr. Ma's hand, the red heart of fire was bright and dark, and the green smoke was curling.
"Hahahaha......" I laughed, "you guys can make it up!" What a way to make it up! ”
However, no one paid any attention to me, as if a circle of onlookers was watching me perform like crazy alone.
"Yan'er, come on! You come and tell her, I bit it? It's just laughing to death! "I tried to catch Yan'er and prove everything for me, but Yan'er was half-dead, just squeezed a smile out of me and didn't say anything.
"You're sick!" My anger was stimulated to the extreme, and in the silence of everyone, I walked up to the trainee nurse and pushed her hard: "I bite? Am I a dog? Will bite? Or a vixen? Specializing in biting people's necks? You say! ”
The nurse didn't resist, but was pushed back several steps by me.
"Ruolan, don't make trouble!" Yan'er came from behind me and hugged me: "It's true! You bite! ”
I froze in place for a moment, unable to slow down, and tears fell to the ground one by one.
"That's you!" The nurse refused to admit defeat and said loudly: "You ran to the gate of the hospital, just as Dr. Ma caught up and wanted to pull you back, but you grabbed someone and bit him on the neck, it was too ruthless, the bite was so deep......" She said and actually cried......
"Okay, okay, you go out first......" Dr. Ma extinguished his cigarette, got up from the couch, walked up to the nurse, and patted her on the shoulder.
Seeing this scene, I don't know why, I suddenly felt sad, thinking that Dr. Ma used to pat me on the shoulder and touch my head, and at this moment...... He actually patted the trainee nurse on the shoulder, and he was so gentle! I......
The nurse is still crying quietly, pretending to be very aggrieved! It's disgusting!
"You're a liar! You slander me! "I really can't stand it, I grabbed the nurse's hair in the past, and I couldn't control the anger in my heart!
"Then you say! What do you say this wound came from? Say it yourself! "She didn't resist, she just held her head, she looked pitiful, but she was still stubborn, she didn't beg for mercy, and she was still declaring war on me.
They all came to help, helped the nurse trainee "free" me from my hands, and separated the two of us.
Seeing everyone go against me, I ...... My heart is frozen to the extreme......
"Doctor Ma! You...... Your wound is ......" I said the first half of the sentence, but the rest of the sentence could not be opened! I said it was bitten by a doll? Saying such things even I feel like I'm having a nervous breakdown! I can't say it! Even if I saw it with my own eyes, there are too many weird things in the world, and if I tell them all, people will treat me as a psychopath.
After thinking about it for a long time, I swallowed the second half of the sentence into my stomach......
"Get out! Get out of here! "I cried and roared, and threw everything on the table at them! I threw everything I could, and my house was in a mess, and they dodged one by one, moving to the door step by step.
"Doctor Ma, Ruolan's onset time seems to be getting shorter and shorter, should you consider surgery?" The trainee nurse arrived at the door and asked Dr. Ma next to her.
She said it so loudly that she didn't think about my feelings at all! Am I having a seizure? Am I mentally ill?
"Get out!" I took a stainless steel basin and smashed it at them......
Finally, I kicked them all out, I locked the door, and crouched in the room alone and cried bitterly...... (To be continued.) )