Chapter 30: How Much Can Be Changed in Two Years

People in the countryside here don't like to build big houses, the wooden houses are scattered scattered in the green fields, the wind blows the gaps, and the people are naturally cool, and there is a faint green smell when you come here to breathe.

For a family of three, excluding the guest rooms, this house originally seemed a little narrow, but now, it looks huge, like a boundless dark abyss.

The lights are on, but it seems that there is no light in this corner anyway.

Lingtai.

Asaichi gently brushes away the dust that is completely absent from the wooden sign, and the black-and-white photo shows a middle-aged couple smiling happily, and the eyebrows are vaguely similar to Asaichi's.

"No matter how strong I am, I won't be able to fill this space," his faint voice couldn't reach anywhere, "Father, mother." ”

It will only appear in a big family or a blunt title in books, but at this time, it will appear in a well-off rural family that should be very happy and happy.

The father is a policeman, and the mother is a housewife who works at home with some small side jobs, and both of them love their children very much.

It's just that I really don't know what to call 'Asaichi'.

The kind of incense that was lit in front of the altar, every time the body would subconsciously reach out and touch the wooden sign, every time I looked at it, my heart would suddenly give birth to a suppressed sharp pain, and I couldn't help itβ€”it was as if I was resentful and longing to go together.

But the sharp pain of the soul does not give any memory, and the empty heart has no way to remember anything.

"Give me... What is it to leave this kind of thing? ”

Asaichi smiled a little self-deprecatingly, picked up the photo album with a yellowed cover on the side, just when he didn't want to come here to worship, and subconsciously wanted to escape back to his empty room with only a wardrobe, he saw that next to his aunt's bed for herself, there was such a photo album.

Family photo album.

"I... It's all thrown away. ”

Caressing the cover and feeling the rough touch, I must have bought a cheap one without thinking of the preservation problem at that time.

Even this kind of thing needs to be inferred like this.

I just hate this feeling, Mingming, Mingming, all of them have been thrown away, the posters hanging in the room, the textbooks, diaries, and furnishings on the desk, and even the wooden bed that originally existed, all of which have been thrown away by 'Asaichi', the empty room, the lifestyle of sleeping on tatami mats.

The photos in the living room, all the CDs I have seen, all the used dishes, all the toiletries, all the traces of life, are all stored in his parents' room, a room that has not been opened since that day.

Maybe that's what Uncle Mori did.

Thinking that since he will come back on his own initiative, he is mentally prepared to face all this.

β€œβ€¦ Will I choose to run away again? ”

Asaichi picked up the lighter next to the altar and lit a flickering firelight, reflecting Asaichi's face that was also constantly shaking, but the hand holding the album did not move.

"Why... That's how you want to torture me. ”

Looking painfully at the black-and-white photograph of the smiling star-like couple, there should have been an extra young child between the two of them, but the child's body survived, but it was an empty shell.

Leave such a cunning thing behind.

Why...

Really, don't want to come back here.

Xiaohui... Xiaohui...

"What did you leave me?"

Asaichi felt that his nervous mental state had returned.

"I..."

His voice was full of lamentations that he had never heard before, in the city far from his hometown, Asaichi could live a very energetic life, he could live a very positive life, he could live a full life, and it seemed that nothing could break his mentality, and nothing could stop him from moving forward step by step towards his life goal.

Maybe...

shouldn't have listened to Xiaohui and came back together.

"There's no way to get rid of you."

Looking up to the sky and sighing, it seemed that he was complaining about himself, and there was a little helplessness in his breath.

"Obviously... It's all already like that. ”

Asaichi recalls that not long after he first went there, it was still like an empty shell for a few months, and everything was passing by the door of that hotel, and the lifeline that had been parallel to this world was related to an arrogant and elegant wayward beautiful girl light novel author.

Thinking about everything, everything is like a dream, inexplicably becoming someone else's fake boyfriend, and inexplicably discovering that she is the daughter of her landlord, her classmate, the girl who likes her younger brother, and the opponent and good friend of Ying Lili.

Like the domino effect, she had already applied a series of spells from the moment she forcibly put her arm on that night.

Asaichi knows.

In anyone's opinion, his initial actions were so stupid, like a fool's spare tire constantly circling around the goddess, knowing that they all have the same sweetheart, knowing that those people had established an unfathomable bond between them long before he appeared, and knowing that no matter what he did, it was impossible to move 'them' hearts in a normal way.

Special girls, special people.

They are different, they have an aura in them, they care about how others are 'now' and what kind of attitude they use to live, and they don't know that he is a transfer student like others, so they all come around and ask him where he used to beβ€”

Ying Lili will come to play games with him, and Shi Yu will come to his house to make trouble; Ying Li Li will be angry with him because of the game, and Shiyu will disturb his life because of the novel Carvin; Both of them continue to use their wayward ways to cause trouble for him, but Asaichi is willing.

He felt in them the breath of life, the smell of a new life.

The empty shell has memories to fill.

Unconditional?

No.

That's because he has already obtained the equivalent from Lunye, Shiyu, and Yingli Lili, which can make him lie in bed alone and watch the moonlight without thinking about this dark hometown like an abyss, and can make him sit at the dinner table alone and have the courage to turn on the TV while eating.

