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Zheng Xiujing's face was red for a while and blue for a while.

"That night, when I got a call from oppa, it actually ...... I also drank too much. Zheng Xiuyan looked at Li Junhan's complicated eyes looking at Zheng Xiujing, laughed, and said, "I went to participate in a ...... that day Banquet. oppa, you called, asked if I could go over and pick you up, and I hung up. ”

"I called you? You're not saying you've drunk too much? How will you remember? I don't even remember. ”

"I have a call log on my phone!" Zheng Xiuyan said with a smile: "And when I woke up the next morning, Xiujing just went home, and then she told me. ”

"The next morning? Xiujing? Li Junhan's face was ridiculous, and his eyes turned to Zheng Xiujing again.

He remembered the Band-Aid on his forehead that day.

"Sister, don't talk nonsense!"

"I'm telling the truth! Since that day, how many times have you threatened me with this in the past six months. Zheng Xiuyan laughed: "Let's pierce this layer of window paper today!" I think there's always a handle in your hand. ”

"Then why are you ......"

"She told me that she heard the oppa call you gave me that night, but I also drank too much, so I just hung up. She was a little worried about you, so she ran to find you herself. Zheng Xiuyan glanced at Zheng Xiujing and said to herself.

"I'm going down to watch the TV series first. Ratings! Zheng Xiujing turned around a little embarrassed and left.

Only Lee Jun-han and Jung so-yeon were left in the room.

The door to the room was open, and this time, there would be no one eavesdropping on the door.

"She went to me? And then...... Dropped me off at the hotel? ”

"She said that she was going to send you home, but when she found you, you were already drunk, and there was no way, so she asked the waiter at the bar to help carry you to the hotel next door." Zheng Xiuyan nodded, "In order to avoid suspicion, I still opened a room with my name." As a result, when she thanked the waiter who helped take you to the hotel, you threw up yourself...... And then she'll just be able to help you with the shower......"

“…… Wait a minute......" Lee Jun Han interrupted Jung so-yeon, "I see." ”

"Don't dare to listen to it later?" Jung so-yeon laughed.

Just laughing a little sadly.

"I don't want to hear it." Li Junhan shook his head.

There was silence in the room.

"Since that day, she has been telling me at every turn, believe it or not, I will tell my brother-in-law to go!" Zheng Xiuyan smiled sadly, "Let me make you stop hating her so much no matter what." ”

“…… That's why you're going to let her ......."

"Or else! You think I don't know that she's the most dangerous factor in our relationship! Zheng Xiuyan sighed, "Besides, oppa you...... After all, it's her first man. If you didn't know, and you still hate her like a fly, I think she's pitiful...... Whatever you say, she's my sister! ”

Li Junhan was silent.

"oppa, in fact, I have made this decision since I couldn't get through to you yesterday." Zheng Xiuyan saw that Li Junhan stopped talking, and her voice was much softer, "It's not that I'm complaining about you, I just think that maybe there's something strange in the dark that is pushing us away, right?" Otherwise, why did I only get drunk once in the last few years, but you called me that day? Or why is it that OPPA has been keeping your phone open lately, but yesterday I wanted to consult you about the most important thing in my life so far, but the phone didn't get through? ”

"You're thinking too much." Li Junhan could only refute it a little dryly.

"Oppa, let's face it." Zheng Xiuyan interrupted Li Junhan's words with a wry smile, "Maybe we really ......"

"Alright." Lee Jun-han interrupted Jung-so-yeon again.

Be quiet.

"Actually, Xiujing, you really ...... oppa. I care more than I do. Zheng Xiuyan obviously didn't want this topic to end like this, "All the things about oppa, I don't know, I will ask Xiujing, and she can tell me." She's going to be a much better girlfriend than me. ”

"Why do you have to push me to Xiujing?" Li Junhan was really a little angry, "Even if you want to be alone recently, it's okay, I can let you go and let you tidy up alone, no matter what mood or career, you can handle it yourself if you want to, it's okay, I can wait!" ”

"I want to devote myself to my brand by myself." Zheng Xiuyan seemed to notice that Li Junhan was really moving, so her voice became softer: "Just like when I decided to come to South Korea as a trainee, in the years before Xiujing came over. ”

"So you want me to take care of her?" Li Junhan's face was very heavy and dark.

"I can only trust oppa!" Zheng Xiuyan said it as she should, "I leave Girls' Generation, and it is estimated that S.M will terminate the contract with me soon." When the time comes...... Xiujing, who stays in the company, will be very embarrassed, right? ”

"Then you don't have to break up with me! I will take care of her as a brother-in-law, and I don't think I will do anything to her if I come to S.M. ”

"But oppa, you're also a person I can't rest assured!" Zheng Xiuyan shook her head.

