Shanshan finally couldn't hold it back, tears came out of her eyes and turned around and ran out!

I was embarrassed and said to Yan'er: "I'm sorry, my grandmother ...... her"

"It's okay, it's okay, it's understandable, I understand, don't blame yourself too much, I'll send Shanshan back first, you can accompany Grandma here first", Yan'er smiled and said to Grandma: "Grandma, let's go first, next time I come to see you, you take good care of yourself"

Grandma also kindly said to Yan'er: "Well, slow down on the road, Yan'er is good."

After Yan'er left, I kept asking Grandma why she did this to Shanshan, but Grandma didn't seem to have anything happening, and talked to me about other things, completely ignoring my questions. After thinking about it, it's right, grandma came to this hospital because of mental problems, so I don't need to worry about it, it's just Shanshan...... We have just met...... I feel so uncomfortable, I don't know if she will blame me, but I think Yan'er should explain it to her.

After chatting with my grandmother for a while, I walked around the hospital alone, I haven't had a good stroll, I came here, I was in a good mood, and I was not surrounded by family members accompanying the patient, or young couples holding hands, all of which were very warm pictures. After the winding cobblestone path to the central lake, I found a bench and sat down, just like that, I sat quietly, looking at the quiet lake in front of me, enjoying the sun, the air, and the beautiful scenery......

"If you remove all the pain in your brain and keep only good memories......" a very magnetic man's voice, I looked to the side, I don't know when an uncle came up on the side of the bench I was sitting on, just now I was staring at the lake in a daze, I didn't notice that there was a person sitting next to me, a man about 40 years old, sparse stubble, wearing a hospital gown, staring at the lake in front of him with dull eyes, and suddenly there was such a sentence.

Somehow, I answered as soon as my head was hot: "How is this possible? ”

And then magnify the original happiness! In this way, there are only happy things in the body, and life is so meaningful! The middle-aged man's eyes were always on the surface of the lake, and he answered me lightly, or he was talking to himself.

What kind of crooked reasoning is this, I became interested at once, and simply turned to face him: "Uncle, what do you think happiness is?" Is it happy to earn 10,000 yuan a day? If you say happiness, then you used to earn 100,000 yuan a day, but now the business is not good, and it has become 10,000 yuan a day, then, will that person still be happy? ”

Maybe I moved too much, ruining the dreamy scene just now, the middle-aged man slowly turned his head to look at me, his eyes were really dim, to say "look at me", but also because this angle was just "looking at me", in fact, his gaze has always been free.

I continued what I just said: "A man sends a woman flowers, saying I love you, and the woman is happy, but every day, every day, every day, 10 years later, no, a month later, how will that woman feel?" Will the original happiness come back? If the two quarrel, they have been in a cold war for many days, or they are about to break up, and at this time the man suddenly sends flowers and says I love you, and the woman will be happy! ”

I noticed that he gradually shifted his gaze to my face......

"There is no one who is unhappy, there is always only happiness and happiness in the brain, and it is necessary to amplify that happiness and happiness, it is not nothing, there are such people."

"Who?" , The uncle finally spoke again, his voice was full of sadness, and the mustache at the corner of his mouth moved.

"I think a fool who smirks all day long, he only has happiness in his brain, people bully him, he also laughs, will anything, filter his brain into happiness, and then amplify it? But that's a fool, a truly happy life shouldn't be bitter and sweet, sweet is set off by bitterness, and it is not a complete life without any taste, how can it be happy. ”

My uncle's eyes were moist, he took his eyes off me, floated far, far away, turned to the lake again, and actually looked at the lake and shed tears.

Seeing this scene, I suddenly looked so embarrassed, and hurriedly said, "Uncle, that ...... Actually......"

Before he finished speaking, the uncle suddenly stood up and said to himself in a choked voice: "It would be good to think of it earlier, I can't go back",

Seeing the uncle next to him standing up like this, he was crying, only to think that he was wearing a hospital gown, he was a patient, they were not normal, but now it's okay, and I made me cry, saying such strange things, what can't I go back, oops, I'm done, will my condition worsen? What am I going to do.

Just when I was distressed, I saw the uncle suddenly stride forward, I looked at it in surprise, there is a lake in front of me, what is he going to do?

Suddenly, the uncle jumped violently, only to hear a "plop" body, people, gone!

I slumped down in my chair and said, "Ahh......h

When the man jumped, I could clearly see that he fell into such a lying position, yes, it was lying on his stomach! Like a toad! And, when he was about to fall into the water, he suddenly turned his head to face me, the corners of his mouth rose slightly, and he smiled at me! Although it's only less than a second, I can't see it clearly, the kind of smile that normal people can't make!

The hair all over my body was upside down, although I knew that he was a psychopath, but if such a thing really happened to me, I would still break out in a cold sweat, and I remembered that my favorite grandmother had become like this, I sat on the bench and cried and shouted for help, I don't know if it was because I was afraid or sad.

"Plop" again, I looked up, there was one more person in the water, it turned out to be a kind person to rescue, I immediately got up and stood by the lake, nervously watched, there were many people behind me, I wrapped up the surroundings, I couldn't care about looking at so many people behind me, staring at the lake, thinking, I must save him, ah!

Some of the onlookers handed bamboo poles, some put ropes, and rescued the uncle who fell into the water very smoothly, I don't know when the medical staff were behind me, this was originally a hospital, although it was a psychiatric hospital, but the general equipment was there, and this thing was so noisy, it was not unusual for medical staff to come quickly.

After the uncle came ashore, he was pressed on his chest and artificial respiration, and after a while, he spit out a mouthful of water, "hey, hey, hey", he started laughing, the voice was not very loud, the doctor helped him up and sat down, he tilted his head to look at the doctor, and laughed again, "hey, hey, hey". At this time, the crowd gradually dispersed, pointing and talking about something. I walked over and stood in front of my uncle, who stood up and looked at me vacantly, also smiling "hey, hey, hey", and a few drops of saliva were dripping from his mouth, all the way to his chest.

Isn't that a fool? Watching him smile like this all the time, his head was tilted, his shoulders were slanted, and his saliva kept flowing, but I remember that it wasn't like this before he fell into the water, when he first sat next to me, although he was wearing a hospital gown, he was definitely not a fool, did he become like this after falling into the water? Or was it the way it was before? I stood there in a daze, and I felt panicked, why did he turn around and smile at me at that time? Although that smile was a weird laugh and a little eerie, it was definitely not the kind of giggle that it is now.

I was vaguely moved by the movement around me, which pulled my thoughts back all at once.