What exactly is life for?

"That's harsh..."

Thinking of this, he put down the lighter in his hand, his hands trembled slightly, and by the light, he looked at the crooked oily handwriting 'we'.

You guys.

Why would I have the courage to come back.

Xiaohui.

Thinking of the girl with a spirit like an elf in my memory, thinking of the scene she had in KTV, remembering her smile in her daily life, obviously usually calm, but at some times she will sly show a very feminine side, very considerately, very thoughtfully, with a way that she has no way to refuse, to trap herself.

How can you refuse?

Some people say love yourself.

And she did.

It's just that...

"Why... Uncle and Yayu would know her, and they even remembered the little mechanism in the house..."

Things are so strange that there is no way to reason, and Asaichi feels that his heart is already a little bit of a sign of coma.

I can't think of it at all.

The end of contemplation seems to lead to another pitch-black unknown.

Sure enough, it's...

Keep it.

After all, there is still no way to open this album alone.

??????

"Little Brother - Hmm!"

Yayu pushed open the unlocked door and walked directly with cheerful steps while shouting, but her mouth was covered the moment she entered the door.

"Woooooooooooo

Her big watery eyes were full of horror, looking at the two big sisters who were holding her back.

"Shhhh Yayu-chan! ”

A cold sweat flowed from the corners of Yingli's forehead, glanced at the living room, and then turned back to Yayu in her arms.

Shiyu rubbed Yayu's head in fascination with a crazy look on her face.

"It's so soft... It's slippery... Goohehehe. ”

"Woooooo

Yayu reacted for a moment, then kept nodding her head to indicate that she knew that her intelligence and judgment were far superior to those of ordinary children.

"It's so soft... It's so slippery..."

"Uhhhhhh

Even if Ying Li Li let go of her hand, Shi Yu still didn't stop moving, Ya You glanced at Shi Yu with tears in the corner of her eyes, and found that the other party not only didn't stop, but also intensified, so she pounced on Ying Li Li's body.

Shi Yu gasped, her eyes glowing red, and her voice was a little hoarse.

"Ya, Yayu-chan, come, come, sister here, sister will give you delicious sugar~"

Shiyu tries to make her voice sound seductive. Confused, but it fell on Yayu's ears like a demon's whisper.

"Hey! Kasumigaoka Shiha! Isn't that my candy! ”

Ying Li Li tried to keep her voice down as much as possible.

"The childish Sawamura-san shouldn't fight for rations with the cute Yayu-chan, right??"

Rations...

What do you think of both of them!

"Be serious! Now is not the time to play! ”

Ying Lili can only suppress her anger at this time, this woman! Haven't you yet made the difference between the situation?

β€œβ€¦ It's a pity..."

Shi Yu retracted her gaze with regret and returned to her usual elegant and calm eldest lady.

After the two of them came out of the room just now, they met at the door of the living room and on the passage, Ying Lili saw that Shi Yu seemed to be peeping at something, and then the two of them saw Qianyi kneeling in front of the altar, talking to himself from time to time, and lighting a lighter, and holding a photo album in his hand.

Indeed, it's weird.

This home, a bit unusual.

There are traces of use in furniture and everything, but there is nothing related to memories, such as photo albums in the living room, DVDs, daily necessities, and new wallpaper on the walls, it is like the traces have been deliberately erased.

Yayu also let go of the hand holding Ying Lili, but still kept a certain distance from Shiyu.

"Yayu-chan, is it okay if my sister wants to ask you a few questions?"

Ying Li Li pressed her skirt and squatted in front of Yayu, who still had tears in the corners of her eyes.

"Brother Xiao, Xiaoqian said that you can't answer strangers' questions casually."

Ying Li Li glared at Shi Yu hard.

"It's okay, don't you like to draw? Didn't you want to draw a picture for your brother? ”

β€œβ€¦ Well! ”

She's still a child after all.

"My sister is very good at drawing, huh? I can teach you~! ”

"Really?"

"Really."

Ying Lili always shows her tiger teeth when she smiles, which makes Ya Yu have an inexplicable sense of trust, this sister is not as terrible as the big sister over there.

"Well... Then I'll believe what you say, little sister. ”

The sound of milky milk.

"Little... Big sister?? ”

Ying Li Li has some bad premonitions.

"That sister is a big sister, then you are a little big sister."

Yayu turned around and gestured at Shiyu.

She was referring to the chest.

β€œβ€¦β€¦β€

"Hehehehehe! Little Big Sister! It really fits your image~ Sawamura-san, ah, what's wrong? Are you going to be angry here? Angry at the only cute little witness who might know what happened before? ”

"Long-winded!"

Ying Lili's face was flushed, her whole body trembled, she squeezed her pink fist hard, the green tendons and blood vessels in her forehead appeared, and she glanced at Shi Yu, who was talking coldly next to her.

Right...

It's still important to inquire about information here.

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PS: I went out to collect materials before.,The fisherman learned about the psychological thoughts of a contemporary 18-year-old female college student.,I feel it's quite helpful.,Thanks to the navigation and location selection provided by the two book friends.,The update status was also mentioned in the group and the neck.。

To be honest, when I entered the countryside chapter, the fisherman felt that these obvious foreshadowings were really painful, and he always felt like they were going to explode...

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