"Does this affect you in any way?"

"Of course there is!" Zheng Xiuyan smiled, "Because of your relationship, I basically can't go to any banquet now." You know, to do these brands or something, some socialization can't be avoided. But when I thought about going out and drinking with other men, you would be upset, and I ...... I had no choice but not to go. ”

"Then you won't go! Why do you want to do all that? ”

"There are so many reasons! Whether it's the media, various suppliers or the like, upstream and downstream ......"

“……”

"Look, oppa, you're not happy just listening to me, but you also know that some socializing is unavoidable, right? Even if it's just drinking......"

"Hmm." Li Junhan answered.

I don't know which sentence Zheng Xiuyan said just now.

"So! If you're not happy, then I won't do it. But there are some things that don't seem to work, so ......" Zheng Xiuyan shook her head, "I find that I can do less and less things now." ”

"So, you're going to break up with me, and then drive me to Xiujing?" Li Junhan seems to have finally grasped a little bit of Zheng Xiuyan's thinking.

"Yes! Then I'll feel like you've both betrayed me, and then I'll be confident that I'll stop caring about your affairs. Zheng Xiuyan smiled very weirdly, "Sounds like a self-deception, right?" But I've been thinking about it for so long from yesterday to today, and it seems that this is the only way......"

"Who said this is the only way?" Li Junhan smiled absurdly, "There are more ways to ......"

"I said there was only this one, so there really was only this one." Jung so-yeon shook her head and looked at Lee Jun-han.

The room was quiet again.

"If you break up with me for this reason, I won't agree." Li Junhan is still talking.

"Oppa, why can't you just put yourself in my shoes and think about it for me?"

"Then why can't you put yourself in my shoes and think about it for me?" Li Junhan's rhetorical question was a little loud.

"I'm selfish, can't I?" Jung so-yeon looked at Lee Jun-han with red eyes.

"Then I'm going to be selfish today, can't I?" Li Junhan repaid the favor with his own way.

Such a quarrel will not lead to anything, it will only make the scene embarrassing.

"If you really want to try your own......" Li Junhan still took the lead in breaking this non-nutritious dispute, "I won't stop you." You can do whatever you want, and I'm not really that much of a person......"

"Oppa, no matter how tactful you say, don't you still tell me, although I'm not happy and don't like it, but if you like it, I won't stop you, and then it's useless except to make me feel guilty, right?" Zheng Xiuyan pointed out the core of Li Junhan's words very sharply.

"Break up, I definitely don't agree." Li Junhan's mind is very confused now, and this is the only thing he can clearly understand what he wants to say, so he just said it.

"There's no point in breaking up." Zheng Xiuyan shook her head. "Do you want to accept something, let's be separated for a while, each busy with our own work, and if we are willing to come back together after a year or two, then we will come back together...... This kind of self-deception? Don't say anything about a year or two, just half a year, it is estimated that you can't survive it. Look at Yuna, who is thinking about breaking up with Lee Seung Gi now! ”

"I've heard that." Li Junhan said lightly, "But I think I should be stronger than Shengji, right?" ”

"But I'm definitely not as good as Yuna." Zheng Xiuyan's answer was also very simple, "Half a year? Three months of no contact is basically a complete end. ”

"Before, we hadn't been in touch for a year?"

"In that year, I went over and over to watch the variety shows we starred in, I don't know how many times I watched it." Zheng Xiuyan smiled, "Oppa, do you think I didn't see you?" I see your ...... almost every day."

“…… So why are you ...... now?"

"Isn't there a story, the fish and the bear's paw?"

"So, I'm a fish?"

"Are you starting to think I'm annoying?" Zheng Xiuyan laughed, "Actually, oppa, if we broke up smoothly a few years ago, we wouldn't have to face the current problems, wouldn't we?" I continue to be my idol with peace of mind, earn enough money for myself to spend, and live a glamorous life, without thinking about whether I am worthy of the man next to me, and I don't have to care about whether I will be said to seduce someone I really like for money...... I'm going to have a great time in my life! Maybe like Yun'er, talk about a relationship with an ordinary artist who may break up at any time? Maybe it's like Taeyeon, it's within our company? Who knows......"

"Do you regret it?" Li Junhan's voice was so dark that he could already wring out the water.

"No, no regrets." Zheng Xiuyan smiled and shook her head, "Because being with you oppa, this life I have experienced is more exciting!" Come to think of it, the best artist in Korea is my boyfriend, a man who is so rich that he is willing to go halfway to Seoul to buy a fried udon for me, just because I say he doesn't make as good as that restaurant...... How could I regret it! ”

"Then you still ......"

