Cold.

It is cold to every cell of the body, and from the palms of the hands to the toes, it spreads infinite coolness.

Mo Nianhua felt as if her soul had been drifting for a long time, struggling on the edge of life and death......

Her body was thrown into a nearby sea, her clothes covered in blood, and the coolness of the sea hit her body.

Boundless fear.

She doesn't hate, she doesn't have the strength to hate others. The only thing she hates in her life is herself, falling in love with a man who makes her moths to the fire.

The only thing she is sorry for in her life is her child, so young, she hasn't had time to see this world that people love and hate.

In the next life, I don't want to love so hard, and I don't want to sing a one-man show alone.

Blinked.

The cramped room, the closed wooden door, the shabby furniture, exudes an air of remoteness. Where is this? Is she still alive?

Child, her child!

The heart hurt suddenly, Mo Nianhua reached out and touched his lower abdomen, flat. I want to cry, but my eyes are sore.

The next second, her eyes widened in shock, it wasn't her hand, it was ......

With such a small hand, she tried her best to stand up and walk to the mirror, and the person in the mirror was clearly what she looked like when she was a child, with a childish face, a shrunken body, wearing a twisted jacket that I don't know how many patches it had made, and a hemp jacket.

Good soil.

She stared blankly at her eyes in the mirror, those eyes that were as calm as water.

After a long time, she calmed down.

Reborn?

She has read some of the rebirth articles, but why should she be reborn? If you come again, you have to remember the memories of your previous life. She would rather cast a good baby and start over.

Such a failed life, this is the rhythm to start all over again? She wants to look good, she wants to have no grades, she wants no background, if there is no golden finger, she doesn't believe that she won't follow the old path, she will definitely fail!

Mo Nianhua urgently needed to confirm what year it was.

This room belonged to her aunt and daddy, and she found the yellowed calendar on the wall, 1984.

In 1984, when she was five years old, her grandmother died of illness, and she was abandoned by her family and entered an orphanage. The beginning of another life, since then she went to elementary school, junior high school, she has always been alone in school, and occasionally has a few classmates who can speak a few words; After high school, she left the orphanage, her grades were mediocre, and no one wanted to sponsor her anymore. She went to school while working, and her grades did not improve, and she was still average.

Later, I went to university in a third-rate school, studied fashion design, and after graduation, I didn't have time to fall in love, and I had to work in a textile factory every day, which was physically and mentally exhausted.

She became more and more withdrawn, and she did not dare to meet those youthful and glamorous classmates.

After graduating from high school, she had to earn her own college tuition, got a job, and by chance worked as a cleaner in a high-end bar. The reason was that she picked up an old lady who had fallen down on the road, and the old lady of the rich family hoped that someone could talk to her, and suddenly she was kind.

She thinks she's really bumped into//luck!

But it was at that time that she fell in love with Yan Huaixi.

The man who is like the pride of the sky, she recognized him at first sight.

They all called him Yan Shao.

The Yan family has money and power. Yan Huaixi is not as good as other second ancestors, and he has a successful career.

Every time Mo Nianhua saw all kinds of women around him, he hugged those warblers and Yanyan, and drank and played with his buddies, she was so uncomfortable that she always hid alone and cried all the time.

She loved him so much, and all his embarrassment was a merit in her eyes. So unruly, so flamboyant. Spirited and unrestrained.

The door creaked open, interrupting all her musings.

A middle-aged woman walked in outside the door, Mo Nianhua's eyes widened in horror, grandma! The grandma in my memory!

In her previous life, Mo Nianhua's childhood memories were very vague, and even the appearance of her biological parents was blurred with the years, but the only thing she didn't forget was her grandmother, He Cuiyun.

At this time, He Cuiyun was only forty years old, the skin on his face was very dark, his figure was also a little fat, and his hands were covered with calluses because of his work when he was young. This is what it looks like, typical of rural women in the eighties of the last twentieth century. Mean, snobbish, vulgar.

After the first seven years of her mother's life, He Cuiyun said that she would take her to the town to play, and walked to the street to ask her if she wanted to eat scallion pancakes.

Grandma told her to stay where she was, and she never came back.

When I was a child, I stupidly didn't understand why my grandmother took so long to buy something, and later I realized that I was abandoned.

So why is there a word called family affection, and later she was alone, withdrawn, so eager for love, and put the only sustenance on love, but she still lost so badly and had nothing.

When I saw He Cuiyun again, it was false to say that I was not sad, but I was only a little sad, and I was only a little excited.

He Cuiyun saw her shrinking in the corner, a trace of disgust flashed in her eyes, and she said with no expression on her face: "Nian Mei, your mother is going to be funeral, what are you doing in the house alone, why don't you go out and help!" ”

What the?! Mom's funeral? Today is ......

"Grandma, I'll go now." Mo Nianhua couldn't care about anything else, and ran out like crazy.

"Hmph, broom star, like your mother, there was a funeral at home, it's really unlucky." There was not much money at home, and the daughter-in-law went to go, and she had to pay for the funeral, thinking of this, He Cuiyun was angry!

In the small courtyard of the Mo family, there were several men standing. Outside the courtyard, there are a large number of rural women, all pointing fingers.

sighed and said: "The daughter-in-law of the Mo family died at a young age, what a pity!" ”

The one who found fault said, "If you die, you will die!" I don't know how many men in the village will be seduced if I put it like this! ”

Kindly said, "Alas." Their younger sister is only five years old, her mother-in-law is a difficult person to get along with, and her man is an unassertive person, how can she live in the future! ”

…………

Nianhua didn't have time to listen to what they had to say, and when she saw this chaotic scene, she couldn't help but choke.

Everyone was dressed in homely clothes, Mo Junqiang, He Cuiyun and herself, all of them were all vegetarian, what a disrespect for a dead woman!

In her previous life, Mo Nianhua didn't have much affection for her grandmother, and she was reborn maybe because her memory got better, even if she was so young, she could still remember the bits and pieces about her grandma.

Grandma is very good-looking, just like the women in the city in that era, compared with the people in the village, there is still a world of difference. This makes the men of the whole village envious and the women jealous.

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