"But, oppa, I'm tired." Zheng Xiuyan still had a smile on her face, "No matter how wonderful it is, I have no regrets, but I'm tired." I just want to calm down and focus on doing what I want to do, and I also feel that I should be able to do something well, and I don't want to do something irrelevant for any other reason. ”

Be quiet.

"If you don't get in touch, you won't be in touch." Li Junhan felt that he seemed to be moved by Zheng Xiuyan's words. "How long will you take? I'll give it to you. ”

"Do you really think our relationship can stand the test of time like this?" The smile on Zheng Xiuyan's face was put away, "I'm not a dead-eyed person like Xiujing!" If I meet any other guy who is good......"

"Can you be better than me?" Li Junhan laughed.

Strong self-confidence.

Zheng Xiuyan was stunned for a moment, and shook her head with a smile.

"It's good to be handsome! I don't blush when I say this. Li Junhan laughed at himself, "If it is replaced by Luo Yingshi or Kim Byungwan and Liu Zaishi, they ......"

Jung so-yeon did not answer Lee Jun-han's words.

Although, she always picked it up before.

"Have you really figured it out?" Li Junhan sorted out the atmosphere again. "I'm going to ...... by myself"

"It's not that I'm going to be on my own." Zheng Xiuyan shook her head, "Of course I know it's good to have someone to help, but when some people are around me, I can't concentrate on what I should be concentrating on." ”

“…… Then I'll be gone. Li Junhan sighed, "After this variety show and TV series are over, I will go abroad." Not on TV. Space is left to you, right? ”

"There's no need!" Zheng Xiuyan laughed, "I just want to make a cut with you in my own heart......"

"Don't." Li Junhan immediately shook his head, "I'll just get out of the way." You...... Other. ”

"Since you've been persuaded so much by me, why don't you take that extra step?" Zheng Xiuyan looked at Li Junhan with a little incomprehension.

"On the edge of a cliff, one step?" Li Junhan smiled.

Jung so-yeon also smiled.

"Then whatever......" Zheng Xiuyan sighed, "Whatever you want, it's fine." Otherwise, that's it, two years, oppa, you give me another two years, let me try again, how about it? Give me a break to see if I can recover in two years, unlike now...... So tired. Maybe I'll cry and shout for you to come back to me! ”

“……”

"In the past two years, oppa, you can help me take care of Xiujing more, no problem, right?"

"You can't ...... yourself"

"Oppa, didn't I just say that I'm probably going to leave S.M., there are a lot of things I can't do for her." Jung so-yeon emphasized again.

"But you know I'm ...... with her."

"Oppa, if it's not Xiujing, the relationship between me and OPPA and you may be the same as Sunny and Xu Xian, right?" Zheng Xiuyan asked Li Junhan very seriously.

"......" Li Junhan found that he couldn't seem to refute this statement.

"So, oppa, if you still want to ...... in two years Well, Xiujing is very important. Zheng Xiuyan smiled. After all, even if you are no longer my boyfriend, she will always be my sister. This is ...... Actually, Xiujing told me something similar. ”

Li Junhan was silent.

"Oppa, I've been borrowing from you for a while, okay? I'll leave when the limelight has passed. Zheng Xiuyan changed the topic again.

"It's okay if you stay here all the time."

"How can I do that, I see oppa you every day......"

"I'll just go out!" Li Junhan smiled, "This house ...... Bought for you in itself. ”

“…… But ......"

"Don't you want to leave Xiujing behind? Isn't it just right to let her live back on that side, and you live on this side? You don't even have to see her. ”

"And then you guys live together?"

"I have a lot of houses." Li Junhan said lightly.

Be quiet.

"Alas, originally I just wanted to do my business seriously for my hobby...... I want to do it again to make money...... oppa, you're really toxic. Zheng Xiuyan smiled bitterly.

"Then you can rest." The corners of Li Junhan's mouth twitched, and he didn't answer Zheng Xiuyan's words, "I'll go first." ”

"Well, oppa...... I'm sorry. ”

"Don't say you're sorry, you just want to take a vacation on your own, why do you have to say you're sorry."

“…… So, goodbye? ”

"Remember the last thing I said to you when I celebrated your birthday on the show a few years ago?" Li Junhan shook his head.

It was quiet again.

Long.

"Oppa, good night."

"Good night."

Li Junhan nodded with a smile, turned around, and left.

Deceive oneself as well as others?

When Li Junhan walked out of the house directly without paying attention to Zheng Xiujing, who was sitting in the living room and watching himself absentmindedly on TV, he asked himself silently in his heart.

Perhaps, I fell out of love again, right?

Alas...... (To be continued.) )